My conflict or mein own kampf is probably being overly complex. But I felt that in order to maintain or reach full integrity with all of my varying activities in life that I’ve thrown myself into was to be able to blend my beliefs entirely both spiritual into my reality as well vice versa. Offline, online, and even in a courtroom when called for. To aid the ministry in seeing oppositional sides or for closed or hateful minds to shed off, for a more full understanding of my other communities to take place, and then for there to be a stronger meeting of minds. At the height of trying to do this I was slapped with a new perspective on reality that I desperately needed apparently. For the benefit of myself and the world around me - and that was to also take the oppositional understandings around me. Some “criminal” things (nothing crazy) although I’ve always seen my view on morality as best. Most people do see their own as that though.
But in turn, I’ve been blessed. One thing is to understand addiction and addicts as well as the mentally unwell, challenged, or people on a more evil spectrum. Without it being too personal. Life itself is a great act.
I do think some of this pull for stronger integrity was a bust. But to understand and be more human out of it, maybe that is integrity. Integrity to me was first taught as “doing the right thing even when no one is watching” as a smaller frame, and then larger would be self esteem.
I’ve already basically been good. But something that does have to change beyond reasonable doubt and something that is really new or under seige has to be emotional understanding and respect, ect. Which a lot of people are really set back on and a lot of people participate in some pretty bad physical violence. Some people wouldn’t call it too bad. It’s a spectrum.
I have never been a proponent of physical violence and I don’t enjoy physical violence done to me. But to be completely honest, life has called for a variety of different situations.
I did instigate vengeful battles and I even slapped someone once for no reason. Then I fought with her friend in the hallway and we became friends afterward.
The bigger “negatives” I’ve done were not over anything minor.
But I’m starting to stack on the goods as my mentality transitions, and it feels good. I think it feels insanely good when people tell me I have stopped suicides, have changed their life, inspired them to be different, or look up to me.
I’ve been told a lot of varying things over the last year, which began with some kind of another shift. Some people have even clung onto me as their mom when I wasn’t theirs. But so be it. One thing that holds common ground is that I’ve always loved people and life. I care for it a lot. No matter where it is; so my integrity truly lies within love and in all domains.
When it comes to gaining a title, I think the gods do obviously designate it but it isn’t as simple as the pull of a tarot card by any means.
Hints bleed through with love that people show us. And who we know we are.
But in turn, I’ve been blessed. One thing is to understand addiction and addicts as well as the mentally unwell, challenged, or people on a more evil spectrum. Without it being too personal. Life itself is a great act.
I do think some of this pull for stronger integrity was a bust. But to understand and be more human out of it, maybe that is integrity. Integrity to me was first taught as “doing the right thing even when no one is watching” as a smaller frame, and then larger would be self esteem.
I’ve already basically been good. But something that does have to change beyond reasonable doubt and something that is really new or under seige has to be emotional understanding and respect, ect. Which a lot of people are really set back on and a lot of people participate in some pretty bad physical violence. Some people wouldn’t call it too bad. It’s a spectrum.
I have never been a proponent of physical violence and I don’t enjoy physical violence done to me. But to be completely honest, life has called for a variety of different situations.
I did instigate vengeful battles and I even slapped someone once for no reason. Then I fought with her friend in the hallway and we became friends afterward.
The bigger “negatives” I’ve done were not over anything minor.
But I’m starting to stack on the goods as my mentality transitions, and it feels good. I think it feels insanely good when people tell me I have stopped suicides, have changed their life, inspired them to be different, or look up to me.
I’ve been told a lot of varying things over the last year, which began with some kind of another shift. Some people have even clung onto me as their mom when I wasn’t theirs. But so be it. One thing that holds common ground is that I’ve always loved people and life. I care for it a lot. No matter where it is; so my integrity truly lies within love and in all domains.
When it comes to gaining a title, I think the gods do obviously designate it but it isn’t as simple as the pull of a tarot card by any means.
Hints bleed through with love that people show us. And who we know we are.
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