Blitzkreig [JG said:
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Kramer said:
Since I was very young, I have had a serious problem with stopping halfway, no matter what. Learning music, studying or even doing something that I really enjoy, but I still can't get to the end. I'm having the same problem creating a routine for meditations and the 40 days of Power. When I see it, I already stopped in the second week or even in the first week. I can never be faithful to routine and frequent continuity. What do I do? This problem is being my biggest enemy at the moment. Not just in my spiritual life, but also in everything I try to do in my life. I never finish anything, I get excited about doing it, I start to do it, but when I realize it I've stopped quickly the same way I started.
This is a problem of the earth element, which gives endurance and discipline. You will want to work with Nauthiz on a Capricorn moon to improve your discipline with your work: https://runesecrets.com/rune-meanings/nauthiz
However, you need to have some spiritual power before this. What I would highly recommend is to cut out as many digital distractions in your life as possible, including video games, youtube, and so forth. Listening to music or reading is ok.
What this will do is make your brain become happier with "boring" things like meditation.
Beyond that, you must build a habit of doing things regardless of whether you want to or not. If you continue to practice this ability, then it will become easier for you. Don't think you have to do a huge amount of work, either. Just ask yourself if you can at least do one thing, like aura cleaning, or yoga.
This is actually a problem that I've been facing for the longest time now when it comes to digital distractions.
I've definitely made progress in cutting back my digital distractions.
I started off by cutting of playing any sort of digital games. And I remember a few mins after deleting every game I had, I notice that I was itching to play. I felt like I had so much time and have no idea what to do with it except to play. It was a bizarre feeling and it was at those types of moment that I've realized how addicted I was to playing games that brought no value to me at all.
At the start, it was very difficult to break out of that habit.
Now my problem is that I noticed that I've switched from playing games to using social media like YouTube, Facebook, and etc...
The only good thing here is that I no longer have interest in playing games but it was swapped by social media. And the social media that I used most was watching YouTube videos.
Often times, I found myself mindlessly watching videos. Just a few weeks ago, I decided to disable YouTube on my phone and WOW, it was the exact same feeling of when I tried to stop playing video games. And when I did that, It basically swapped again.
From YouTube to TikTok.... Then TikTok to Facebook which is right now.
There is really little to no merit when I think about it.
So I guess the only real solution is to delete every social media applications installed on my phone and only use it with a purpose that may use social media.
Also, before discovering Joy of Satan, I had this addiction to using 18+ materials and fapping to it whenever I was feeling down or stressed. I've tried so hard to stop doing it but always kept going back at it. This has been going since I was very young. It was very unfortunate of me that I was expose to these types of materials at a young age.
Now, I've completely stopped using any 18+ materials to fap since joining Joy of Satan and was dumbfounded on how EASY I've overcome it with the help of just simple meditations. It's been over a month now and I'm still SHOCK on how easy it was to overcome it. And note, this was my BIGGEST problem out of them all and it was solved just like that.
At times, I do have thoughts of wanting to open up the materials. This is because while using social media, there are times when a random video shows something that's sexual. But luckily, I found these thoughts very stupid and came into control of my thoughts. I'm even amused at myself for finding it very dumb :lol: .
So If I think about it, it would be even easier to quit my addiction to using social media if I've resolved my biggest problem just like that.