Anger Problems

[Satyanik]

I don't know if this has already been discussed here before, but what are some quick, effective ways to deal with anger?

I find myself constantly pissed lately, and I don't mean minorly annoyed. By the end of my day I'm ready to fight the first person who says something to me.

I'm in so much pain or discomfort all the time. I dislocated my left leg close to 30 times, my right leg 6, and had reconstructive surgery on my left leg.

Dealing with that on top of peoples goddamn stupidity, arrogance, hypocrisy, and laziness is just getting hard to do. I can barely get off the couch or stand for 20 minutes yet i still clean up after myself, exercise, and actively try to get work to support myself and be on my own and the fact that perfectly able people dont is enraging to me.

Then the fact that no one wants to hire, because of my past makes it even worse. I know I'd at least have alone time to relax and cool down then, but i very seldom even get that anymore.

I know void meditation is very important for this, but that takes time to master. Is there any quicker solutions anyone has found effective?

I dont want to be so miserable all the time but people make that very, very hard for me. Especially when i do get fed up and call people out on their shit and i get "oh maybe you should get a place then"

That almost shorts something in my brain out its so stupid to say, knowing full well i have no income despite trying for so long.

I just want a break. I'm 21 and the last 10 years of my life have just been suffering and loss and I'm trying so hard to bounce back from it but nobody helps, nobody gives me a chance, because nobody gives a shit & it makes me want to snap and rip their legs out of place 30 times and see how easy life is for them after that

 

[Henu the Great]

I know void meditation is very important for this, but that takes time to master. Is there any quicker solutions anyone has found effective?

There are no shortcuts. Void meditation is key here, and power builds up gradually.

There is no mastery of this or that here or there as far as I know. Just endlessly more levels as one advances.

 

[Geralt di Rivia]

Use your anger to improve yourself and get what you want. Or to fight the enemy with RTR and activism.
If you don't direct the anger it will cause harm to yourself or to the people that are close to you. Just like magick.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

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Void meditation helps by increasing emotional regulation, but this can only help so much when the emotions you are dealing with are of a strong magnitude.

It sounds like you reference both physical and mental anguish as the cause of your overall frustration. Depending on the degree of your physical injuries, however, this is probably the root cause of stress that then amplifies the otherwise minor annoyances that you observe around you. Another cause of this can be liver stagnation, but if you have no other physical symptoms, then this is likely not the case.

You will want to seek out TCM treatment for your leg. It is obviously not healing that well if it keeps dislocating. This could be due to constitutional deficiencies, or it could be from adopting a certain posture that stress the legs. Additionally, the healing could be blunted by the anti-inflammatory medicine you may be on.

Inflammation is process of healing. It indicates damage, but it is not the cause of damage. It can be painful in the sense that it draws you attention to an injury site, but it should be allowed to continue, as in reality it is just the dilation of blood vessels and tissue surrounding an injury to allow for better healing.

Getting professional TCM help would be the best course of action, however I am curious about your financial situation, since you said nobody wants to hire you. Depending on where you live, the treatment may be covered under some sort of social services. The out of pocket expenses are not nearly as much as what modern medicine charges, but they can still be a burden to some people.

If you describe your injury, I could try and find some acupoints that you could use for pain relief/healing, as well as other methods of healing at home. Please describe the affected joints and any other related info you can think of. Perhaps CentralForce would be able to give input, as well.

Also, what sort of exercise? Make sure these aren't preventing your healing. Yoga can work in your favor by increasing the blood flow to the joints, just make sure it isn't causing you significant pain or anything. Also, make sure you drink lots of water, as the joints are some of the first places to dry up without proper hydration. You may need about 70-90 oz daily, dependent on body weight, not counting exercise.

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As far as the mental aspect of this goes: If the people in question are normies, then it is likely they have plenty of issues with them. Meaning, you can do what you can to help them, but some issues may go unsolved, for a variety of reasons. It doesn't do you any good to stress about this then, if you cannot truly help them. I think we all see people around us and think "oh if only they meditated, did yoga, did this working, etc, then they would be much better". Unfortunately they don't have the knowledge, and they might even reject it if they did.

As far as laziness in others, it can be the result of physical issues, but more likely it is the result of the use of dopamine burnout from modern entertainment. There could also be astrological/constitutional reasons. Again, you could point this out to people, but raging at them in the moment won't solve anything, it will just damage your relationship. You are right to be angry if they neglect their responsibilities that influence you, but besides that, I would just leave them to their own devices. You can't help them if they don't want help.

If these people are your parents or other people providing you assistance, judging from the "find your own place" comment, then you should really just hold your tongue. Even taking it further, if these are roommates who, by their presence, lower your rent and utilities cost, then it would also work in your favor to keep them around. Obviously this doesn't apply if they have some sort of issue that makes your life worse. Do your best to maintain positive relations.

As far as stupidity, hypocrisy, etc. These are all characteristics of humans who have low bioenergy/weak souls. They are living in clownworld, so of course they will act like this. Through our efforts as Spiritual Satanists, we will eventually build a better world for all of us. For now, don't let the normies drag you down. You cannot expect much more from a normie, so don't sour your own mood. Just try and ignore them.

Last but not least, consider some sort of money working. If you search the forums you should find plenty of resources on it. Try to use mantras/runes specific to employment, not just wealth, although either would still work. The moon in Capricorn is ideal for career workings, but I would just start now. You can always just restart then, anyway.

 

[Satyanik]

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Void meditation helps by increasing emotional regulation, but this can only help so much when the emotions you are dealing with are of a strong magnitude.

It sounds like you reference both physical and mental anguish as the cause of your overall frustration. Depending on the degree of your physical injuries, however, this is probably the root cause of stress that then amplifies the otherwise minor annoyances that you observe around you. Another cause of this can be liver stagnation, but if you have no other physical symptoms, then this is likely not the case.

You will want to seek out TCM treatment for your leg. It is obviously not healing that well if it keeps dislocating. This could be due to constitutional deficiencies, or it could be from adopting a certain posture that stress the legs. Additionally, the healing could be blunted by the anti-inflammatory medicine you may be on.

Inflammation is process of healing. It indicates damage, but it is not the cause of damage. It can be painful in the sense that it draws you attention to an injury site, but it should be allowed to continue, as in reality it is just the dilation of blood vessels and tissue surrounding an injury to allow for better healing.

Getting professional TCM help would be the best course of action, however I am curious about your financial situation, since you said nobody wants to hire you. Depending on where you live, the treatment may be covered under some sort of social services. The out of pocket expenses are not nearly as much as what modern medicine charges, but they can still be a burden to some people.

If you describe your injury, I could try and find some acupoints that you could use for pain relief/healing, as well as other methods of healing at home. Please describe the affected joints and any other related info you can think of. Perhaps CentralForce would be able to give input, as well.

Also, what sort of exercise? Make sure these aren't preventing your healing. Yoga can work in your favor by increasing the blood flow to the joints, just make sure it isn't causing you significant pain or anything. Also, make sure you drink lots of water, as the joints are some of the first places to dry up without proper hydration. You may need about 70-90 oz daily, dependent on body weight, not counting exercise.

------------------------------

As far as the mental aspect of this goes: If the people in question are normies, then it is likely they have plenty of issues with them. Meaning, you can do what you can to help them, but some issues may go unsolved, for a variety of reasons. It doesn't do you any good to stress about this then, if you cannot truly help them. I think we all see people around us and think "oh if only they meditated, did yoga, did this working, etc, then they would be much better". Unfortunately they don't have the knowledge, and they might even reject it if they did.

As far as laziness in others, it can be the result of physical issues, but more likely it is the result of the use of dopamine burnout from modern entertainment. There could also be astrological/constitutional reasons. Again, you could point this out to people, but raging at them in the moment won't solve anything, it will just damage your relationship. You are right to be angry if they neglect their responsibilities that influence you, but besides that, I would just leave them to their own devices. You can't help them if they don't want help.

If these people are your parents or other people providing you assistance, judging from the "find your own place" comment, then you should really just hold your tongue. Even taking it further, if these are roommates who, by their presence, lower your rent and utilities cost, then it would also work in your favor to keep them around. Obviously this doesn't apply if they have some sort of issue that makes your life worse. Do your best to maintain positive relations.

As far as stupidity, hypocrisy, etc. These are all characteristics of humans who have low bioenergy/weak souls. They are living in clownworld, so of course they will act like this. Through our efforts as Spiritual Satanists, we will eventually build a better world for all of us. For now, don't let the normies drag you down. You cannot expect much more from a normie, so don't sour your own mood. Just try and ignore them.

Last but not least, consider some sort of money working. If you search the forums you should find plenty of resources on it. Try to use mantras/runes specific to employment, not just wealth, although either would still work. The moon in Capricorn is ideal for career workings, but I would just start now. You can always just restart then, anyway.

My dislocations have actually stopped since my surgery thank the Gods, but the damage is done and I'm often in pain a lot still. I believe its some form of arthritis from my bones crunching together a total of 60 times (out, then back in again) it was caused because my knee caps sit on an angle. They tied muscles from other parts of my legs around it to stop it. It was excruciating and i think youre right about it being the root cause of my frustration. My life would be damn near perfect compared to now if it wasnt for that

Would TCM still be a good option? I'm also from Canada so medical care shouldnt be expensive.

I have essentially no income other than gst/hst and trillium. I've thought about disability but thats my 100% last option, i honestly fear being stuck on government benefits in a shit apartment never having anything or doing anything with my life because of something i never did anything to bring on.

As far as exercise goes i use these pedals, theyre like bike pedals but on a small stand. I sit in a chair and throw something on for 15-30 minutes until my legs get tired. I try to do that everyday. When I'm up to it i do squats as well, and I'm gonna get back into yoga thats something I've been putting off.

I also sit on a chair, stretch my legs straight out onto another one, and reach for my toes to loosen up my hamstrings because as you can imagine theyre incredibly tight from all the dislocations, and they took some from my left leg for the surgery which doesnt help.

My circulation is poor also as a result but improving quite a lot over time. Hydration is probably an issue but I'll take your advice on that and increase my intake.

As far as the other stuff, youre right its just minor bullshit like no dishes being clean, no laundry done, unless i do them and people just straight up not giving a fuck and sitting on their ass all day. Its my family in general sadly, not just my parents, but I'll try to hold my tongue more. Its just aggrivating that i go through all of this pain doing something they can do fine but theyre just too lazy. I wouldn't care if they had physical issues like me, i would understand, but they dont. Honestly just venting it out helped but its still pathetic in my eyes

I'll try out a money working as well. I tend to put things off until a "good date" but i think that's a habit i need to break

 

[Satyanik]

I know void meditation is very important for this, but that takes time to master. Is there any quicker solutions anyone has found effective?

There are no shortcuts. Void meditation is key here, and power builds up gradually.

There is no mastery of this or that here or there as far as I know. Just endlessly more levels as one advances.

True. I just meant it takes a long time to be able to just shut out thoughts like i need at the moment. But thank you for the reply

 

[Wayofthegods]

I don't know if this has already been discussed here before, but what are some quick, effective ways to deal with anger?

I find myself constantly pissed lately, and I don't mean minorly annoyed. By the end of my day I'm ready to fight the first person who says something to me.

I'm in so much pain or discomfort all the time. I dislocated my left leg close to 30 times, my right leg 6, and had reconstructive surgery on my left leg.

Dealing with that on top of peoples goddamn stupidity, arrogance, hypocrisy, and laziness is just getting hard to do. I can barely get off the couch or stand for 20 minutes yet i still clean up after myself, exercise, and actively try to get work to support myself and be on my own and the fact that perfectly able people dont is enraging to me.

Then the fact that no one wants to hire, because of my past makes it even worse. I know I'd at least have alone time to relax and cool down then, but i very seldom even get that anymore.

I know void meditation is very important for this, but that takes time to master. Is there any quicker solutions anyone has found effective?

I dont want to be so miserable all the time but people make that very, very hard for me. Especially when i do get fed up and call people out on their shit and i get "oh maybe you should get a place then"

That almost shorts something in my brain out its so stupid to say, knowing full well i have no income despite trying for so long.

I just want a break. I'm 21 and the last 10 years of my life have just been suffering and loss and I'm trying so hard to bounce back from it but nobody helps, nobody gives me a chance, because nobody gives a shit & it makes me want to snap and rip their legs out of place 30 times and see how easy life is for them after that

The Rune Vin is very effective. (V-EH-N)

 

[Satyanik]

I don't know if this has already been discussed here before, but what are some quick, effective ways to deal with anger?

I find myself constantly pissed lately, and I don't mean minorly annoyed. By the end of my day I'm ready to fight the first person who says something to me.

I'm in so much pain or discomfort all the time. I dislocated my left leg close to 30 times, my right leg 6, and had reconstructive surgery on my left leg.

Dealing with that on top of peoples goddamn stupidity, arrogance, hypocrisy, and laziness is just getting hard to do. I can barely get off the couch or stand for 20 minutes yet i still clean up after myself, exercise, and actively try to get work to support myself and be on my own and the fact that perfectly able people dont is enraging to me.

Then the fact that no one wants to hire, because of my past makes it even worse. I know I'd at least have alone time to relax and cool down then, but i very seldom even get that anymore.

I know void meditation is very important for this, but that takes time to master. Is there any quicker solutions anyone has found effective?

I dont want to be so miserable all the time but people make that very, very hard for me. Especially when i do get fed up and call people out on their shit and i get "oh maybe you should get a place then"

That almost shorts something in my brain out its so stupid to say, knowing full well i have no income despite trying for so long.

I just want a break. I'm 21 and the last 10 years of my life have just been suffering and loss and I'm trying so hard to bounce back from it but nobody helps, nobody gives me a chance, because nobody gives a shit & it makes me want to snap and rip their legs out of place 30 times and see how easy life is for them after that

The Rune Vin is very effective. (V-EH-N)

I'll have to check that out in the pdf. Thank you

 

[Sundara]

It depends on whether or not this is a stifled type of anger or seeing red type of anger. If it’s a seeing red type of anger that gets your blood flowing focus on balancing with the heart chakra or a runic working to unblock. The problems with your legs and anger might point to an issue with Sagittarius and saturn or mars in your astrology chart. A 40 day runic working or freeing the soul working affirmed to fix this would be helpful.

 

[Wayofthegods]

I don't know if this has already been discussed here before, but what are some quick, effective ways to deal with anger?

I find myself constantly pissed lately, and I don't mean minorly annoyed. By the end of my day I'm ready to fight the first person who says something to me.

I'm in so much pain or discomfort all the time. I dislocated my left leg close to 30 times, my right leg 6, and had reconstructive surgery on my left leg.

Dealing with that on top of peoples goddamn stupidity, arrogance, hypocrisy, and laziness is just getting hard to do. I can barely get off the couch or stand for 20 minutes yet i still clean up after myself, exercise, and actively try to get work to support myself and be on my own and the fact that perfectly able people dont is enraging to me.

Then the fact that no one wants to hire, because of my past makes it even worse. I know I'd at least have alone time to relax and cool down then, but i very seldom even get that anymore.

I know void meditation is very important for this, but that takes time to master. Is there any quicker solutions anyone has found effective?

I dont want to be so miserable all the time but people make that very, very hard for me. Especially when i do get fed up and call people out on their shit and i get "oh maybe you should get a place then"

That almost shorts something in my brain out its so stupid to say, knowing full well i have no income despite trying for so long.

I just want a break. I'm 21 and the last 10 years of my life have just been suffering and loss and I'm trying so hard to bounce back from it but nobody helps, nobody gives me a chance, because nobody gives a shit & it makes me want to snap and rip their legs out of place 30 times and see how easy life is for them after that

The Rune Vin is very effective. (V-EH-N)

I'll have to check that out in the pdf. Thank you

https://youtu.be/6QwfSGKUKuQ

 

[Satyanik]

It depends on whether or not this is a stifled type of anger or seeing red type of anger. If it’s a seeing red type of anger that gets your blood flowing focus on balancing with the heart chakra or a runic working to unblock. The problems with your legs and anger might point to an issue with Sagittarius and saturn or mars in your astrology chart. A 40 day runic working or freeing the soul working affirmed to fix this would be helpful.

I was actually going to do this so thats good to know. Usually by the end of my day when I'm trying to meditate i get a pretty good energy buzz from the frustration alone just thinking about the dumb shit i had to put up with

My saturn is in aries and my mars in libra

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

My dislocations have actually stopped since my surgery thank the Gods, but the damage is done and I'm often in pain a lot still. I believe its some form of arthritis from my bones crunching together a total of 60 times (out, then back in again) it was caused because my knee caps sit on an angle. They tied muscles from other parts of my legs around it to stop it. It was excruciating and i think youre right about it being the root cause of my frustration. My life would be damn near perfect compared to now if it wasnt for that

Would TCM still be a good option? I'm also from Canada so medical care shouldnt be expensive.

I have essentially no income other than gst/hst and trillium. I've thought about disability but thats my 100% last option, i honestly fear being stuck on government benefits in a shit apartment never having anything or doing anything with my life because of something i never did anything to bring on.

As far as exercise goes i use these pedals, theyre like bike pedals but on a small stand. I sit in a chair and throw something on for 15-30 minutes until my legs get tired. I try to do that everyday. When I'm up to it i do squats as well, and I'm gonna get back into yoga thats something I've been putting off.

I also sit on a chair, stretch my legs straight out onto another one, and reach for my toes to loosen up my hamstrings because as you can imagine theyre incredibly tight from all the dislocations, and they took some from my left leg for the surgery which doesnt help.

My circulation is poor also as a result but improving quite a lot over time. Hydration is probably an issue but I'll take your advice on that and increase my intake.

As far as the other stuff, youre right its just minor bullshit like no dishes being clean, no laundry done, unless i do them and people just straight up not giving a fuck and sitting on their ass all day. Its my family in general sadly, not just my parents, but I'll try to hold my tongue more. Its just aggrivating that i go through all of this pain doing something they can do fine but theyre just too lazy. I wouldn't care if they had physical issues like me, i would understand, but they dont. Honestly just venting it out helped but its still pathetic in my eyes

I'll try out a money working as well. I tend to put things off until a "good date" but i think that's a habit i need to break

Oh yeah, TCM can definitely help you. I would immediately start looking into nearby clinics and answering the questions related to payment. Worst comes to worst, just get that disability check and pay out of pocket. You have a little downtime now due to your injury, but of course this is not permanent. You will repay everyone through your Satanic work and advancement, more than working a normal job ever could. The same government dumps money on all sorts of marxist pursuits anyway, so feel free to take some for yourself. Of all the people most deserving, Satanists are, as shown by their efforts for a better world.

I would be careful with the squatting, as this could put pressure on the joints. The cycling should be fine. Compared to squatting, the cycling will maintain the musculature without the large amount of joint pressure. The yoga and hydration will go a large way at boosting the body such that it can heal the injury directly and indirectly. I would prioritize the yoga above the other exercises, if you had to pick.

In a way, your family, as well as all other non-SS, ARE disabled, in the sense that they have no sense of spiritual empowerment or means to change their situations. In many cases, they even accept that they cannot even heal or improve themselves physically, despite TCM and other health philosophies proving otherwise. In this sense, it is like they are going through life with all limbs tied to their back.

While some pity is deserved, you are not asking them to move a mountain. I would suggest presenting your family with the idea of dividing up all the chores such that each person is responsible for the same thing(s) every day/week. This would then force people to take responsibility for their assigned area, and it would also allow everyone else who does their side of the bargain to be content. It would elucidate who is fulfilling their responsibilities in a timely manner and who is not. This would partially help secure your position in the house such that you don't get kicked out over growing discontent between you and your family, and it maybe will aid all the chores getting done.

Take care man.

 

[Sundara]

Ah. Saturn Aries is the culprit. Stifled anger can still lead to energy buzzes because the anger has to be released somehow, it’s just not a clean flow of release that goes away afterward for you. It releases a little, then stays. Then releases. Then stays. A mars runic working or mars mantra has done the trick for me when I’ve had stifled anger or sexuality.

 

[Satyanik]

My dislocations have actually stopped since my surgery thank the Gods, but the damage is done and I'm often in pain a lot still. I believe its some form of arthritis from my bones crunching together a total of 60 times (out, then back in again) it was caused because my knee caps sit on an angle. They tied muscles from other parts of my legs around it to stop it. It was excruciating and i think youre right about it being the root cause of my frustration. My life would be damn near perfect compared to now if it wasnt for that

Would TCM still be a good option? I'm also from Canada so medical care shouldnt be expensive.

I have essentially no income other than gst/hst and trillium. I've thought about disability but thats my 100% last option, i honestly fear being stuck on government benefits in a shit apartment never having anything or doing anything with my life because of something i never did anything to bring on.

As far as exercise goes i use these pedals, theyre like bike pedals but on a small stand. I sit in a chair and throw something on for 15-30 minutes until my legs get tired. I try to do that everyday. When I'm up to it i do squats as well, and I'm gonna get back into yoga thats something I've been putting off.

I also sit on a chair, stretch my legs straight out onto another one, and reach for my toes to loosen up my hamstrings because as you can imagine theyre incredibly tight from all the dislocations, and they took some from my left leg for the surgery which doesnt help.

My circulation is poor also as a result but improving quite a lot over time. Hydration is probably an issue but I'll take your advice on that and increase my intake.

As far as the other stuff, youre right its just minor bullshit like no dishes being clean, no laundry done, unless i do them and people just straight up not giving a fuck and sitting on their ass all day. Its my family in general sadly, not just my parents, but I'll try to hold my tongue more. Its just aggrivating that i go through all of this pain doing something they can do fine but theyre just too lazy. I wouldn't care if they had physical issues like me, i would understand, but they dont. Honestly just venting it out helped but its still pathetic in my eyes

I'll try out a money working as well. I tend to put things off until a "good date" but i think that's a habit i need to break

Oh yeah, TCM can definitely help you. I would immediately start looking into nearby clinics and answering the questions related to payment. Worst comes to worst, just get that disability check and pay out of pocket. You have a little downtime now due to your injury, but of course this is not permanent. You will repay everyone through your Satanic work and advancement, more than working a normal job ever could. The same government dumps money on all sorts of marxist pursuits anyway, so feel free to take some for yourself. Of all the people most deserving, Satanists are, as shown by their efforts for a better world.

I would be careful with the squatting, as this could put pressure on the joints. The cycling should be fine. Compared to squatting, the cycling will maintain the musculature without the large amount of joint pressure. The yoga and hydration will go a large way at boosting the body such that it can heal the injury directly and indirectly. I would prioritize the yoga above the other exercises, if you had to pick.

In a way, your family, as well as all other non-SS, ARE disabled, in the sense that they have no sense of spiritual empowerment or means to change their situations. In many cases, they even accept that they cannot even heal or improve themselves physically, despite TCM and other health philosophies proving otherwise. In this sense, it is like they are going through life with all limbs tied to their back.

While some pity is deserved, you are not asking them to move a mountain. I would suggest presenting your family with the idea of dividing up all the chores such that each person is responsible for the same thing(s) every day/week. This would then force people to take responsibility for their assigned area, and it would also allow everyone else who does their side of the bargain to be content. It would elucidate who is fulfilling their responsibilities in a timely manner and who is not. This would partially help secure your position in the house such that you don't get kicked out over growing discontent between you and your family, and it maybe will aid all the chores getting done.

Take care man.

Yeah I guess that's true, i guess unlike the people I've seen on it I'll actually use it to heal myself rather than seeing it as a free pass to life essentially

I'll definetly be looking into getting it then and searching for some clinics around me. I'll start on the yoga as well, its easier anyway.

I'll try out your suggestions with the chores as well. No guarentee itll change things but its better than what I've been doing

Thanks for taking the time to reply your suggestions helped quite a lot