Raven666 said:
Greetings everyone...
Thank you... :roll:
Hey. I understand your frustration. I too had the same issue you've had.
that fact you feel like you can't visualize can be overwhelming. but I want to assure you with practice, and perseverance you will get better at it.
Before I give you my advice let me tell you about my experience, I came into SS feeling a bit broken, I had been on drugs and pills for depression ect ect, none of it needed. but because of all the drugs in my life before SS my brain was a bit damaged so to speak. my pineal glad was crystalized and my overall nervous system felt fried.
From a young age like 5, I had been using my logical side of my brain more, than my creative, because I had a computer, and I was always on my computer or some video game. I barely read.
I also remember from being a child that I used to have night terrors when I closed my eyes so I unconsciously blocked off my visualization and imagination when I was younger as well.
I don't know what your situation is. whether you didn't use you imagination much when you were younger, or if you subconsciously blocked it off or if you have a history of a bunch of things like I do.
but don't worry, if you have ever had a dream. you can visualize, if you have ever remembered anything with detail you can visualize,
when you start using your visualization it will gradually become more vivid but at first, it will seem so faint you might not even believe you are visualizing, but don't think this way.
always have confidence in what you are trying to visualize it that it's there.
Here is what i recommend you do and it could take years to get better but that's okay.
first off.
start with the 40-day meditation program if you haven't already, you should be working on your chakras daily.
along with that take a read at the spiritual warfare meditation program they have a few visualization pages that you should start off with.
essentially it's this. you look at a picture, a shape, or an object focus on it.. close your eyes, and then try to recreate and hold that image in your mind with your eyes closed.
I suppose you are still a teenager, you have a lot of free time if this is the case, anytime you are riding in a car, or finding yourself with free time, just pick something you see, close your eyes and try to hold that picture.
this is the first step.
the second step would be after you can hold the picture in your mind start to manipulate it play around with it. if you are visualizing that tree you just saw, try to make it flourish, or wave around in the wind.
continue to do this every day! multiple times a day.
I have another tip for you.
try to recall your dreams by keeping a book next to your bed and always write down your dreams whenever you can, right after you wake up is when you have the best chance of recalling your dreams.
go to the meditation page and do flame meditation it is similar to the above and will help you.
if you have or think you have anything subconsciously blocking you from visualizing like fear. you can do a simple working by vibrating SATANAMA, SATANAS, ISIS (EESSS EESS) Munka and do an affirmation.
your aura of protection and aura cleaning should be great practice too, use a lamp or the sun first to imitate the golden light but you will be able to see the light eventually, especially as you continue to do yoga work on your chakras and raise your energy.
you simply can't right now most likely because you haven't been using your mind this way for most of your life and your brain is overactive all the time, what will also help is if you slow your brain down and go into a light trance before doing anything i said above.
all this and all of the meditation and documents can be found on Satanslibrary and joyofsatan.org
believe in yourself and never give up.
I know how easy it is to beat yourself up or to get your hopes down because of the lack of results.
so it's VERY IMPORTANT to keep a Blackbook/journal and every day write down even the tiniest of success and when you get down to read through it. it will help you.
Spiritual Satanism is by far the most difficult road we walk, but also it is the most rewarding keep at it. get into a routine
also, do activities that activate the right side of the brain like visualize while reading, drawing, and math may seem logical but every mathematician I've met has been able to visualize well, I hope I helped. It's all up to you now