thank you, i really appreciate it
i often thought of building a career on art or music in the past, with an open perspective on the possibility in this in their various fields too, being both great passions of mine from an early age
for example, at art school one of the subjects in which i excelled was technical drawing, almost always reaching the highest score, and i was passionate about architecture
then i had a serious accident on my dominant hand, i was also very lucky that time
however, physiotherapy after the surgery was too expensive for my parents, i tried to do it myself with poor online exercises, my hand never went back to normal 100%
i didn’t have that firmness and precision that i had before and my grades were going down
in the end, angry, i chose graphics as specialization because i was fascinated by lettering as a graffiti writer during adolescence, and the artistic logic behind the creation of logos
one year later i dropped out of school, not even really my decision
now i mean, i've tried a lot over time
little story aside, i don't think i'll ever try again, for numerous reasons, i also had a big rejection for art and music, more and more until i reached some crises that led to, let's say, some "irreversible" points recently
maybe if i get the opportunity and the peace in the future, i could go back to doing something as a hobby, playing the piano for example, before i got screwed in this too i was learning some chopin nocturnes, i love classical music even if i come from a rap/trap background, i had also reached an excellent level as an independent amateur i would say, like i always do in the things i apply myself to
c'est la vie
maybe in the next life
(i guess the translator who helped me screwed up a thousand words and meanings)