Voice of Enki [JG]
Joy of Satan Guardian
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I had quite an interesting dream a while ago and have been thinking about a possible meaning it could have had, so I thought I'd share the experience if anyone is interested to read it haha.
I had the dream during a time I was having a lot of delusions about myself (the typical stuff that plagues new SS.. Thoughts of being a special one, or a chosen one, that stuff). Got over all of that luckely, partially thanks to that dream actually.
In the dream I was in a large indoor space and a winged man appeared in front of me there. He looked aproximatle 55 years old, but had a very charismatic appearance and a stern look on his face. Grey hair and a pretty big grey mustache. Wearing some kind of trenchcoat looking jacket and he had white wings.
I thought it could have been an enemy and in the dream I was sort of in a lucid state. I tried using my aura to push the man away in the dream as a reflex since his appearance was so sudden and unexpected and it startled me. However the man was very powerful and easily pushed aside the energy I tried to use, then a moment later I was immobilized, but there was no hostile intent comming from the man.
He spoke with a stern and powerful voice and said something along the lines of this: "What have we here, you are dedicated, but what is wrong exactly" "Aah I see.. Negative influence and delusions of grandure, but an honest heart". As he said this it felt like the man was examining my aura with his energy, everything was very lifelike and felt very real, really interesting to experience.
Then he took a step back, looked at me and said: "No matter, this will just take a moment" He pointed his finger at my waist, or a little below there, made a loud and deep yell and some kind of energy shot out from his finger and he made a streak across my waist, around the place where the sacral chakra is located. I felt a strong pressure there in my physical body and a very strong feeling in my aura, but it was not painful.
Then he turned around and proceeded to leave. I was dazed in the dream since everything went so quickly and I had no idea what had just happened and also the feeling in my waist was very strange, but not negative. I reached my hand out to the man before he flew away and said: "Wait! Who are you? And what happened?!" But the man didn't answer or even look back and simply left as quick as he came into my dream.
I woke up after that and felt strangely awake with a different kind of clarity. I felt very humbled and relieved, which makes me believe the winged man I saw was a demon that came to see where my delusions came from and somehow got rid of them or got rid of something negative that was affecting me.
The delusions I was having quickly cleared up the days after and I could continue to advance properly again. I got back on the right path after straying from it because of those delusions I had.
If any of you have an opinion on this or have had simmilar experiences I would like to hear them if you are willing to share of course.
Anyways, I hope it wasn't too boring to read if you took the time to read it..
Hail Father Satan!
Hail Lady Astaroth!
Heil Hitler!Hail all the True Gods of Hell!!!!
I had the dream during a time I was having a lot of delusions about myself (the typical stuff that plagues new SS.. Thoughts of being a special one, or a chosen one, that stuff). Got over all of that luckely, partially thanks to that dream actually.
In the dream I was in a large indoor space and a winged man appeared in front of me there. He looked aproximatle 55 years old, but had a very charismatic appearance and a stern look on his face. Grey hair and a pretty big grey mustache. Wearing some kind of trenchcoat looking jacket and he had white wings.
I thought it could have been an enemy and in the dream I was sort of in a lucid state. I tried using my aura to push the man away in the dream as a reflex since his appearance was so sudden and unexpected and it startled me. However the man was very powerful and easily pushed aside the energy I tried to use, then a moment later I was immobilized, but there was no hostile intent comming from the man.
He spoke with a stern and powerful voice and said something along the lines of this: "What have we here, you are dedicated, but what is wrong exactly" "Aah I see.. Negative influence and delusions of grandure, but an honest heart". As he said this it felt like the man was examining my aura with his energy, everything was very lifelike and felt very real, really interesting to experience.
Then he took a step back, looked at me and said: "No matter, this will just take a moment" He pointed his finger at my waist, or a little below there, made a loud and deep yell and some kind of energy shot out from his finger and he made a streak across my waist, around the place where the sacral chakra is located. I felt a strong pressure there in my physical body and a very strong feeling in my aura, but it was not painful.
Then he turned around and proceeded to leave. I was dazed in the dream since everything went so quickly and I had no idea what had just happened and also the feeling in my waist was very strange, but not negative. I reached my hand out to the man before he flew away and said: "Wait! Who are you? And what happened?!" But the man didn't answer or even look back and simply left as quick as he came into my dream.
I woke up after that and felt strangely awake with a different kind of clarity. I felt very humbled and relieved, which makes me believe the winged man I saw was a demon that came to see where my delusions came from and somehow got rid of them or got rid of something negative that was affecting me.
The delusions I was having quickly cleared up the days after and I could continue to advance properly again. I got back on the right path after straying from it because of those delusions I had.
If any of you have an opinion on this or have had simmilar experiences I would like to hear them if you are willing to share of course.
Anyways, I hope it wasn't too boring to read if you took the time to read it..
Hail Father Satan!
Hail Lady Astaroth!
Heil Hitler!Hail all the True Gods of Hell!!!!