*DarkAngel666*
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First of all, Thank you very much for creating this website and group. You have no idea how many positive feelings and hope it has granted me.
I really wish to serve Satan and dedicate myself... But I have very big problems... I re-read the articles you posted... But something always seems to come up. So that is why I am posting this;
My first problem is my mother. She is ridiculously devout to the Xian God. To an extent that physical harm may come to me if she catches me doing a ritual or at least reading the website. I would move out, as I am 18, however... When I was a kid, she kept me from going to school. As she found things that were 'Ungodly' in the classes. So I have no education for a job or money to keep an apartment.
So basically I am forced to stay with her. I still love her inside, but her ways are overbearing. She comes into my room suddenly and with no warning as well. So I cannot properly meditate privately.
I really want to serve Satan... I believe once I was praying in my own words for his guidance and his strength and I felt... It was as if I was filled with energy. Warm and soft. But not overbearing. I felt a bit weak afterwards, but very pleasant and peaceful.
Was this Father Satan's touch?
Thank you so much for this.
Best wishes. Kris.
I really wish to serve Satan and dedicate myself... But I have very big problems... I re-read the articles you posted... But something always seems to come up. So that is why I am posting this;
My first problem is my mother. She is ridiculously devout to the Xian God. To an extent that physical harm may come to me if she catches me doing a ritual or at least reading the website. I would move out, as I am 18, however... When I was a kid, she kept me from going to school. As she found things that were 'Ungodly' in the classes. So I have no education for a job or money to keep an apartment.
So basically I am forced to stay with her. I still love her inside, but her ways are overbearing. She comes into my room suddenly and with no warning as well. So I cannot properly meditate privately.
I really want to serve Satan... I believe once I was praying in my own words for his guidance and his strength and I felt... It was as if I was filled with energy. Warm and soft. But not overbearing. I felt a bit weak afterwards, but very pleasant and peaceful.
Was this Father Satan's touch?
Thank you so much for this.
Best wishes. Kris.