Lemon
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Hello, english is not my first language, if something is hard to understand then tell me and I'll write it some other way.
So, I am 99% sure the character that has been present in my life since the day I was born and until ~13th birthday was Demon, possibly my Guardian Demon. The younger I was, the more often he was present in my dreams and even irl. He was always a few years older than me, for example, when I was 4, he looked like he was 14, when I was 8, he looked like he was 17, when I was 10, he looked like 20 etc. Until the (my) age of 8 or 9 his eyes were yellow (I'm not sure, but maybe even glowing), probably because he didn't want to scare me, but later they changed to being all black.
He was teaching me stuff, answering my questions. In my dreams, we were most of the time in a place that looked like my garden, but in reverse colours. It felt so, so real, but it was a little different:
1. It felt like time had stopped.
2. There were no sounds other than our voices, and they sounded so clear, like some studio recording.
3. I wasn't feeling like I was dreaming, I was 100% conscious.
4. It wasn't warm, it wasn't cold. There wasn't any temperature, air, wind, moisture.
With his help, I mastered reading by the age of 2, at the age of 3 I was writing (he also teached me fluent "mirror writing"). He was also teaching me about medical stuff (probably because I have predispositions for healing, myself and others) and combat (for example - archery. When I was first doing it irl at the age of 8, I had perfect posture and I was shooting better than my older cousins who were training for years). Oh, and the younger I was, the more visions of the future in my dreams I had.
He told me his name a few times, but I was forgetting it all the time, so at the age of 8 or 9 I named him Dae - short for "Daemon" - and he was ok with that.
He would hang out with me when I was playing alone in my room when I was 6 and younger.
I tried to sleep as much as I could, because I wanted to learn more from him and ask him more and more questions.
Most of the time he had a soft smile. He had a deep, low voice, very pale skin (maybe even white), black hair. Unfortunately, I don't remember any face features such as nose shape etc., but he was very, very tall.
The older I got, the less often I saw him. 3 weeks after my 13th birthday I dedicated, I think by that time he was gone for months. Idk why, but at some time I told my mother about him, she got worried and told me to stop talking to "it", we even went to a psychologist and she was thinking about exorcisms.
I forgot about him, but around the age of 14 or maybe 15, I saw myself in the mirror and I looked just like him - but in the female version. I think I was subconsciously still remembering him, he was still my mentor and I was trying to be more like him.
Do you have any idea who it might be? I made some quick drawings, hair, outfit and colours are right, but as I mentioned earlier - I don't remember face features.
So, I am 99% sure the character that has been present in my life since the day I was born and until ~13th birthday was Demon, possibly my Guardian Demon. The younger I was, the more often he was present in my dreams and even irl. He was always a few years older than me, for example, when I was 4, he looked like he was 14, when I was 8, he looked like he was 17, when I was 10, he looked like 20 etc. Until the (my) age of 8 or 9 his eyes were yellow (I'm not sure, but maybe even glowing), probably because he didn't want to scare me, but later they changed to being all black.
He was teaching me stuff, answering my questions. In my dreams, we were most of the time in a place that looked like my garden, but in reverse colours. It felt so, so real, but it was a little different:
1. It felt like time had stopped.
2. There were no sounds other than our voices, and they sounded so clear, like some studio recording.
3. I wasn't feeling like I was dreaming, I was 100% conscious.
4. It wasn't warm, it wasn't cold. There wasn't any temperature, air, wind, moisture.
With his help, I mastered reading by the age of 2, at the age of 3 I was writing (he also teached me fluent "mirror writing"). He was also teaching me about medical stuff (probably because I have predispositions for healing, myself and others) and combat (for example - archery. When I was first doing it irl at the age of 8, I had perfect posture and I was shooting better than my older cousins who were training for years). Oh, and the younger I was, the more visions of the future in my dreams I had.
He told me his name a few times, but I was forgetting it all the time, so at the age of 8 or 9 I named him Dae - short for "Daemon" - and he was ok with that.
He would hang out with me when I was playing alone in my room when I was 6 and younger.
I tried to sleep as much as I could, because I wanted to learn more from him and ask him more and more questions.
Most of the time he had a soft smile. He had a deep, low voice, very pale skin (maybe even white), black hair. Unfortunately, I don't remember any face features such as nose shape etc., but he was very, very tall.
The older I got, the less often I saw him. 3 weeks after my 13th birthday I dedicated, I think by that time he was gone for months. Idk why, but at some time I told my mother about him, she got worried and told me to stop talking to "it", we even went to a psychologist and she was thinking about exorcisms.
I forgot about him, but around the age of 14 or maybe 15, I saw myself in the mirror and I looked just like him - but in the female version. I think I was subconsciously still remembering him, he was still my mentor and I was trying to be more like him.
Do you have any idea who it might be? I made some quick drawings, hair, outfit and colours are right, but as I mentioned earlier - I don't remember face features.
