Apologies

[Jrvan]

I'll try to keep this post as concise as I can. I apologize for being so disruptive when I was active on these forums. While I don't remember my exact state of mind back then, I do recall that there was often a sort of desperation to what I was saying and trying to accomplish. Looking back at it now it all seems really foolish. Like the time I made a big deal about men wearing dresses and other unorthodox clothing because I thought it would be therapeutic enough for trannies to not kill or mutilate themselves. Or my constant feud with Jack which I believed served the greater purpose of "giving women their voices back" on the forums or something, as if they needed me to do that for them. I wasted a lot of time and energy of the people here with my nonsense. I won't be returning here, but for what it's worth I will try to learn from this and not go on pointless crusades in the future.

 

[Viego]

Don't worry, nobody here is perfect, absolutely nobody, mistakes and things happens, just move on and stop living in the past, what matters is what you do from now on.

 

[Epiphany]

I'll try to keep this post as concise as I can. I apologize for being so disruptive when I was active on these forums. While I don't remember my exact state of mind back then, I do recall that there was often a sort of desperation to what I was saying and trying to accomplish. Looking back at it now it all seems really foolish. Like the time I made a big deal about men wearing dresses and other unorthodox clothing because I thought it would be therapeutic enough for trannies to not kill or mutilate themselves. Or my constant feud with Jack which I believed served the greater purpose of "giving women their voices back" on the forums or something, as if they needed me to do that for them. I wasted a lot of time and energy of the people here with my nonsense. I won't be returning here, but for what it's worth I will try to learn from this and not go on pointless crusades in the future.

It was really goofy, but it's in the past and no lasting harm seems to have been caused. The "desperation" and crusadership and other motives you speak of wasn't as hidden as you might think.

Everybody says things they regret and things that seem foolish in hindsight, and everybody has their tics. What's important is that you become aware, learn from it and move on, which you seem to be doing now. It's no reason to seclude yourself.

 

[Umun]

I'll try to keep this post as concise as I can. I apologize for being so disruptive when I was active on these forums. While I don't remember my exact state of mind back then, I do recall that there was often a sort of desperation to what I was saying and trying to accomplish. Looking back at it now it all seems really foolish. Like the time I made a big deal about men wearing dresses and other unorthodox clothing because I thought it would be therapeutic enough for trannies to not kill or mutilate themselves. Or my constant feud with Jack which I believed served the greater purpose of "giving women their voices back" on the forums or something, as if they needed me to do that for them. I wasted a lot of time and energy of the people here with my nonsense. I won't be returning here, but for what it's worth I will try to learn from this and not go on pointless crusades in the future.

Hey Van, it's great to hear that you're ok and progressing. You had some really great quality posts and it wasn't all that bad so too bad you're not coming back. It's a great time to be here and maybe you'll reconsider but you have your reasons.

I wish you all the best

 

[Shadowcat]

I remember me reaching out to you last year trying to see how you were doing and you responded with bad-mouthing HP Hooded Cobra to me and calling him a swine. I hardly think you align with JOS anymore and find some post like this pointless.

 

[Viego]

I remember me reaching out to you last year trying to see how you were doing and you responded with bad-mouthing HP Hooded Cobra to me and calling him a swine. I hardly think you align with JOS anymore and find some post like this pointless.

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

We should advise each other to be together not to bring the unnecessary past onto this, that was last year. I've head shit done and said even from Clergy to me, I was a retard as well from my side on many levels, things happens, carry on, don't be foolish. We should learn and educate people on how to get closer to the Gods not how to get future away from them just because of opinions of some others, what you want him to do now? Do a dance like making all go away? Let him be , He said sorry what else you want from him?