An Update on things.

[serpentwalker666]

Hello, I wanted to say thank you all for the advice given these past few times I've posted. It's given me hope and made me at least hang on with the circumstances I'm dealing with.

I've taken much of the advice given to me by Guardian Blitzkreig and other members.

I've applied to like 30 jobs so I could find something easier around the same pay, but I have only had silence and like 4 decline emails.

I am going to just have to keep working at the factory until I can request a more flexible schedule here, and or until I leave for a decent job when I finally hear something back.

This job is concerning however, as they seem to just use temp agencies for a kickback and treat people like free labor. They will leave people on temp for months before hiring them on. And I'm ready to walk even though I know I can't, as I have no where else to make money from.

I've been told I have the opportunity to climb as high as I want in this company if i stay, and been given some favors and treated like I matter. But seeing how they treat some others, it seems very wrong.

In terms of health I just feel like I'm dying and like I cant work, however i know its necessary and i dont really have any other options in that regard, i also have a wife with disabilities so im the only one who can cover the rest of expenses and essentials and I make sure my children are okay, and my wife is okay, as thats always my priority.

Along with this I'm often there for my aging parents, and help them out as I can, as im very close with them.

I'm not dying and I know I'll survive and be fine, but this is just where it's at currently in terms of how i feel on a weekly, daily basis.

I'm working on squaring up things like fixing up my car for needed repairs so that if I lose this job from health issues, I don't have to worry about finding the money for this.

I am so exhausted a can't seem to find the time for studying, but I have managed to peice together a really nice home office and good computer to pursue a computer science, and or programming job when I am able to do so and have the experience.

So the situation isn't as hopeless as it felt, but I am just moving forward as I am able to.

I'm going to try to take some more care of myself and address these issues as I can, so if I am not online for awhile, please don't worry.

I will try to be online here and there though, I am so happy to see our satanic family thriving and everything going well for our family.

If things keep going this route I may try to address my health with a very strong working, but I don't know which to address first. The precarious financial situation, or my health. As both are strongly tied together.

May Satan be with us all and may we reach great heights as beings. May the Gods guide us to greatness.

 

[AFODO]

ahh brother I feel sorry for you. However, never forget that overcoming hardship will most likely benefit us. This is just temporary but will give you permanent experience. Always fight for the best as you have been doing as far as I can see.

Jobs where you can REALLY climb the ladder are the bests, but they also scam a lot of people with this.

You are strong, worthy, smart, and you are very much able to do this, you'll get trough this in no time.

(Remember to always check the planets, and don't do something if the planets are in a bad position for that.)

 

[Henu the Great]

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I've been told I have the opportunity to climb as high as I want in this company if i stay, and been given some favors and treated like I matter. But seeing how they treat some others, it seems very wrong.

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If it's not you, then it's someone else in the same position so it should be you. Unless of course, you find something better. That being said, the better situation you are after might have the least resistance to becoming true through that avenue.

 

[CrimsonMonarch]

Hello, I wanted to say thank you all for the advice given these past few times I've posted. It's given me hope and made me at least hang on with the circumstances I'm dealing with.

I've taken much of the advice given to me by Guardian Blitzkreig and other members.

I've applied to like 30 jobs so I could find something easier around the same pay, but I have only had silence and like 4 decline emails.

I am going to just have to keep working at the factory until I can request a more flexible schedule here, and or until I leave for a decent job when I finally hear something back.

This job is concerning however, as they seem to just use temp agencies for a kickback and treat people like free labor. They will leave people on temp for months before hiring them on. And I'm ready to walk even though I know I can't, as I have no where else to make money from.

I've been told I have the opportunity to climb as high as I want in this company if i stay, and been given some favors and treated like I matter. But seeing how they treat some others, it seems very wrong.

In terms of health I just feel like I'm dying and like I cant work, however i know its necessary and i dont really have any other options in that regard, i also have a wife with disabilities so im the only one who can cover the rest of expenses and essentials and I make sure my children are okay, and my wife is okay, as thats always my priority.

Along with this I'm often there for my aging parents, and help them out as I can, as im very close with them.

I'm not dying and I know I'll survive and be fine, but this is just where it's at currently in terms of how i feel on a weekly, daily basis.

I'm working on squaring up things like fixing up my car for needed repairs so that if I lose this job from health issues, I don't have to worry about finding the money for this.

I am so exhausted a can't seem to find the time for studying, but I have managed to peice together a really nice home office and good computer to pursue a computer science, and or programming job when I am able to do so and have the experience.

So the situation isn't as hopeless as it felt, but I am just moving forward as I am able to.

I'm going to try to take some more care of myself and address these issues as I can, so if I am not online for awhile, please don't worry.

I will try to be online here and there though, I am so happy to see our satanic family thriving and everything going well for our family.

If things keep going this route I may try to address my health with a very strong working, but I don't know which to address first. The precarious financial situation, or my health. As both are strongly tied together.

May Satan be with us all and may we reach great heights as beings. May the Gods guide us to greatness.

I would address the health first, not only because health is first priority, but looking at it in practical terms, you may not be able to work if your health fails you. But in the end, you decide.
Stay strong brother, I believe in you. You are going to make it, we all are as Satanists. If you need any help while learning about computer science don't hesitate to ask, I'm majoring in computer science next year, so whatever questions you have I may be able to answer if you need me. May you and your family be blessed and find the prosperity you deserve.

 

[SShiva_fr]

It's derisory, my beloved Brother, but I want you to know that I'm sending you all my friendship and lots of positive energy.

I know you'll be rewarded for never giving up, despite huge obstacles and plenty of adversity.
There's undoubtedly a lot of karma to settle, and you've got ALL this life to settle a lot of it.
You know you're precious to the Gods, so I trust you.

 

[Dragonheart666]

Push yourself as far as you can go! I think your awesome
Brother Serpentwalker666.

 

[Umun]

Persevere Brother, as you have until now while addressing your health as a priority. I find some parallels in your story with my life and I can assure you that as long as you're putting in sincere effort into personal development, you will be provided opportunities for professional advancement.

I wish you and your family all the best and many happy moments ahead.

SWP

 

[HPS Lydia]

Life isn't perfect, but you are much better off than many other people. You have employment, you have parents in your life, and you have a spouse and children who love you. These already put you ahead of many people

As for what working to focus on first, ask the Gods to send you a sign and remain open to that sign. Perhaps a wealth working will enable you to have more free time to then focus on your health, or perhaps a health working will enable you to have more vitality in order to work more at a higher paying yet more demanding job.

 

[Dragonheart666]

Very true

 

[Aquarius]

My Brother, are you open to becoming an entrepreneur? If yes, message me, I could help you out on something.

 

[SSinHeartandSoul]

It has not been that long since you posted about this first, things take time. It is good to hear that you have been doing all you can to get away from the shtty situation you found yourself in!

As i said in my previous comment, have you thought about doing something for yourself? Aquarius has offered help by the looks of it, so if this is something you think you can do, go for it.

 

[serpentwalker666]

ahh brother I feel sorry for you. However, never forget that overcoming hardship will most likely benefit us. This is just temporary but will give you permanent experience. Always fight for the best as you have been doing as far as I can see.

Jobs where you can REALLY climb the ladder are the bests, but they also scam a lot of people with this.

You are strong, worthy, smart, and you are very much able to do this, you'll get trough this in no time.

(Remember to always check the planets, and don't do something if the planets are in a bad position for that.)

Thank you, I appreciate your kind words, I see this as a stepping stone in alot of ways until I am above all of this.

I'll have to look into the planets, as I'm sure some of this contributes to what i experience, even though much of my struggling is from chronic illness and pain.

 

[serpentwalker666]

If it's not you, then it's someone else in the same position so it should be you. Unless of course, you find something better. That being said, the better situation you are after might have the least resistance to becoming true through that avenue.

This is true, I've just seen some unethical approaches and some bad business morals here. I'll see how things go, my manager seems to want to gain a bigger influence to create a better opportunity and workplace for his employees.

 

[serpentwalker666]

Life isn't perfect, but you are much better off than many other people. You have employment, you have parents in your life, and you have a spouse and children who love you. These already put you ahead of many people

As for what working to focus on first, ask the Gods to send you a sign and remain open to that sign. Perhaps a wealth working will enable you to have more free time to then focus on your health, or perhaps a health working will enable you to have more vitality in order to work more at a higher paying yet more demanding job.

I try to look at the positives of all this as well, thank you for highlighting this High Priestess Lydia.

I will consult the Gods on what to do next from here, as like what you mention here with the wealth and health workings and their possible manifestations, is around the same approach I've taken in weighing my options from here.

 

[serpentwalker666]

I would address the health first, not only because health is first priority, but looking at it in practical terms, you may not be able to work if your health fails you. But in the end, you decide.
Stay strong brother, I believe in you. You are going to make it, we all are as Satanists. If you need any help while learning about computer science don't hesitate to ask, I'm majoring in computer science next year, so whatever questions you have I may be able to answer if you need me. May you and your family be blessed and find the prosperity you deserve.

Thank you. In regards to computer science, definitely take your time with this. I have used Linux and BSD for some years, the thing to keep in mind is there is so much to decide on in what path to take.

I likely will go the route of programming once I get better with C++ and other similar languages.

I appreciate your offer of help here on this subject, I made a post awhile back I have in my signature you may find interesting, about programming book recommendations. I also want to mention if you ever want help as well with computer science, feel free to shoot me and email.

I am very busy usually, but I can try to guide in the right direction as I'm able to if needed.

 

[serpentwalker666]

It's derisory, my beloved Brother, but I want you to know that I'm sending you all my friendship and lots of positive energy.

I know you'll be rewarded for never giving up, despite huge obstacles and plenty of adversity.
There's undoubtedly a lot of karma to settle, and you've got ALL this life to settle a lot of it.
You know you're precious to the Gods, so I trust you.

Don't worry Sister, it is not derisory. I am here if you ever need me as always, an email, a recommendation on anything or advice.

Thank you, I'm sure in time I'll have grown above this all. then the real happiness begins in being able to assist some of our family who go through similar circumstances.

We will rise to unspeakable heights.

 

[serpentwalker666]

My Brother, are you open to becoming an entrepreneur? If yes, message me, I could help you out on something.

Feel free to email me Brother. Keep in mind i may not reply right away, but I'm open to discussion.

While I know my circumstances don't offer much in terms of advice or what I can give, know as well that if you ever need my guidance on something I'll do my best.