lefthandedpath
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Hello satanic family! I am 16 year old, and I worry about consequences that come from masturbation or watching pornography. When I was very young, I got exposed to pornography by seeing a porn website bookmark on my older brother PC, when I was at his house with my parents. When I came back to my home I was curious to see what's on that website, and then I saw all those videos. When I watched a video, I had orgasm that time and it felt really good, but I didn't masturbate. When time passed by I started masturbating normally, until I found about semen retention. Since then my life drastically changed. I started worrying about how hard my erections are, I started relapsing more often, and something that used to be good became something I worry about everyday. I was relapsing 2-4 times in a day, even 5 times once, when I did go longer without masturbating, and I felt bed afterwards. I saw that VoiceOfEnki said that we should not abstain more than 3 days from ejaculation because of chakra blockages, so I need your advice. Pornography is a spiritual weapon used by jews, and it can make you feel bad. I was watching amateur, softcore stuff most of the time, and that is still damaging to your brain. I got wet dreams often too, and it feels like they are draining me. There are debates about pornography on the forums, but advice would mean a lot to me. I don't know what to do because I think that masturbating every 3 days is a lot, if you don't have a strong desire at the time. Thank you for reading my long post.