AsraArdwulfLeberecht
Active member
Greetings.
I went to a doctor about a health ailment. By the energy and the looks, I'm sure she is a kike. Since the moment I saw her I felt my energy draining and this tight unpleasant sensation in my chest until I got a hold of myself.
She prescribed me some medicine, but I'm not sure I should follow her treatment. If she's a jew, I'm sure she didn't give me something that actually works, but a short term incentive to come back to her and lend her more money later. I don't trust a person I feel so opposed to with my health. Something about her deeply upsets me. I've only felt this with 2 other people who proved to be dangerous in multiple ways.
I'm also doing a square against this ailment. Would following her treatment lessen the effects of the square? And would the ailment get better without following her treatment, given I'm spiritually working on it? I've also noticed the symptoms getting worse right after the visit there (I've been struggling with this for months, and it hadn't escalated like this). Is it possible she cursed me, or is it my mind's reaction because I don't trust her?
My treatment currently depends on some other people, and they're unlikely to agree to change doctors and pay again (I've been to several, their treatments didn't work)
What should I do?
I went to a doctor about a health ailment. By the energy and the looks, I'm sure she is a kike. Since the moment I saw her I felt my energy draining and this tight unpleasant sensation in my chest until I got a hold of myself.
She prescribed me some medicine, but I'm not sure I should follow her treatment. If she's a jew, I'm sure she didn't give me something that actually works, but a short term incentive to come back to her and lend her more money later. I don't trust a person I feel so opposed to with my health. Something about her deeply upsets me. I've only felt this with 2 other people who proved to be dangerous in multiple ways.
I'm also doing a square against this ailment. Would following her treatment lessen the effects of the square? And would the ailment get better without following her treatment, given I'm spiritually working on it? I've also noticed the symptoms getting worse right after the visit there (I've been struggling with this for months, and it hadn't escalated like this). Is it possible she cursed me, or is it my mind's reaction because I don't trust her?
My treatment currently depends on some other people, and they're unlikely to agree to change doctors and pay again (I've been to several, their treatments didn't work)
What should I do?