dgaulle.jerome
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I am a former Mormon and just last night I performed the commitment ritual to dedicate myself to Lucifer.
I altered the prayer to show to him my break from my church and when time came to conclude it, I forgot to fold the paper with the written prayer and directly lit it in the candle's flame but I didn't burn it there. I threw the paper on a steel plate so that I wouldn't burn myself. Right after that, I tried to find out who my guardian demon was but since I wasn't properly in tune, I decided to go to bed.
Two hours later, I felt as if something was forcing to tilt my head and also holding it down along with my right hand. I then felt something sinking into my chest which woke me up with a start. I then had to switch the light on in my room for the rest of the evening to get some sleep. I felt that I must've done something that offended Lucifer and his demons.
What I want to ask then is - should I follow whatever the commitment prayer says on this site word-for word then carry out the rest of the steps as instructed?
If I botched up the ritual, how can I ask for Lucifer's forgiveness so that I can do it again?
And can we call him Lucifer or Melek Ta'us instead? Since the name "Satan" or "Shai'tan" doesn't apply to him.
"Satan" or "Shai'tan" means adversary, right? And he never really was an adversary to begin with...
I altered the prayer to show to him my break from my church and when time came to conclude it, I forgot to fold the paper with the written prayer and directly lit it in the candle's flame but I didn't burn it there. I threw the paper on a steel plate so that I wouldn't burn myself. Right after that, I tried to find out who my guardian demon was but since I wasn't properly in tune, I decided to go to bed.
Two hours later, I felt as if something was forcing to tilt my head and also holding it down along with my right hand. I then felt something sinking into my chest which woke me up with a start. I then had to switch the light on in my room for the rest of the evening to get some sleep. I felt that I must've done something that offended Lucifer and his demons.
What I want to ask then is - should I follow whatever the commitment prayer says on this site word-for word then carry out the rest of the steps as instructed?
If I botched up the ritual, how can I ask for Lucifer's forgiveness so that I can do it again?
And can we call him Lucifer or Melek Ta'us instead? Since the name "Satan" or "Shai'tan" doesn't apply to him.
"Satan" or "Shai'tan" means adversary, right? And he never really was an adversary to begin with...