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Cosmic6999 said:
Truth is I want to work with my demons and father Lucifer and really grow it seems I been getting affected by my surroundings and it’s affecting me a lot I been meditating I haven’t been working on my chakras nothing I haven’t been doing the rtr like that or returning curses it’s been a struggle and I here about no fap and semen retention a lot it seems as if I can’t get away from all this
You might want to make a new thread where you can explain everything you are doing on a daily basis. Then, we can give you more specific advice.
If you are feeling lazy, energy like Nauthiz helps instill discipline, however you need to be able to complete a 40 day working for this, or otherwise be competent to make use of it.
The best advice I could give you now is to restrict your phone/video game use. Restrict porn or other distractions. Use software blockers if you need to. This will all reset your brain and make it much easier to focus on doing your spiritual work.
What are you hearing about nofap? Restricting your masturbating is not good, but there are cases where people masturbate to an unhealthy point where it hurts their body. If this happens, it can kill your willpower. Does this sound like you? Maybe you are being sent a sign. This is just a guess on my part.
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I would highly recommend you start doing yoga if it is hard to do the mental work. This will make sure you are empowering your soul.
As for meditation: Don't exhaust yourself, but also put in a decent effort. When cleaning the aura and chakras, you can spend perhaps 5-10 minutes on it all, maybe even less if this is too long for you. The same goes for empowerment, whether you spin the chakras and make them go faster, or chant mantras on them to energize them.
You must also train your mind with both void meditation (blocking out thoughts) and visualizing practice (hold an image in your head for 2 minutes, like a square). This will make it much easier to direct energy.
To actually SEE energy, you have to work on your third eye. Do the third eye opening and empowerment, then try to look through your third eye. Just keep staring into space and try to see energy. You may feel a pressure on your third eye chakra, and then eventually you will see colors.
As your empower your chakras, or as you raise more energy for cleaning, this will make it much easier to see. More energy=a higher chance for you to sense the energy.