Greetings: perhaps now that whatever was going on last night, whether an attack, or just the need to release all I had been holding in, I can elaborate some. With the "other things", I was referring to being questioned about my newest tat and its meaning, whether or not I believe in aliens (the judge did tell her to move on from that point as "...if we put every American on the stand who..." As well as "we haven't established if Satanism is an actual religion" which was cool at the time, but I'm not sure if that was a set-up for latter) she had taken single sentences from fb and attempted to use them out of context, in which the judge had sustained that objection, and I'm sure there are more I don't specifically recall at the moment. With the family situation, I did the same exact thing, Brian, which is most likely why they so willingly showed up. I realize I almost sounded guilty the way I said I never touched her, but I also realize that many of you would simply know, one way or the other, if I was lying. I only said that because of the fact that she is the weaker her twin sister, who in almost the same time line, did the same thing to her husband and taking her child from him! As far as "who they know", I was referring to family in the justice system, going, through marriage, to a certain senator. It is completely obvious that there is bull-shit going on behind the scenes, I'm just reaching out to my "net-work".
I had done some research and found that Eligor would be the God to summon, however I'm unaware of any way to, unformally(?) Go about this, ok, astral temple just came to mind(?) I guess, no, was, inadervtantly asking for spiritual assistance in the form of, (?)Maybe sending some positive energy to my son and I, or at least keeping us in mind. I know I need to do the work, but was thinking maybe this energy would help keep us together. So, thank you all so very much for listening and any other (thanks for the responses thus far) advise offered!
HAIL SATAN!!!
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[email protected]ReplyTo: [email protected] Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Court
I don't know how much this can help you but stay strong. Really. In these situations being nervous or showing fear of any kind is like admitting guilt. Secondly - think. Why did the expose your beliefs and "many other things". What purpose does that information serve for them. Are you legally accountable for any of it? If not that is all you need to discredit it. Don't get me wrong the hateful eyes won't disappear just like that. Those people, I would wager, see "satanism" as a synonym for "scum and villainy". Show them they're wrong. Use examples. If you're a man worthy of respect they'll have a hard time condemning you for it(not that they wouldn't try).
I don't know how much I can do for you really but as far as advice goes - this is what I would do. I am not you however. I hope what I've written helps you even in the smallest way but whether or not you should follow my or ANY advice you receive is up to you. You're the one who'd know best.
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[email protected][/url], eremoslukos8@... wrote:
Hey, my beliefs came out in court, as well as many other things having absolutely nothing to do with why I was there. It was brought up by a guardian ad lidem, who's supposed to be completely objective on my sons behalf, but because of who my x's family know, and of course money, it turned literally into a witch hunt. My xian aunt and cousin who I haven't seen or spoken to in years even showed up on her behalf to talk shit about me! The x was surrounded by "angry women" as well. There is way too many details concerning this that I don't wish to post; I will, however, say that I never layed a finger on her and wouldn't attempt to lie to you all. This is so far out of hand that I'm sitting here shaking. The last thing in the world I would want to do in this point in my spiritual development is ask you for help, but I can hardly get any meditations done in this house let alone a ritual. Even with as many times I do the protective aura each day, I can't even think of going back into that court room under all those hateful, scorning eyes. My son is all I have, would never hurt him, I can't even find any more words. Can someone, anyone, help, please...
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