KillerQueen0103
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- Aug 2, 2018
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I know the JOS website talks about how Satanism isnt about monsters or spooks or anything like that but lately Ive been questioning its darkness. My question is, is Satanism dark because Satan wants to promote a realisitic view of his practices as compared to angels who only advocate light? I have been having trouble lately to be honest. Ive been watching more new age videos that involve angels to keep a more open mind. It just seems like they are so much happier. Is it because they are being deceived? Ive been dealing with negative presences in my own room and I can sense when something is negative or hateful in nature. I dont want anyone getting mad at me, I just have been asking for help to guide my path. I think if I had these questions answered, it would help me stick with the truth. Even as a person who is crazy about free thought and everything that Satan represents, I think I am having a bit of trust issues! Especially with the fact that I have been trying to make contact with Satan and I feel that he cant hear me. Maybe he doesnt want to make contact with me at this time in my life? I dont know, you can yell at me if you need to in order to steer me in the right direction lol. Thanks.