Could a long break upset Him?

[vladthegus]

For my ashame,I took a really long "break" from Spiritual Satanism
(around 4 months).I don't know why,I just felt really really charged
and pressured,I thought I should stop meditating for a while.During
this time,I had many bad "thoughts" flying through my head(I'm usually
in control of my mind),a xian priest "cleansed" my room 2 times,they
even made me kiss that stupid cross of theirs.

I asked for Father's help a lot of times,and He was by my side,even
though I didn't progress in anything.I never went against Satan and
never will,but I just wanted to underline some xian disturbances I've
been through.The point is,I think enough is enough,and I am willing to
resume my advanced satanic meditations.

The thing is,I don't know where to start,if I should start,if it's ok
with Him,if I lost any of my previous "power"(bio-energy
capabilities,potential etc etc).Any advice would be much appreciated

 

[Seth1]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "vladthegus" <vladthegus@... wrote:

For my ashame,I took a really long "break" from Spiritual Satanism
(around 4 months).I don't know why,I just felt really really charged
and pressured,I thought I should stop meditating for a while.During
this time,I had many bad "thoughts" flying through my head(I'm usually
in control of my mind),a xian priest "cleansed" my room 2 times,they
even made me kiss that stupid cross of theirs.

I asked for Father's help a lot of times,and He was by my side,even
though I didn't progress in anything.I never went against Satan and
never will,but I just wanted to underline some xian disturbances I've
been through.The point is,I think enough is enough,and I am willing to
resume my advanced satanic meditations.

The thing is,I don't know where to start,if I should start,if it's ok
with Him,if I lost any of my previous "power"(bio-energy
capabilities,potential etc etc).Any advice would be much appreciated

***I still do the awakening meditations regularly. They honestly help.
Start with that and the EZ chakra spin. Bad thoughts are flying around
ur head bcoz ur spiritual power has weakened and this leaves u open to
enemy suggestions and pyschic attacks.

Like the enemy take note of when we are getting powerful THEY ALSO
take note of when we are weakened.

 

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<td val[/IMG]taking a break from spiritual satanism is not bad, i took a very long break before becuase i wasnt advanceing in anything and i felt like not doing anything, i didnt have the motavation to do power meditation, my break was about 2 and a half years, i've just start doing power meditation not too long ago about 2 months ago and everythings been going pretty good. anyway i think father understands and as long as you still and have believed in him your still a satanist. as of where to start thats kinda up to you but ill tell you how i started for about a week or two i would  watch/listen to my thoughts, i would just sit in a quite room for about 5 mins and just let my thoughts roam and listen to them, i would do this twice a day when i woke up in the morning and before i went to bed and each day i would add a min, just to get to know my thoughts and how they worked. then i asked myself how did it go? how do i feel? what have i learned? once i could answer those questions i started void meditaion, and i would say an affirmation "My focus and concentration is perfect." i would say this 30 times for about one month(and im still donig this for i have not been doing it for one month yet) and i write my experiences/ progress in my black book that i made which is just a notebook that i colored over with a black sharpie. i write in it everyday after i have meditated. now you dont have to do this exactly but its just an idea for you. we are all individuals and we all work differently.   Jessica Hail Satan!!!

--- On Sat, 2/7/09, vladthegus <vladthegus@... wrote:

From: vladthegus <vladthegus@...
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Could a long break upset Him?
To: [email protected]
Date: Saturday, February 7, 2009, 10:44 AM

For my ashame,I took a really long "break" from Spiritual Satanism
(around 4 months).I don't know why,I just felt really really charged
and pressured,I thought I should stop meditating for a while.During
this time,I had many bad "thoughts" flying through my head(I'm usually
in control of my mind),a xian priest "cleansed" my room 2 times,they
even made me kiss that stupid cross of theirs.

I asked for Father's help a lot of times,and He was by my side,even
though I didn't progress in anything.I never went against Satan and
never will,but I just wanted to underline some xian disturbances I've
been through.The point is,I think enough is enough,and I am willing to
resume my advanced satanic meditations.

The thing is,I don't know where to start,if I should start,if it's ok
with Him,if I lost any of my previous "power"(bio- energy
capabilities, potential etc etc).Any advice would be much appreciated

[/TD]

 

[lukcy93]

same here,took a long break and had that idiotic priest come in my
house and made me kiss his cross TWICE! But I'm getting back...I once
charged up so much,that I felt like I was floating...at least I didn't
lose my power.


HAIL SATAN! \m/