On Thu, Jul 12, 2012 4:40 PM EDT Tristen Landy wrote:
No! no i really don't see it as a chore its just the christian aspect thats really buggin me and keeping me away from satan and having me go back and forth.I wonder if any of you have had this but idk the reason why i keep going back and forth like one day i was really drawn to buy a bible and i had to really convince my self no its like i go back and forth but i really do want to be with satan and advance myself spiritually.I mean right when i was with satan i would have very vivid dreams of jesus and him with his arms open and that would just spark emotion in me and i kept going back an forth.How can i just get away from all this and detach my self from this tyrant god.????
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Subject: Re: [HellsArmy666] Can someone please answer this like serious??????
Its hard and stressing because you are making it that way for yourself. Relaz and take it day by day. Satanism is my life and takes up a lot of my time and I prefer it that way. If you are doing something you love then it is not work. many of us love satanism and are prepared to work hard for it. What does that say about you? you need to see it more as part of life and well being. You are seeing it as a trying chore.
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On Wed, Jul 11, 2012 10:27 PM EDT
landytristen@... wrote:
Why is the left hand path SO HARD AND TOUGH I know that im young only 14 but i really wish to follow satan and half to sacrifice alot of time to do satanism and witchcraft.I pray to satan every night and to top it off meditate for hours at a time.Still nothing.I try and i try.I try learn as much as there is out there but its like satanism is a tough cookie lol.Its just why is this path so hard and stressing???