Nazidruid83
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- Oct 22, 2021
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Hey guys. I was living in Florida and I was doing pretty damn good in my life but ever since I moved back to Texas due to financial and family concerns. It's been fucking hell....
Sorry I haven't been around much. I been dealing with a lot of stuff. As most of you know I was in a terrible accident. I just recently got on my feet. Using a cane now. I want to do yoga but my physical body isn't going to let me do what I use to do. Dammit. Now my mom broke her arm last month from mopping the floor, and then aunt broke her arm week and a half later.
Ok, I got something to say here and sort of a question. I noticed that every time something happens to someone it sets off a chain reaction to other members of the family like my sis passed away at age 42 from liver cirrhosis. Then I got in that accident. Then my mom breaks her arm and gets covid and so did my aunt and uncle get covid again. I had covid in 2020, never got vaccinated. So then my aunt broker her arm and I just found out 3 weeks ago my brother got in a car accident. WTF is going on?????????????
It's like a fuckin chain reaction starting with my sister! The thing is about all of this everyone has been praying to Jewish god. I love my family I do. But all this shit keeps happening with prayers and worse of all my mom, I constantly hear her talking about how she's ready to go to heaven, tired of being here. It's fuckin awful.
There's so much shit it's not even funny. Thank goodness a black cat showed up out of nowhere and started hanging out with me at home and he is the only one keeping me from losing my sanity completely.
So I'm also having sorts of awareness on reality here as well. Dating world, I am not even gonna get into that but I want to point out something. No matter what I do to change that meditations whatever. Everyone needs to realize you aren't the problem. Look at how fucked up society is. Feminism is getting more toxic. I've seen some shit happening with this. It makes me want to puke. Because that I'm waking up to that fact. I have decided to be permanently done with love and relationships. I'd rather stay a bachelor and happy than being in a relationship that is technically where I'm in servitude. No thanks. I'm revolting for sure. So I'm good
This is more of a post about awareness.
Sorry I haven't been around much. I been dealing with a lot of stuff. As most of you know I was in a terrible accident. I just recently got on my feet. Using a cane now. I want to do yoga but my physical body isn't going to let me do what I use to do. Dammit. Now my mom broke her arm last month from mopping the floor, and then aunt broke her arm week and a half later.
Ok, I got something to say here and sort of a question. I noticed that every time something happens to someone it sets off a chain reaction to other members of the family like my sis passed away at age 42 from liver cirrhosis. Then I got in that accident. Then my mom breaks her arm and gets covid and so did my aunt and uncle get covid again. I had covid in 2020, never got vaccinated. So then my aunt broker her arm and I just found out 3 weeks ago my brother got in a car accident. WTF is going on?????????????
It's like a fuckin chain reaction starting with my sister! The thing is about all of this everyone has been praying to Jewish god. I love my family I do. But all this shit keeps happening with prayers and worse of all my mom, I constantly hear her talking about how she's ready to go to heaven, tired of being here. It's fuckin awful.
There's so much shit it's not even funny. Thank goodness a black cat showed up out of nowhere and started hanging out with me at home and he is the only one keeping me from losing my sanity completely.
So I'm also having sorts of awareness on reality here as well. Dating world, I am not even gonna get into that but I want to point out something. No matter what I do to change that meditations whatever. Everyone needs to realize you aren't the problem. Look at how fucked up society is. Feminism is getting more toxic. I've seen some shit happening with this. It makes me want to puke. Because that I'm waking up to that fact. I have decided to be permanently done with love and relationships. I'd rather stay a bachelor and happy than being in a relationship that is technically where I'm in servitude. No thanks. I'm revolting for sure. So I'm good
This is more of a post about awareness.