Can I be accepted back?

[NameHere]

Hello all..!

So to begin with.. I've been slacking off due to health issues, work and life in general, but these are terrible excuses.

That's just the top of the iceberg, but I'm not going to go into full detail.
Just hear me out.

I've been extremely selfish and only looked after my interests in the four months due to the reasons explained above.
And all day everyday the Gods and Father Satan have been on my mind.

I've slacked in the past too and I regret it, but I just get so overwhelmed and end up where I am each time. I hate it, but I don't know what to do to not let myself get to this point again.

2 Good things have happened to me before I did slack off tho.
I got a partner for life and he will join our side once he reads more about us. I felt confident and gently pushed to tell him what I believe in and he said he is interested and finds it fascinating, which I'm happy about too! Thank you, Father Satan!
The other thing is that I got a job that I've been desperately looking for for the past year. It's not the best job and not what I want to continue doing in life, but that's all I have and can do.

I've done a few RTR's a month or so ago, but I want to do more, I just hate it when I get overwhelmed and slack off.
Some of you might say: Then do too many things!
But I'm not. I take up the 3 most required meditations: Aura cleaning + protection and Chakra spinning. Then I do the RTR's that are required of me, yet I end up in the same place I am right now..

I am desperate, please guide me into what I should do to stop this pathetic moves on my end.. I don't know what to do anymore..

Thanks in advance and I am sorry...

HAIL SATAN AND THE GODS!

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

To return means to apply the corrections and understanding of one's mistake, and make it a case. If you are doing this, then of course.

Great news about both you and your boyfriend. Keep on studying and being of mutual benefit between one another.

 

[Sunny]

Organise your time, study and develop. Proceed in order with the Satanic Meditations and have perseverance and patience.

When you have a better job, if you need and if you want, it will be better but you must appreciate your present job because it allows you to live.

Congratulations on your love affair and good luck!

 

[Henu the Great]

If you get overwhelmed, ease off, but don't stop. Even final rtr with one or three repetitions is still valid. You don't even have to do the other rituals on top of that if you are not ready yet.

I would also suggest that you start doing hatha yoga every day. It will greatly enhance you, and your abilities. You don't have to stress about long durations or anything. Just a few poses for 30 sec at the start and then relaxation at the end will get you started. All in all you can get benefits from just doing 5-10 min. for poses and 10-15 mins. savasana at the end, and all it takes is less than half an hour! Consider this.

 

[Thousahll]

Welcome back sister! Its been a while since I saw your last post. I consider you as my batchmate by my own means haha

Let's keep slaying sister!

 

[Fuchs]

I´m a big fan of doing double amount of rtrs, until you have made up for the ones you did not make.

It teaches you 2 things:

1. It is easier to do them everyday, as you should.
2. You build up a tolerance for doing more.

You can also update your aop with this affirmation:

"I´m at all times spiritually, physically and mentaly: safe, secure, motivated, purified, protected, powerfull, strong, and healthy in a positive way for me." x18 reps

Keep in mind if you change your affirmation, it can be that it is like doing a new one.

 

[Paladin of Khepu]

Organise your time, study and develop. Proceed in order with the Satanic Meditations and have perseverance and patience.

When you have a better job, if you need and if you want, it will be better but you must appreciate your present job because it allows you to live.

Congratulations on your love affair and good luck!

Off topic, but is that Ptah in your signature?

 

[Cynthia]

Hello all..!

So to begin with.. I've been slacking off due to health issues, work and life in general, but these are terrible excuses.

That's just the top of the iceberg, but I'm not going to go into full detail.
Just hear me out.

I've been extremely selfish and only looked after my interests in the four months due to the reasons explained above.
And all day everyday the Gods and Father Satan have been on my mind.

I've slacked in the past too and I regret it, but I just get so overwhelmed and end up where I am each time. I hate it, but I don't know what to do to not let myself get to this point again.

2 Good things have happened to me before I did slack off tho.
I got a partner for life and he will join our side once he reads more about us. I felt confident and gently pushed to tell him what I believe in and he said he is interested and finds it fascinating, which I'm happy about too! Thank you, Father Satan!
The other thing is that I got a job that I've been desperately looking for for the past year. It's not the best job and not what I want to continue doing in life, but that's all I have and can do.

I've done a few RTR's a month or so ago, but I want to do more, I just hate it when I get overwhelmed and slack off.
Some of you might say: Then do too many things!
But I'm not. I take up the 3 most required meditations: Aura cleaning + protection and Chakra spinning. Then I do the RTR's that are required of me, yet I end up in the same place I am right now..

I am desperate, please guide me into what I should do to stop this pathetic moves on my end.. I don't know what to do anymore..

Thanks in advance and I am sorry...

HAIL SATAN AND THE GODS!

I dedicated when I was 13 and kept slacking off, then coming back, getting afraid of being caught (living with parents at the time), etc and I finally came back and resolved to make it a permanent return about a year and 2 months ago. I haven't skipped a day. I have a long way to go but I have developed spiritually and managed to heal a lot of issues I was facing. It may be tough at first and you might have self doubt (I was worried I would be in the same cycle of giving up) but if you keep pushing forward, it will be worth it.

Hail Satan
Hail Eligos

 

[Bravera]

MOST IMPORTANT FOUNDATION MEDITATION
This can be done anywhere at anytime. But be wary of your surroundings so as not to draw in negative energy.
All it takes is a single breath

 

[Sunny]

Organise your time, study and develop. Proceed in order with the Satanic Meditations and have perseverance and patience.

When you have a better job, if you need and if you want, it will be better but you must appreciate your present job because it allows you to live.

Congratulations on your love affair and good luck!

Off topic, but is that Ptah in your signature?

No, it's Horus.

 

[Sunny]

Organise your time, study and develop. Proceed in order with the Satanic Meditations and have perseverance and patience.

When you have a better job, if you need and if you want, it will be better but you must appreciate your present job because it allows you to live.

Congratulations on your love affair and good luck!

Off topic, but is that Ptah in your signature?

No, it's Horus.

Horus the Child within the sun disc resting upon the Akhet lions, surrounded by an ouroboros.

 

[Van Helsing]

Hello all..!

So to begin with.. I've been slacking off due to health issues, work and life in general, but these are terrible excuses.

That's just the top of the iceberg, but I'm not going to go into full detail.
Just hear me out.

I've been extremely selfish and only looked after my interests in the four months due to the reasons explained above.
And all day everyday the Gods and Father Satan have been on my mind.

I've slacked in the past too and I regret it, but I just get so overwhelmed and end up where I am each time. I hate it, but I don't know what to do to not let myself get to this point again.

2 Good things have happened to me before I did slack off tho.
I got a partner for life and he will join our side once he reads more about us. I felt confident and gently pushed to tell him what I believe in and he said he is interested and finds it fascinating, which I'm happy about too! Thank you, Father Satan!
The other thing is that I got a job that I've been desperately looking for for the past year. It's not the best job and not what I want to continue doing in life, but that's all I have and can do.

I've done a few RTR's a month or so ago, but I want to do more, I just hate it when I get overwhelmed and slack off.
Some of you might say: Then do too many things!
But I'm not. I take up the 3 most required meditations: Aura cleaning + protection and Chakra spinning. Then I do the RTR's that are required of me, yet I end up in the same place I am right now..

I am desperate, please guide me into what I should do to stop this pathetic moves on my end.. I don't know what to do anymore..

Thanks in advance and I am sorry...

HAIL SATAN AND THE GODS!

It's good you're starting to understand. Be free of all lies of the enemy and it's
brainwashing in your life up to now, and know the great SATANAS is here and has always been with His blood children who love Him.

 

[NameHere]

To return means to apply the corrections and understanding of one's mistake, and make it a case. If you are doing this, then of course.

Great news about both you and your boyfriend. Keep on studying and being of mutual benefit between one another.

Thank you! I shall do my best.
I want to start by cleaning my aura and chakras and doing an AoP, but I feel like that will be an insult to the Gods, so I shall start by doing a RTR.

Organise your time, study and develop. Proceed in order with the Satanic Meditations and have perseverance and patience.

When you have a better job, if you need and if you want, it will be better but you must appreciate your present job because it allows you to live.

Congratulations on your love affair and good luck!

Thank you!
It's not that I am not grateful for the job, it's that I'd prefer to do what I was born to do. Art. But I am having 0 luck so far in that, so I am grateful for the job, just a lot of idiots that come by. Retail job and all.

If you get overwhelmed, ease off, but don't stop. Even final rtr with one or three repetitions is still valid. You don't even have to do the other rituals on top of that if you are not ready yet.

I would also suggest that you start doing hatha yoga every day. It will greatly enhance you, and your abilities. You don't have to stress about long durations or anything. Just a few poses for 30 sec at the start and then relaxation at the end will get you started. All in all you can get benefits from just doing 5-10 min. for poses and 10-15 mins. savasana at the end, and all it takes is less than half an hour! Consider this.

Thank you. I shall do my best in that!

Welcome back sister! Its been a while since I saw your last post. I consider you as my batchmate by my own means haha

Let's keep slaying sister!

Thank you! That's sweet.

I´m a big fan of doing double amount of rtrs, until you have made up for the ones you did not make.

It teaches you 2 things:

1. It is easier to do them everyday, as you should.
2. You build up a tolerance for doing more.

You can also update your aop with this affirmation:

"I´m at all times spiritually, physically and mentaly: safe, secure, motivated, purified, protected, powerfull, strong, and healthy in a positive way for me." x18 reps

Keep in mind if you change your affirmation, it can be that it is like doing a new one.

I always did that. If I missed a few RTR's during one ay due to feeling burned out, I'd do the double next day, feeling really disappointed and just sort of angry at myself for missing a day.

But that's not good. I need to understand my limits and keep to them, instead of beating myself up for the limit that my body and soul have.

Thank you for the affirmation, I'll add it next time I'm gonna do my AoP.

I dedicated when I was 13 and kept slacking off, then coming back, getting afraid of being caught (living with parents at the time), etc and I finally came back and resolved to make it a permanent return about a year and 2 months ago. I haven't skipped a day. I have a long way to go but I have developed spiritually and managed to heal a lot of issues I was facing. It may be tough at first and you might have self doubt (I was worried I would be in the same cycle of giving up) but if you keep pushing forward, it will be worth it.

Hail Satan
Hail Eligos

Congratulations for dedicating so young! I hope you didn't feel forced or rushed in any way!

I hope your situation gets better! And keep up the good work!!

MOST IMPORTANT FOUNDATION MEDITATION
This can be done anywhere at anytime. But be wary of your surroundings so as not to draw in negative energy.
All it takes is a single breath

Thank you, you are right. I need to do that more.

It's good you're starting to understand. Be free of all lies of the enemy and it's
brainwashing in your life up to now, and know the great SATANAS is here and has always been with His blood children who love Him.

Thank you! I have never even ONCE forgot about Father Satan. He has always been on my mind, I've just been really disappointed in myself for missing.
I shall do my best to get back into this.


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Thank you all for your helpful replies, it really means a lot to me!!

HAIL SATAN AND THE GODS!

 

[Fuchs]

To return means to apply the corrections and understanding of one's mistake, and make it a case. If you are doing this, then of course.

Great news about both you and your boyfriend. Keep on studying and being of mutual benefit between one another.

Thank you! I shall do my best.
I want to start by cleaning my aura and chakras and doing an AoP, but I feel like that will be an insult to the Gods, so I shall start by doing a RTR.

Organise your time, study and develop. Proceed in order with the Satanic Meditations and have perseverance and patience.

When you have a better job, if you need and if you want, it will be better but you must appreciate your present job because it allows you to live.

Congratulations on your love affair and good luck!

Thank you!
It's not that I am not grateful for the job, it's that I'd prefer to do what I was born to do. Art. But I am having 0 luck so far in that, so I am grateful for the job, just a lot of idiots that come by. Retail job and all.

If you get overwhelmed, ease off, but don't stop. Even final rtr with one or three repetitions is still valid. You don't even have to do the other rituals on top of that if you are not ready yet.

I would also suggest that you start doing hatha yoga every day. It will greatly enhance you, and your abilities. You don't have to stress about long durations or anything. Just a few poses for 30 sec at the start and then relaxation at the end will get you started. All in all you can get benefits from just doing 5-10 min. for poses and 10-15 mins. savasana at the end, and all it takes is less than half an hour! Consider this.

Thank you. I shall do my best in that!

Welcome back sister! Its been a while since I saw your last post. I consider you as my batchmate by my own means haha

Let's keep slaying sister!

Thank you! That's sweet.

I´m a big fan of doing double amount of rtrs, until you have made up for the ones you did not make.

It teaches you 2 things:

1. It is easier to do them everyday, as you should.
2. You build up a tolerance for doing more.

You can also update your aop with this affirmation:

"I´m at all times spiritually, physically and mentaly: safe, secure, motivated, purified, protected, powerfull, strong, and healthy in a positive way for me." x18 reps

Keep in mind if you change your affirmation, it can be that it is like doing a new one.

I always did that. If I missed a few RTR's during one ay due to feeling burned out, I'd do the double next day, feeling really disappointed and just sort of angry at myself for missing a day.

But that's not good. I need to understand my limits and keep to them, instead of beating myself up for the limit that my body and soul have.

Thank you for the affirmation, I'll add it next time I'm gonna do my AoP.

I dedicated when I was 13 and kept slacking off, then coming back, getting afraid of being caught (living with parents at the time), etc and I finally came back and resolved to make it a permanent return about a year and 2 months ago. I haven't skipped a day. I have a long way to go but I have developed spiritually and managed to heal a lot of issues I was facing. It may be tough at first and you might have self doubt (I was worried I would be in the same cycle of giving up) but if you keep pushing forward, it will be worth it.

Hail Satan
Hail Eligos

Congratulations for dedicating so young! I hope you didn't feel forced or rushed in any way!

I hope your situation gets better! And keep up the good work!!

MOST IMPORTANT FOUNDATION MEDITATION
This can be done anywhere at anytime. But be wary of your surroundings so as not to draw in negative energy.
All it takes is a single breath

Thank you, you are right. I need to do that more.

It's good you're starting to understand. Be free of all lies of the enemy and it's
brainwashing in your life up to now, and know the great SATANAS is here and has always been with His blood children who love Him.

Thank you! I have never even ONCE forgot about Father Satan. He has always been on my mind, I've just been really disappointed in myself for missing.
I shall do my best to get back into this.


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Thank you all for your helpful replies, it really means a lot to me!!

HAIL SATAN AND THE GODS!

Just wanted to add

Don´t forget to always clean your aura after warfare.
https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Returning_Curses.html

 

[NameHere]

Don´t forget to always clean your aura after warfare.
https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Returning_Curses.html

Thank you!
I always did a different sort of cleaning: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=44587#p44587

But I am going to be sure to do that version, thank you!

I've looked at the SS calendar and saw that today is the best day so far to return.
Moon is First quarter, (after new moon), in Scorpio (transformation), tho I gotta wait until Void of Course Moon ends first tho.

I'm telling myself: "(my name) you either stick to this path fully or you never return back on this path again."
And I gotta say that looking at the www.joyofsatan.org felt so relieving. Like I was filled with fresh air, (if that makes any sense at all..), like returning back home..

This reminds me that before I even made this post (the first post in thread), I had a dream about meditating and doing the RTR's.. I guess it is either a complete coincidence or my soul was really craving to return back.

I apologize for blabbering so much, but I just had to share this! It feels good to share and get this off my chest.
Thank you!!

HAIL SATAN!

 

[100 Days]

Hello all..!

So to begin with.. I've been slacking off due to health issues, work and life in general, but these are terrible excuses.

I've done a few RTR's a month or so ago, but I want to do more, I just hate it when I get overwhelmed and slack off.

I am desperate, please guide me into what I should do to stop this pathetic moves on my end.. I don't know what to do anymore..

Thanks in advance and I am sorry...

HAIL SATAN AND THE GODS!

Do not be sorry, feeling overwhelmed means you are using most of your Energies to strive towards the Gods and fight with RTRs. So it means you are doing a big effort, compared to 1. your Energy levels and 2. the Energy level of opposition to your effort.
You may have obstacles to overcome due to mind programming, Soul problems from past lives, opposition from the enemy and will of other Gentiles linked to your Souls (their will may be opposite to yours, or they want to drain you down to their level). Those factors may try to keep you away from Satan.
In any case, time will help, as keeping up the effort will slowly help you to have a better personal situation, and it will be easier and easier to keep up your schedule while your Energies will raise and will support your will.
Do not be afraid you are in error : it's the enemy trying to convince you are "wrong", bot nobody honestly striving toward the Gods and willing to help is wrong.