being attacked by entities,I need help

[masaradadevoted]

So for ma long time I was into kali worship....and I had a dream with a kaula guru teaching me darshan...and an angel made a black dog attack the guru and consume him in fire...and I called out to shiva as the dog was gonna get me..but the angel said 'you have been worshipping satan'so I called out to shiva many times but the dream wouldn't stop.and I admit I called out to Jewsus in desperation and the dream stopped with the power out in the house when I woke up.

last year,I was christian again for maybe 4 months,yes I know I'm ashamed but I have mental disability and am very much acting on fear because these entities kept telling me I was going to hell etc and in that time I would get attacked by spiritual beings that were telling me to not worship Jesus,but if I said Jesus name they would stop their sleep paralyses and attacks etc

I think this is a ploy by the kabbalistic version of 'satan'(not the real one)that works as bad cop to the 'good'cop Jesus,but I need clarification...because what really influenced me was reading testimonies of ex-umbainda,ex-buddhist,ex-hindu,ex-muslim people being attacked by spiritual entities they used to worship when they found 'Jewsus'and 'only Jewsus name could save them'or the spirit of transgenderism being expelled since it was a 'demon'(I have transgenderism and always felt ashamed because of it).

charismatic sites like spiritreports wordpress also have all these type of stories,and people going to hell for having a fade haircut or wearing short sleeves and such bs.

I am in fear,I am confused,I know something doesn't feel right with jewsus and I do not want to go back but due to my ancious personality and being brainwashed with fear as a kid by my baptist grandma I still fear maybe I'm wrong and I do not know who to trust.

I do not know how to explain these attacks,since they started the first day I had become a christian during that period last year and these entities told me to kill myself,and I've been choked etc but I think its good cop bad cop because when I called on jesus it stopped but I know these greys are very clever.

what should I do and what happened to me?

 

[Serbon]

Did you dedicate to Satan?

 

[Satnam666]

people forget this as-well, but the enemy does not like it when you practice witchcraft or try to better yourself in any way an will attack, the best way is to defend yourself is using solar mantras or runes, just use the search button on the forums an you will find some protection spells using runes,

 

[Demonic]

So for ma long time I was into kali worship....and I had a dream with a kaula guru teaching me darshan...and an angel made a black dog attack the guru and consume him in fire....

Most probably enemy though forms or bindings luring you back to that trash religion whenever you try to leave.

Dedicate , Father Satan and Gods will protect you while you advance - meditate - have a strong aop going.

You can also perform a ritual to Father Satan for protection after you dedicate, if it feels like its necessary.

 

[RockSeed13]

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The enemy uses "samael" (Not Satan) as the bad cop.

Here is what you need to do:
1. Do aura of protection meditation daily, after and before sleep, you can even add for noon. Increase reps. if you want extra protection. You can also use runes for strengthening your aura.
2. Cleaning of soul.
3. Perform F-rtrs daily (you can even add destroy tetragrammaton rtr, then curse nazarene).
4. If you see them in your dreams burn them with blue fire and place unto them Satan's sigil.

Never back down. Those assholes will keep being assholes unless you fight them back.

Don't be afraid of Hell. The abrahamic heaven is worse due to a person being used as a soul battery forever (singing forever in heaven).

 

[RockSeed13]

Also, don't be afraid of stating Satan's name. Satan's name came from Satya, Sanat, Satnam, and the mantra Satanama. The jews just used his name to degrade it by making it mean "enemy". Just like how Azazel was twisted into meaning "scapegoat." The fear of Lord Satan's name is just a lingering abrahamic programming, I was there before. But, don't worry you'll be able to overcome it.

 

[masaradadevoted]

Everybody,thank you for your replies.

 

[masaradadevoted]

So for ma long time I was into kali worship....and I had a dream with a kaula guru teaching me darshan...and an angel made a black dog attack the guru and consume him in fire...and I called out to shiva as the dog was gonna get me..but the angel said 'you have been worshipping satan'so I called out to shiva many times but the dream wouldn't stop.and I admit I called out to Jewsus in desperation and the dream stopped with the power out in the house when I woke up.

last year,I was christian again for maybe 4 months,yes I know I'm ashamed but I have mental disability and am very much acting on fear because these entities kept telling me I was going to hell etc and in that time I would get attacked by spiritual beings that were telling me to not worship Jesus,but if I said Jesus name they would stop their sleep paralyses and attacks etc

I think this is a ploy by the kabbalistic version of 'satan'(not the real one)that works as bad cop to the 'good'cop Jesus,but I need clarification...because what really influenced me was reading testimonies of ex-umbainda,ex-buddhist,ex-hindu,ex-muslim people being attacked by spiritual entities they used to worship when they found 'Jewsus'and 'only Jewsus name could save them'or the spirit of transgenderism being expelled since it was a 'demon'(I have transgenderism and always felt ashamed because of it).

charismatic sites like spiritreports wordpress also have all these type of stories,and people going to hell for having a fade haircut or wearing short sleeves and such bs.

I am in fear,I am confused,I know something doesn't feel right with jewsus and I do not want to go back but due to my ancious personality and being brainwashed with fear as a kid by my baptist grandma I still fear maybe I'm wrong and I do not know who to trust.

I do not know how to explain these attacks,since they started the first day I had become a christian during that period last year and these entities told me to kill myself,and I've been choked etc but I think its good cop bad cop because when I called on jesus it stopped but I know these greys are very clever.

what should I do and what happened to me?

Satan doesn't usually answer to the name shiva.

When we dedicate our souls to Satan, we have to honor and trust his judgement. Sometimes he is too busy to help us when we call out to him. You can imagine that maybe he is in the middle of doing some important business, or in the middle of a yoga pose, or maybe he is making love. You know?

Satan is a Supreme God, but he is only 1 man. He cannot be ready to come save us all the time. He was probably sleeping or eating dinner or breakfast or maybe in the middle of helping someone else. There are many people who call out to him in need.

Enemy attacks happen, but you can't just cry out and beg the enemy to stop hurting you. You have to be tough. You have to fight and never give up.

Stop being ashamed of being transgender. It is a very special, unique and rare kind of beauty that not many people can have.

People like you and me are blessed and lucky that we are able to live a life of kindness, beauty and peace and pleasure and love.

We sacrificed our ability to have our own children so that we may devote ourselves to our true love. Satan's name is truth and his love is the most blissful golden dream.

We have a chance to bring joy and comfort into somebody's life, we are the masters of our own fate. We take control of our own destiny.

Be brave and don't ever be ashamed of what you are. We were created by Satan, and made specifically to be beautiful. We are special and have a divine purpose. Our place is at Satan's side, that is a fact.

Do your meditations and your yoga everyday and do the reverse Torah rituals, become a powerful soul.

https://joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Al_Jilwah.html

Here in Satan's book it says that we need to have faith in him. But you also need to have faith in yourself. You write very well, clear and concise.
You don't have a mental disability, you are a wonderful person.

You should do a formal ritual to father Satan and tell him how you feel.

Much love sister <3.

Thank you so much.

I think this was Samael indeed.

and yes ,I am proud to be Transgender but do have shame too because my family are muslims and christians and they would disown me if I ever transitioned physically,though my sister said even with my satanism that she would just keep a distance but I'd still be her brother(she is muslim).

 

[masaradadevoted]

Did you dedicate to Satan?

I did I think(it was 3 years ago that I became Satanist)a few times verbally,but not with blood.

 

[Serbon]

Did you dedicate to Satan?

I did I think(it was 3 years ago that I became Satanist)a few times verbally,but not with blood.

Do it with blood