EveronK
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- Jul 23, 2024
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Hello everyone. I hope you are all doing well. I'm going to get straight to the point so I don't waste your time.
You see, from 2024 until today I have had problems in my life, specifically in my stomach. Even though I have tried everything to fix it; omeprazole, esomeprazole, sucralfate, probiotics (pajaritos yogurt), and going to the doctor several times and they always give me the same garbage of very expensive medications that make me worse; for example omeprazole that causes me anxiety. I also tried to have an endoscopy, but my trauma from a previous endoscopy in which they did the procedure AWAKE for 20 minutes feeling everything caused me so much panic that I couldn't breathe so they had to cancel it, I left the place very scared and shaking.
I am currently trying glutamine but it makes me feel bad even with a small amount, I also tried aloe vera 1gr in the mornings for days and I still felt bad. I know most of you are not doctors and will probably tell me to go back to the doctor, but I honestly can't trust them much anymore. Plus I'm not in a good financial situation now. I've been like this for so long that I previously posted asking for help because my mind was devastated, thankfully you guys helped me out and gave me some really good advice and I was able to gather the courage again and keep living.
The reason I'm asking for help again is because my mind is slowly falling apart again. And that scares me.
I don't know what else to do, folks. I'm tired. Meditating is hard for me because of the discomfort, but I do it anyway because it keeps me sane.
Anyway, I know it's arrogant what I'm asking for, but if anyone knows or can help me with advice, I'd really appreciate it. Thank you so much.
You see, from 2024 until today I have had problems in my life, specifically in my stomach. Even though I have tried everything to fix it; omeprazole, esomeprazole, sucralfate, probiotics (pajaritos yogurt), and going to the doctor several times and they always give me the same garbage of very expensive medications that make me worse; for example omeprazole that causes me anxiety. I also tried to have an endoscopy, but my trauma from a previous endoscopy in which they did the procedure AWAKE for 20 minutes feeling everything caused me so much panic that I couldn't breathe so they had to cancel it, I left the place very scared and shaking.
I am currently trying glutamine but it makes me feel bad even with a small amount, I also tried aloe vera 1gr in the mornings for days and I still felt bad. I know most of you are not doctors and will probably tell me to go back to the doctor, but I honestly can't trust them much anymore. Plus I'm not in a good financial situation now. I've been like this for so long that I previously posted asking for help because my mind was devastated, thankfully you guys helped me out and gave me some really good advice and I was able to gather the courage again and keep living.
The reason I'm asking for help again is because my mind is slowly falling apart again. And that scares me.
I don't know what else to do, folks. I'm tired. Meditating is hard for me because of the discomfort, but I do it anyway because it keeps me sane.
Anyway, I know it's arrogant what I'm asking for, but if anyone knows or can help me with advice, I'd really appreciate it. Thank you so much.