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serpentwalker666

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My wife has been struggling with unpredictable seizures and an inability to drive because of this. I have been trying to leverage my knowledge and skills to get into a work from home tech job still and I'm not having much success. I am deeply concerned of her having a seizure when at home with our young children, and doctors are at a loss for treating the problem and have no solutions or answers.

College is out of the question at this point for now as I'm having to pool my money into needed home repairs like roofing, and my vehicle needing some "Tender Loving Care"
to put it lightly ever since I smashed that deer going 50mph..

Because of multiple directions and a thousand different things going on, I've had to just remain working in manufacturing for the time being.
Starting a business or commission work at this point until I get things more squared up could be catastrophic.

Thankfully, this is a great work environment and I can take time for appointments and needed things.
The downside is not much room for growth so I am capped at a lower yearly salary.

All in all, I've made progress but I am feeling kind of lost on how to proceed from here. Maybe some tech certifications? Writing a bunch of programs? I have no idea what I'm doing wrong honestly.
 
I am deeply concerned of her having a seizure when at home with our young children, and doctors are at a loss for treating the problem and have no solutions or answers.
Sounds like a scary situation, sorry to hear that this is happening.

Have they tried medicating her? Gabapentinoids, lyrica, clonazepam, etc?

Have they done any sort of scans?

What sort of doctors have you consulted? Specialists, or just the primary? An acupuncturist? Not all doctors are created equal. Nurse practitioners are also generally not as good as an MD/DO since they recieve less schooling & training.
 
Sounds like a scary situation, sorry to hear that this is happening.

Have they tried medicating her? Gabapentinoids, lyrica, clonazepam, etc?

Have they done any sort of scans?

What sort of doctors have you consulted? Specialists, or just the primary? An acupuncturist? Not all doctors are created equal. Nurse practitioners are also generally not as good as an MD/DO since they recieve less schooling & training.

They haven't tried medicating her, and they have done some scans before. Nothing they could find unfortunately.

Western medicine specialists, neurologists. Not many experienced acupuncturists in my area and are too expensive to afford because of financial circumstances.
 
They haven't tried medicating her, and they have done some scans before. Nothing they could find unfortunately.

Western medicine specialists, neurologists. Not many experienced acupuncturists in my area and are too expensive to afford because of financial circumstances.
In TCM theory, seizures or twitching fall under something known as "Wind", which can be thought of as a pathological aspect of the Air element. I don't want to diagnose or say anything too specific, but the liver helps reduce and remove this from the body. Often times, the presence of yin material, such as blood, helps to "ground" the body and remove the presence of Wind. I think it can be viewed conceptually as like an ungrounded electrical connection of sorts.

Shown in the bottom link, the GB 20 point, on the back of the end, is great for reducing and removing Wind, therefore reducing seizures. This can help her symptoms, but there could be underlying conditions or a lack of vitality which can make this a bit of an ongoing problem for her to manage.


https://external-content.duckduckgo.com/iu/?u=https%3A%2F%2Ftse1.mm.bing.net%2Fth%3Fid%3DOIP.2t-g1G9zbJOvDTYLrN_tQwHaE8%26pid%3DApi&f=1&ipt=c5fbe313a9ba2f42ba70e28f5d7c48d92d4b9cba5f5fe3645f1f0cc962b39cad&ipo=images

Image Source: Peak Massager
 
In TCM theory, seizures or twitching fall under something known as "Wind", which can be thought of as a pathological aspect of the Air element. I don't want to diagnose or say anything too specific, but the liver helps reduce and remove this from the body. Often times, the presence of yin material, such as blood, helps to "ground" the body and remove the presence of Wind. I think it can be viewed conceptually as like an ungrounded electrical connection of sorts.

Shown in the bottom link, the GB 20 point, on the back of the end, is great for reducing and removing Wind, therefore reducing seizures. This can help her symptoms, but there could be underlying conditions or a lack of vitality which can make this a bit of an ongoing problem for her to manage.


https://external-content.duckduckgo.com/iu/?u=https%3A%2F%2Ftse1.mm.bing.net%2Fth%3Fid%3DOIP.2t-g1G9zbJOvDTYLrN_tQwHaE8%26pid%3DApi&f=1&ipt=c5fbe313a9ba2f42ba70e28f5d7c48d92d4b9cba5f5fe3645f1f0cc962b39cad&ipo=images

Image Source: Peak Massager

Thank you so much, I will try acupressure and look more into this to help her.
 
My wife has been struggling with unpredictable seizures and an inability to drive because of this. I have been trying to leverage my knowledge and skills to get into a work from home tech job still and I'm not having much success. I am deeply concerned of her having a seizure when at home with our young children, and doctors are at a loss for treating the problem and have no solutions or answers.

College is out of the question at this point for now as I'm having to pool my money into needed home repairs like roofing, and my vehicle needing some "Tender Loving Care"
to put it lightly ever since I smashed that deer going 50mph..

Because of multiple directions and a thousand different things going on, I've had to just remain working in manufacturing for the time being.
Starting a business or commission work at this point until I get things more squared up could be catastrophic.

Thankfully, this is a great work environment and I can take time for appointments and needed things.
The downside is not much room for growth so I am capped at a lower yearly salary.

All in all, I've made progress but I am feeling kind of lost on how to proceed from here. Maybe some tech certifications? Writing a bunch of programs? I have no idea what I'm doing wrong honestly.

If health problems are being worked on (Valefor's Ritual can be used for both of you), along with other spiritual development, then perhaps there is no emergency rush to change careers. Are you attempting to apply to a new place of work through a tech role? It may be hard without a degree, although perhaps getting a certificate alone would be enough to sway them, if that is viewed as more practical. Coursera also offers very specific courses, so this could be a cheaper way to gain some sort of professional badge without needing college.

Alternatively, is there a way for you to apply your skills within the current manufacturing environment? This could be better if they view you as already having the experience in that field, whereas otherwise it could be harder to prove yourself, in a way.
 
My wife has been struggling with unpredictable seizures and an inability to drive because of this. I have been trying to leverage my knowledge and skills to get into a work from home tech job still and I'm not having much success. I am deeply concerned of her having a seizure when at home with our young children, and doctors are at a loss for treating the problem and have no solutions or answers.

College is out of the question at this point for now as I'm having to pool my money into needed home repairs like roofing, and my vehicle needing some "Tender Loving Care"
to put it lightly ever since I smashed that deer going 50mph..

Because of multiple directions and a thousand different things going on, I've had to just remain working in manufacturing for the time being.
Starting a business or commission work at this point until I get things more squared up could be catastrophic.

Thankfully, this is a great work environment and I can take time for appointments and needed things.
The downside is not much room for growth so I am capped at a lower yearly salary.

All in all, I've made progress but I am feeling kind of lost on how to proceed from here. Maybe some tech certifications? Writing a bunch of programs? I have no idea what I'm doing wrong honestly.

If you are willing to do this, there could be an avenue for growth within your current field of work. I am just speaking very generally because I don't know for sure, but I see that that transition to a new position could be "smoother" due to a steadier income, plus any prior experience should transfer over, rather than starting a whole new job or business.

I just speak also from a position of having done solar workings to improve career success and seeing how this starts to show various opportunities, even "micro-opportunities" appear within my environment, as well as the idea or ability to achieve them. Hopefully this can apply to you and your current environment, giving you a path upwards without any drastic or scary changes being needed.

One downside could be that it may not currently seem viable to you; perhaps the current job is stable, but not a dream job or as fulfilling as you may want. However, the nature of solar energy is that it can create a sense of fulfillment and sort of "bridge" your passions, so there is hope for this to occur over time.
 
If you are willing to do this, there could be an avenue for growth within your current field of work. I am just speaking very generally because I don't know for sure, but I see that that transition to a new position could be "smoother" due to a steadier income, plus any prior experience should transfer over, rather than starting a whole new job or business.

I just speak also from a position of having done solar workings to improve career success and seeing how this starts to show various opportunities, even "micro-opportunities" appear within my environment, as well as the idea or ability to achieve them. Hopefully this can apply to you and your current environment, giving you a path upwards without any drastic or scary changes being needed.

One downside could be that it may not currently seem viable to you; perhaps the current job is stable, but not a dream job or as fulfilling as you may want. However, the nature of solar energy is that it can create a sense of fulfillment and sort of "bridge" your passions, so there is hope for this to occur over time.

I can see what sort of growth may be available to me for the time being in my current work environment. This seems to be a good option given everything.

Much of my concerns is compounded stress along with what I deal with in regards to health, as I also have to figure out how to manage to afford a new roof, and some expensive vehicle repairs while working this lower paying manufacturing job. All within a rather tight time frame.

While I have faith and trust in the God's that this is going to be sorted out and I'll have what I need, it is nevertheless very difficult to handle this level of stress and having everything on me. I haven't had the chance to build any credit with everything going on, so I may try to do this very quickly.

Which all this also leads me to consider trying to transition as quickly as possible into a tech role, since this is what I appear to be "meant" to do, and it's an all consuming passion.

This is also why me explaining how I was rushing into things, hopefully me elaborating on the whole picture explains my sense of urgency.

On the brightside though, is manufacturing is a very beautiful career so i do find some deep solace in being able to create things. Even if it's not exactly what I'd want to be creating, or working on.
 
All in all, I've made progress but I am feeling kind of lost on how to proceed from here. Maybe some tech certifications? Writing a bunch of programs? I have no idea what I'm doing wrong honestly.
I though about Jupiterian energy but as say @Blitzkreig [JG] , a weak Solar potential can be the cause.

Tech jobs are "high standard" jobs. Employers wait for responsability, energy and charism... despite the required quality is mainly to be studious and conscientious.
I say that because you often seem "hesitant", you search for solutions but in fact I realize while I write that our problems are the reflect of our inner fears which we must get rid of, in order to get to know ourselves a little better to become stronger.

Personally, everything I've missed comes from unconscious sabotage because I didn't want to or didn't feel up to it - my internal forces were not in sync.

If you are shy, mysterious and without charism... employers and clients won't trust you for a programming task. They suppose for example you are not sufficiently mature.
On the other hand, if you are too nervous, be enterprising or too intelligent, employers don't like that because you are not docile.

Surely a Solar Meditation routine while you are in a "pragmatic job" could help you to improve your charism or else.
And of course, some Valefor Rituals for your wife as suggested above, it's another occasion and a great one to fight... for her.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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