nathanwebber81@
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Hi everyone
I want to know if closing the chakras will make my emotions less sensitive/less emotional and sensitive to energy.
Let me elaborate, my entire life I have been living as someone to is extremely vulnerable and sensitive. I deal with powerful emotions and negative thoughts every single day of my life, when I get angry I get twice as angry as normal people, when I'm sad or depressed I feel it more deeply. I can feel people's energy and when they are sad or angry it' changes my energy and mood, it affects my thoughts that It is so easy to break my mind and cause me to breakdown, getting into relationships is so difficult because I feel an instant bond connection and I get attached immediately which always ruins everything. Being rejected is so difficult because it can incapacitate me for weeks. Don't mean to sound like I'm crazy, I generally lead a normal life and appear like everybody else but inside I face a struggle daily, I know I am really strong because I have held it together my whole life but I'm reaching a point where I can't take it anymore, it's hard to stay committed to tasks, I can't focus on my meditations and I am not consistent with them, because I'm so sensitive I believe I'm developing more and more defense mechanisms which are limiting me in areas in life. I think my mind is too weak and soul to tired to do them right now. I am hoping that closing my chakras will sort of help me to calm down and heal myself, I have become so weak and fucked up these days and I think it's because my body/mind/soul can't take it anymore.
If I need to do something else then please let me know because I really need some good news or at least a path I can lead to help, I have had suicidal thoughts for years and last Saturday I came so close, I just feel one day I'm going to do it and I want to stop this from happening.
Sorry for this long and unrelated message I just really need some guidance and hope. Thank you so much to anyone who responds.
I want to know if closing the chakras will make my emotions less sensitive/less emotional and sensitive to energy.
Let me elaborate, my entire life I have been living as someone to is extremely vulnerable and sensitive. I deal with powerful emotions and negative thoughts every single day of my life, when I get angry I get twice as angry as normal people, when I'm sad or depressed I feel it more deeply. I can feel people's energy and when they are sad or angry it' changes my energy and mood, it affects my thoughts that It is so easy to break my mind and cause me to breakdown, getting into relationships is so difficult because I feel an instant bond connection and I get attached immediately which always ruins everything. Being rejected is so difficult because it can incapacitate me for weeks. Don't mean to sound like I'm crazy, I generally lead a normal life and appear like everybody else but inside I face a struggle daily, I know I am really strong because I have held it together my whole life but I'm reaching a point where I can't take it anymore, it's hard to stay committed to tasks, I can't focus on my meditations and I am not consistent with them, because I'm so sensitive I believe I'm developing more and more defense mechanisms which are limiting me in areas in life. I think my mind is too weak and soul to tired to do them right now. I am hoping that closing my chakras will sort of help me to calm down and heal myself, I have become so weak and fucked up these days and I think it's because my body/mind/soul can't take it anymore.
If I need to do something else then please let me know because I really need some good news or at least a path I can lead to help, I have had suicidal thoughts for years and last Saturday I came so close, I just feel one day I'm going to do it and I want to stop this from happening.
Sorry for this long and unrelated message I just really need some guidance and hope. Thank you so much to anyone who responds.