Hi how are you? I hope you are having a great day.
The truth is I am new to this but something happened to me and I have a question
First of all my name is Luis, I am a music producer living in Mexico and the truth is that if I was surrounded by Christians, Catholics, etc., until a moment in my past at 12 years old I went to church (I am currently 20 years old ), but it wasn't. For a long time it was only months for wanting to experience as much as I and my friends who are no longer part of it, the truth is that I never felt anything or presence as they say, and they pray as if they felt something but little by little I was losing credibility , to the point that I no longer believe in him either. Many sad things have happened to me, I have suffered a lot, currently I have too much pressure on the economic problem. I never have anyone to talk to about my problems or to help guide me well on my way.
Until a few days ago I discovered the page of "Joy of Satan" at first it seemed strange to me but I took the time to read it, I felt that my heart wanted to be with Satan, the confidence of having the support, the protection and the energy. of the.
I wanted to commit to doing the ritual, the problem is that I had no place to do it, in my house he does not accept it, they are not Christians and do not attend any church but if they believe him,
Until it occurred to me to do it in some abandoned place that I don't know if it's good or bad.
2 days ago I went to buy the material that was needed to do the ritual, the problem was the CANDLE, preferably I wanted to look for black, but I had no choice but to grab the red one, there was no problem according to the instructions, the problem is that I bought it in a supermarket, it doesn't say it's something related to Christians etc, but the label was still removed.
It was already dark and I was not sure what to do, but I plucked up the courage and arrived at an abandoned place and as I rarely lost my fear, already being there I took the time to write the prayer, although it was difficult because it was dark, it was difficult for Him. Blood issue was me because there was not so much blood but even so I managed to sign my name, ending a man came laughing from a distance and well if I was afraid and wanted to leave but he approached me, spoke. He asked me why I was here, I only replied that I was writing a note, I just didn't tell him that I wanted to do a ritual (to protect myself) and he told me that everything was fine that nothing was wrong and he told me that he was taking care of the area. The strange thing is that there was nothing around only bush and he praises these warehouses but they were not his, and when he left he did not know where he got himself, he just disappeared. .
Well, I just continued with the ritual, I went into a room. I lit the candle and read the prayer with a not so strong voice, I burned the sheet of paper with the candle fire, in the end I couldn't stay until the candle went out because maybe the Lord would come back and surprise. me doing the ritual, I had to take off and left the candle lit
So far I haven't felt anything, no presence or anything like that, but I keep trying to talk to him, I know he can hear me. I'm usually patient and I have no problem waiting because I know he has to get to know me first, but I always think about him, and my question is whether I did the ritual wrong or not, I don't want to risk it. that. doing it. the ritual again because I know it is not a game and it can only be done once, it is also very difficult to find a place, I need an answer
My fear is that I will leave Satan for doing the ritual wrong.
Hail Satan.