How much did meditation help you?
If I am not at the level of the soulless pieces of meat that wander around nowadays, I owe it to meditation, which gives me a new way of improving myself: the spiritual one. By allowing myself to work on my soul, I am able to continuously become a better version of myself. The morning of the day I was going to do the soul dedication, I was a truly "degenerate" person compared to the version I am now. There is really not a single thing that would have been more or less the same without Satan: compared to 8 years ago, I am something extremely, unrecognizably superior.
Spiritual power is something that is really useful. It is not to be snubbed.
What have you learned all the time of Satanism?
I learned that I was important, and that it was therefore also important to take care of myself, to value myself and how to be the best version possible. Satanism is the best way to take care of ourselves, and this will also be very useful for when we have to do things for others. I have often healed the girl I love from ailments with satanic healing just because I didn't want her to suffer. Satanism is the total good of this universe.
Are these some kind of abstract things?
The girl I love should have been burned alive in an accident. I should have been left to suffer the constant helplessness of being victimized by the events of my life. My own life was destined to experience nothing good except negative things. That none of this has come to pass, thanks to Satanism, and that now I have all these other things, truly very wonderful, fruits of Satanism, I cannot consider "abstract". Just the fact that I am here writing to you and not who knows where (which judging by the course of my pre-Satanic life, that "who knows where" is much more sadly concrete than you imagine) is the best thing that has ever happened to me.
Feelings of energy and other visualization results?
Feeling energy is not abstract. As time goes by, as you advance spiritually, you will notice that these sensations will be very concrete. Think of the opening of the chakras in your hands. You can actually feel that there is something energetically there. It will never be mistaken for a suggestion any more than if you stop drinking for a day and you feel thirsty you will never say: "this thirst is just a suggestion", but even if totally invisible you will be completely aware that you are truly thirsty.
Is there anything more real and tangible than our feelings?
In the early days, feeling the energies more and more clearly will already be something that will tell you that you cannot be simply being influenced. When I meditate on the chakras there is a difference. At the beginning it may not have been evident, but there is a difference. It is not like when I do not meditate on the chakras. You cannot confuse all this. Or think of meditations on the pineal gland or that directly involve this gland: how can you influence such a strong sense of ecstasy? Impossible.
In the long run, however, you will notice the fruits of meditation yourself in terms of personal magical power. When I programmed my aura to attract a specific amount of money and a few hours later that amount came to me in the exact amount, or all the healings I have performed, etc. if I were to call it a "coincidence" it would mean that I am losing touch with reality. Without going into the field of experiences with the Gods that I have had over the years, there is no need to go that far.
When did it start to show up in you?
I will not answer you, the question is so individual and subjective and varies so much from person to person that any personal testimony would only deceive you, it would not be of any help to you, you need to do your own experiences without feeling such a personal time limit within which you should feel the effects of spirituality. Meditate and see for yourself how long it takes.
After what time did you see any result?
Instead of wondering how long it took others, think about finding out how long it will take you. If you’re always looking where others are going, how much time do you have to see your own path and evaluate your own journey? Don’t crash into a pole because you’re too focused on seeing how good others are at avoiding poles.
How did you not give up when nothing came out?
Because I didn't ask myself how I would be able to continue to advance spiritually. I just did it without asking myself. Giving up was not an option since if I dedicated my soul it was not to give up within the same year, but it was to continue for life. A phrase still comes to my head constantly every time I think about this: "I will not fail because failure is not an option. The only option is to succeed, I cannot afford the luxury of other options". Even if it takes a long time, there is nothing else. It is done.