Following the instructions of the older Satanists, now I am not looking for a friend or a romantic partner from the outside, I have also stopped thinking about a pet, I try to cope with all the needs of imagination. I started doing magic to be nicer and stopped consuming cute stuff from the Internet, but I still lack something, maybe I need magic to improve communication with myself, yes, it's weird, but do you have any advice on what else should I do? Unfortunately, I will only be able not to rely on advice in the future