So, this entire situation of mine has been going on for about since I started the six month spiritual warfare. I began communication with Purson and Satan via pendulum over their sigils.
There is a house that I have had my eyes on for a while now, it is quite expensive, but I decided to give it a shot and ask Satan if we would ever live there and, to my surprise, He said yes. I asked what month He said December, I asked if it was this year, keep in mind I asked last year around April, and He said yes. Then, I asked him the date and the pendulum swung in a circle and stopped 23 times.
Since that time, I asked Him several more times if we were to move to this specific house on this specific date, and everytime He said yes. The only problem is, the move has yet to happen. I have been putting a lot of energy into this house, I have meditated on it and felt in my heart that we would move there, because Satan willed it. For the entirety of the six months, I had also been having vivid dreams and visions of my family in the house, I believe these came from Astaroth. They were so vivid, it felt as though we really were there. My favorite was one of our first Yule together.
Also, He informed me that I would be able to convince my family to become Satanists in this house, I had plenty of visions about that, too. Ones that were so in-depth that they had to be true. If He said I have the ability to that, to give my family this gift and open their eyes to what true happiness is, who am I to question Him?
Needless to say, I was very disappointed when this did not happen. I still have the visions and dreams and they are still just as vivid. What does all of this mean? Should I give up on this dream to prevent any further disappointment, or would that be going against Satan's word? Have I not been talking with Satan at all? Have I been duped? Any responses will be much appreciated, as always.
There is a house that I have had my eyes on for a while now, it is quite expensive, but I decided to give it a shot and ask Satan if we would ever live there and, to my surprise, He said yes. I asked what month He said December, I asked if it was this year, keep in mind I asked last year around April, and He said yes. Then, I asked him the date and the pendulum swung in a circle and stopped 23 times.
Since that time, I asked Him several more times if we were to move to this specific house on this specific date, and everytime He said yes. The only problem is, the move has yet to happen. I have been putting a lot of energy into this house, I have meditated on it and felt in my heart that we would move there, because Satan willed it. For the entirety of the six months, I had also been having vivid dreams and visions of my family in the house, I believe these came from Astaroth. They were so vivid, it felt as though we really were there. My favorite was one of our first Yule together.
Also, He informed me that I would be able to convince my family to become Satanists in this house, I had plenty of visions about that, too. Ones that were so in-depth that they had to be true. If He said I have the ability to that, to give my family this gift and open their eyes to what true happiness is, who am I to question Him?
Needless to say, I was very disappointed when this did not happen. I still have the visions and dreams and they are still just as vivid. What does all of this mean? Should I give up on this dream to prevent any further disappointment, or would that be going against Satan's word? Have I not been talking with Satan at all? Have I been duped? Any responses will be much appreciated, as always.