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haillucifer666420

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I may just be being dramatic here or just depressed but why does Father want me I am nobody but a kid trying to find himself on Earth living a meaningless existence.  I feel that I am not wanted anywhere.somebody help me please
Hail Father
 
Every living soul on earth is important and a somebody, including you. Every person has a path laid out before them, guiding and shaping them. Yet every person can be in control of their own fate and destiny. Satan wants you just as he wants everybody else who sees him as their true creator and god. You serve a purpose just as important as anyone else. And you too, are a child of Satan. Who knows, one day you could be the one to start the revolution to completely overthrow the power that the christian church tries so desperately to cling to. You are just as important as anyone else, value yourself as Satan values you. And never give up on yourself, always try your best and Satan will reward you greatly. You're valuable, never forget that. Hail Satan! :)


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Father will love you, if you are truly sincere.
Hail Father Satan!
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On Tue, 10/7/14, haillucifer666420@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Am I Actually Wanted
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Tuesday, October 7, 2014, 9:51 AM


 










I may just be being
dramatic here or just depressed but why does Father want me
I am nobody but a kid trying to find himself on Earth living
a meaningless existence.  I feel that I am not wanted
anywhere.somebody help me please
Hail Father










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STOP DEGRADING YOURSELF!

That's your first problem right there. I think a better question might be, do you value yourself?

I went through many years of depression, and nihilism, along with feelings of worthlessness, and feeling totally numb all leading up to the point of being dehumanized in the end result.

Yer his kid, and he's your father, Is there anything more you need to know? And, what does a father do for his kids who are dedicated to him? Does all in their power to help them, and make them happy/whole.

This may be something you seriously need to work out psychologically. I still do, although I no longer 'consciously' think it. I.. hated myself to the max. I understand all to well the devaluing of one's own existence.

Father Satan salvaged me from basically a black vortex of death. Before I came to this path, I was better off dead, by all rights, I was basically dead, but breathing.

Talk to him, ask him to show you things errors, and such, I was advised to talk into his sigil. It DOES work.

Try to not be so self critical okay?
 
The enemy will continuously try to keep you from ever feeling worthwhile. The nasty kike lies constantly, with the intent of leading you to your own death.

Why? Because it fears you.

Remember just how wonderful you are.

Hail Father Satan!
 
Is it wrong that I do not fear death anymore I mean when I was christian I feared death intensely but when I left that religion of lies I feared less and now after embracing the truth I am ok with the fact that death may come at anytime.Hail Father 

On Thursday, October 9, 2014 11:10 PM, "no.state@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  The enemy will continuously try to keep you from ever feeling worthwhile. The nasty kike lies constantly, with the intent of leading you to your own death.

Why? Because it fears you.

Remember just how wonderful you are.

Hail Father Satan!

 
I will lay it out clearly for you kid.
The love and light message from other members if shit. The truth is: Satan expects you to be strong.Satan expects you to be free.Satan expects you to rise.Satan expects you to Seek your own path.Satan expects you to not crumble under the pressures of oppression.

Satan expects expects you to fight rather than squirm.

You want to be free of depression then free yourself with Satan's Help.
You know what..fuck that I am not calling him Satan anymore that is what the X-ians call him. He is my father he is ENKI Lord of the Earth!  I will not show him the disrespect of calling him "Adversary".
And fuck anyone who opposes my decision to call him by his name. I am not asking I am telling.You can all call him what you want, that is the right he gave you. But I will seek his favor by calling him by a name that is not what the fucking Jews call him.Fuck you!!HAIL ENKI!
HAIL EA! Lord of Magicians!
 
What the fuck are you talking about, we crush and destroy any opposition to the 666, tighten up your panties

Sent from my Windows Phone <hr> From: no.state@... [JoyofSatan666]
Sent: ‎10/‎9/‎2014 10:10 PM
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Am I Actually Wanted

  The enemy will continuously try to keep you from ever feeling worthwhile. The nasty kike lies constantly, with the intent of leading you to your own death.

Why? Because it fears you.

Remember just how wonderful you are.

Hail Father Satan!
 
There is no real reason in replying other than that to give out to members that your temper tantrum is...based nowhere at all.

From all the messages of yours I checked "Koin", all I see is anger directed towards the JoS and wanting the whole group to confrom to your anger tantrum. Which is never going to happen. Satan derives also from the Sanskirt word prefix SAT, which always relates to Truth. Satyan/Satan means Eternal Truth.

Nobody 'opposes' you in your choice to call Satan Enki, for He IS Enki. Your neurotic episode in front of the groups, which shows in all your posts, shows one thing above all. You need to mature the fuck up and stop scorning others in your family or pretending to be hardcore for no absolute reason. I am not directing this only to you, but also others who are like you.

Xians call Satan, Satan in the jewish meaning. Which means adversary. We too agree- He IS the adversary of anything jewish, evil, unspiritual and of what is against Humanity, the jewish dogmas. But that does not steal away the evident, Satan means ETERNAL TRUTH. As thus he is called an 'adversary' by these people. We are Warriors and if our Father whom is Eternal Truth is named adversary by some kikes, we will not call him something else for acceptance. We still call him by choice Enki/Satan (=Eternal Truth).

If you have inner problems with 'authority' and you feel hostility while on these groups, then leave. You can go elswhere, in some jungle group, where you can be rude to people to no end and generally do random ape attacks on people... Because you haven't sorted inner issues.

All I see 'Shit' is you and your childish behavior. Satan is the Light and the Truth and a dignified being. That does not in anyway take away what you said in your message. All these dualities and nonsense oppositions come from your clouded anger and sensless grudges that you hold on pretty much everyone else here. You can go to some random group and shout your lungs out, or fix your issues elsewhere.

And because we are so bad, I give you a chance and I let you be on the groups. Meditate and advance your personality, or sit in your dross and keep screaming at people who have witnessed Satan's love. If you knew, you would know that the most elite war units in history had a brother bond between the members and there was "love" involved. Satan  is called the Morning Star for the reason He is the light of the Soul and the source of Goodness. That does NOT take away all you mentioned.

Or you can 'screw' logic and go on, rant more and flame others once again, receive your ban and problem solved.

Learn respect. I am telling you this in positive will.

-High Priest Hooded Cobra 666
 
To the original poster:

Many people in the groups, due to social conditioning that one is a 'nobody' (which ties in to the economic system and other crap) are lead to think they are worthless and even worse. Many come here with depression. To settle accounts with that, Satan and the Gods have an entirely different perception on who is worth it and who is not. They are Gods and not ordinary everyday Human beings.

The good character, the warrior attitudes that help us advance as a Human whole, the limits where we are capable of reaching and breaking and many other things are factors the Gods look upon. Its not your car, your social status or your bank account that makes you someone, because these things are only little something. Its your Soul, your Will to advance and your desire to build a better tomorrow. For a person to become a Spiritual Satanist, certain things have to be in conjunction in his Soul to what we do.

Caring for animals, being a person that doesn't take shit, being willing to advance Humanity and yourself, being willing to get rid of institutions like xianity and islam who are running the Earth red with blood, being font of Justice and many other things that Satan is about. Satan sees many more things than we do. Don't look down on yourself and keep meditating. Satan is far-seeing.

-High Priest Hooded Cobra 666
 
@op: Might I also add the reminder, whenever you are harrassed and/or attacked by enemy entities, one of their favorite tactics is to simply bring you down. You'll lean how to deflect this easily enough but, until then, simply challenge the entities bringing these problematic feelings as to whether they are of Satan or not.

Make them swear to it, twice or leave, since you are protected by Father Satan. The hesitant ones will leave.

Hail Father Satan.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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