An attack or Misinterpretation

[Villzain ☥]

I am a dedicated member of the JOS for an year now but their is one major issue i've been facing. started after 1 month after the dedication ritual but its been concurrent. I would love to know a way around it and if anyone went past through it and what is the objective of it.

I'm quite sure most of you have had about the synchronicities and the jew crap about "angel numbers & twin flames", but their is a twist on my case. I've done a thorough search in the forums but i can't find anyone talking of the negative impact that comes from them. I'm talking of an extreme pure bad luck that is so noticable, everything crushes right infront of you, nothing tends to work out, and they most certainly show up when their is some progress but it all drains back to the start, some may be wondering what are the numbers this are the repetetive 111, 222 and so forth but also on my end i do see them as 1212, 1717, 1313.

I would also love to know what is associated with the number 69, started seeing 2 weeks before i dedicated, but at times it's effect is neutral and sometimes positive. it's not so frequent but once it does, things happen and it's usually the first and last to be seen before and after the "consequent of numbers".

Something else to note; I've seen most people in the forum say it can be your guide giving a message or trying to give you a warning (I'm yet to know who my Guardian Demon is), which makes me wonder how can you interpret such messages? I've tried being observant which is among my traits but nothing tends to line up, might be because i'm new in the spiritual journey or not yet knowledgeable enough, but their is something i've seen being stated quite alot that the Gods will give you a message or communicate to you in a way if you are open you will understand.

I was to leave this out but probably it might also be important, when all this is happening, their is usually ringing in the ears doesn't last, i lack words to explain it but it happens mostly when things are falling apart literraly at that time and as much as i try to do a logical based decesion, it all ends up breaking down uncontrollably, makes me wonder was it an attack.

Also, in such a topic regarding the numbers, i've seen HP.Hoodedcobra666 comment about negative numbers and some have associations with the enemy, or if it's mostly negativite things occuring they should be ignored with lots of cleaning. and on my end if i do, more crappy things pile up real quick which only leaves me with one question. what i'm i doing wrong? or is the question supposed to be, I'm i doing it right? and what needs to be fixed.

One thing I must say is that it is affecting my spiritual journey and lagging me behind, everytime i progress it ends up knocking me down but i am not a quitter it has happened alot of times and currently it is happening and i'm fed up with it, but i still stand up and do my best to progress, and as it has been repeatedly said "Treat the Cause, not the Symptoms". So what is the cause cos i surely need to uproot it.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

It sounds like you have gotten obsessive, and that you are always looking for things that are not there. Repeated numbers do not occur more often than any other numbers, but you put so much effort to look for them that you notice them every time and think it is important.

This means nothing and is not a message. This is only obsession for some small details. It is a harmful thing and you should try to stop doing this and ignore it.