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Thank you I had read my natal chart before, now its mich easier for me to understand. I love this reference.

Hail Satanas
 

Recently I have been trying to change some things in my life, but every time I make headway I get knocked back to where I started. It has been too long since I decided to stop using marijuana and yet I still find myself wasting money on it and depending on it much more than I should or even need to. I started the 40 day meditation program by Hooded Cobra but when I reached the 17 day mark, I found myself unable to progress due to being in a situation to where I was never alone. My not listening to my instincts, and ignorance has hindered me more than I should have let it. But I am ready to get back up and try again.
My question is are there any meditations or vibrations anyone would recommend specific to my situation? I am wanting a program I can get on and stay on for awhile. Should I pick up where I left off with the 40 day program, start it over, or start a new program entirely? I am starting to run, and do Hatha yoga along with daily meditations, but I feel as though I have lost so much built up energy I am right back at square one. I am confused and feel blocked. 
Any and all feedback is appreciated. Thanks!
 
Recently I have been trying to change some things in my life, but every time I make headway I get knocked back to where I started. It has been too long since I decided to stop using marijuana and yet I still find myself wasting money on it and depending on it much more than I should or even need to.

I started the 40 day meditation program by Hooded Cobra but when I reachedthe 17 day mark, I found myself unable to progress due to being in a situation to where I was never alone. My not listening to my instincts, and ignorance has hindered me more than I should have let it. But I am ready to getback up and try again.

My question is are there any meditations or vibrations anyone would recommend specific to my situation? I am wanting a program I can get on and stay on for awhile. Should I pick up where I left off with the 40 day program, start it over, or start a new program entirely? I am starting to run, and do Hatha yoga along with daily meditations, but I feel as though I have lost so much built up energy I am right back at square one. I am confused and feel blocked.

Any and all feedback is appreciated. Thanks!

 
When the enemy likes to invade people's lives then you need to figure out ways around the situation even if it means sacrificing time away from people who want to spend time with you. Meditation is very important and should be held in high esteem.

The enemy manipulates people who are without in any way it sees fit. This can include but is not limited to planned events the enemy makes the person plan according to what the enemy wants for that person in whatever day it is. using/possessing people to get in your way. Making roadblocks by trying to ruin your day with it's foul essence. and generally harassing events such as you not being to get alone time.

As for the marijuana it is best to drop that drug immediately. It only hampers and ruins your spiritual progress.

If the enemy sets it up to where people are constantly doing something around you then go somewhere private away from the people entirely. Meditation is how we advance.

If you need more will power then you can start a runic meditation with the rune Sowilo. This rune provides strength of will give the willpower you need.

As for any meditation to get people out of your way as far as I know there's not much in meditation you can do about that.

I hope this helps.

Hail Satan.
 
I'm looking to my family for advice for this because I need another opinion. My ex has come to me wanting to get back together and I wanted to have the strength to say no to him after he stabbed me in the back but he was the first person I put all of my love into. I'm afraid of getting hurt again but I don know if I should give him a second chance- if it would be the right thing to do. Father gave me a second chance. I used to be xian but realized what it was and Father accepted me when I came to Him and I know he does not want us being with those who are without which is why I look to someone here for advice. I was going to detach him from myself in a few days when I was able to but I'm debating now whether to do it now. Should I give him another chance of should I cut him out of my life? I'm feeling very conflicted and I want to know what the right thing to do is. And he is the same race as me so that part is not the problem. Thanks :)
 
It only depend on you if you love him.Listen to your heart sister, l may say don't forgive but on your you feel like forgiving him. If you really love him then accept him but remember ones bitten by a snake twice shy be on your decision.good luck
On May 10, 2017 21:39, "Brooke Molina bdmolina14@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
  I'm looking to my family for advice for this because I need another opinion. My ex has come to me wanting to get back together and I wanted to have the strength to say no to him after he stabbed me in the back but he was the first person I put all of my love into. I'm afraid of getting hurt again but I don know if I should give him a second chance- if it would be the right thing to do. Father gave me a second chance. I used to be xian but realized what it was and Father accepted me when I came to Him and I know he does not want us being with those who are without which is why I look to someone here for advice. I was going to detach him from myself in a few days when I was able to but I'm debating now whether to do it now. Should I give him another chance of should I cut him out of my life? I'm feeling very conflicted and I want to know what the right thing to do is. And he is the same race as me so that part is not the problem. Thanks :)
 
Brooke, if he is Xian then yes, cut him out of your life. Being connected to people who are tied into the alien hive mind is detrimental to us advancing spiritually. ESPECIALLY one who is a lover/partner. 
 
@Molina
-He is likely no SS
-He stabbed you in the back
-Now he wants to come back to you

---- Get that fucker out of your life for your               own good

-Shael
On Wed, May 10, 2017 at 20:40, Brooke Molina bdmolina14@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   I'm looking to my family for advice for this because I need another opinion. My ex has come to me wanting to get back together and I wanted to have the strength to say no to him after he stabbed me in the back but he was the first person I put all of my love into. I'm afraid of getting hurt again but I don know if I should give him a second chance- if it would be the right thing to do. Father gave me a second chance. I used to be xian but realized what it was and Father accepted me when I came to Him and I know he does not want us being with those who are without which is why I look to someone here for advice. I was going to detach him from myself in a few days when I was able to but I'm debating now whether to do it now. Should I give him another chance of should I cut him out of my life? I'm feeling very conflicted and I want to know what the right thing to do is. And he is the same race as me so that part is not the problem. Thanks :)
 
Before I kick people out of my life I've been trying to plant seeds in people or look for potential that they too are looking to better themselves. What I started doing is showing people a video about the anunnaki and seeing if I can get them interested in the application of this knowledge. Also I've started asking people for their opinions on reincarnation and showing the studies done on it, almost pretending that I'm skeptical yet amazed by the possibility. If people start asking questions, making comments or showing interest I hold off cutting them off.

This has not changed one of my friend situations though, I have a "friend" that seems to do me more mental harm than good. I have talked a lot with her on these subjects and yesterday she said to me "Thank you for figuring all of this out because I never would have taken the time to" (This was in regards to me showing her a video on the anunnaki). Yet, I feel as if she doesn't care, so now I am not going to say another word about any of it and if she decides to come back around, I'm going to let her in, but until then my doors are closed.

Abusive people are some times just abusive, energy vampires here to hold you back. There may be a possibility that Satan brought this person back to you so you could prove your strength to yourself that you do not need him. There's a possibility cutting him out will bring someone even better if you take care of the stagnate energy. If you feel like this person deserves a chance, give it to him but look deep within yourself and ask "Is it worth it?"
 
@zola
He's not xian tho lol I don't date anyone from any of those categories. He's not religious. When it comes to that he doesn't care but my only thing is I don't know if having him back is gonna be helpful or harmful and I don't wan him dragging me down but I feel like if I cut all ties to him it would still drag me down because of the relationship we had
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On Wed, 5/10/17, zolaluckystar@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Advice
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Wednesday, May 10, 2017, 4:58 PM


 









Brooke, if he is Xian then yes, cut him out of your
life. Being connected to people who are tied into the alien
hive mind is detrimental to us advancing spiritually.
ESPECIALLY one who is a lover/partner. 










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@shaelso the 13th is 3 days after full moon. should i detach him from my soul because i know hes attached to my chakrasi just dont know how i feel about this guy now. i trust him the same way i did but i dont wanna leave him astray but he had his chance. thats why i came to you guys because sometimes i dont see who someone really is and i cant decide for myself

On Thursday, May 11, 2017 5:54 AM, "Shael shael666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  @Molina
-He is likely no SS
-He stabbed you in the back
-Now he wants to come back to you

---- Get that fucker out of your life for your               own good

-Shael
  I'm looking to my family for advice for this because I need another opinion. My ex has come to me wanting to get back together and I wanted to have the strength to say no to him after he stabbed me in the back but he was the first person I put all of my love into. I'm afraid of getting hurt again but I don know if I should give him a second chance- if it would be the right thing to do. Father gave me a second chance. I used to be xian but realized what it was and Father accepted me when I came to Him and I know he does not want us being with those who are without which is why I look to someone here for advice. I was going to detach him from myself in a few days when I was able to but I'm debating now whether to do it now. Should I give him another chance of should I cut him out of my life? I'm feeling very conflicted and I want to know what the right thing to do is. And he is the same race as me so that part is not the problem. Thanks :)

 
@mandy
Oh damn. That makes me second guess myself. I don't want to be weak because I took him back but he is interested by the occult and i feel like he could be a positive influence and there are some I different races who I once liked and they want a relationship so I'm forgetting about them. If it goes for the worst I will cut him out of my life but he seems to be a positive influence right now and well I just don't know anymore
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On Thu, 5/11/17, mandyb143@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Advice
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, May 11, 2017, 9:10 AM


 









Before I kick people out of my life I've been
trying to plant seeds in people or look for potential that
they too are looking to better themselves. What I started
doing is showing people a video about the anunnaki and
seeing if I can get them interested in the application of
this knowledge. Also I've started asking people for
their opinions on reincarnation and showing the studies done
on it, almost pretending that I'm skeptical yet amazed
by the possibility. If people start asking questions, making
comments or showing interest I hold off cutting them off.

This has not changed one of my
friend situations though, I have a "friend" that
seems to do me more mental harm than good. I have talked a
lot with her on these subjects and yesterday she said to me
"Thank you for figuring all of this out because I never
would have taken the time to" (This was in regards to
me showing her a video on the anunnaki). Yet, I feel as if
she doesn't care, so now I am not going to say another
word about any of it and if she decides to come back around,
I'm going to let her in, but until then my doors are
closed.

Abusive people are
some times just abusive, energy vampires here to hold you

back. There may be a possibility that Satan brought this
person back to you so you could prove your strength to
yourself that you do not need him. There's a possibility
cutting him out will bring someone even better if you take
care of the stagnate energy. If you feel like this person
deserves a chance, give it to him but look deep within
yourself and ask "Is it worth it?"









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@brooke. IMPORTANT READ NOW!!! 
You are being attacked!!! The enemy is very good at knowing our weaknesses. Very good at using them against us.
You seem to be in a difficult place with several people in your life. You won't be able to advance spiritually if you're constantly being distracted or challenged by them [the joos' stuff]. This is what the enemy wants. They want you back!
Right now you should be concentrating on getting your life in order. Do the ritual Deciple suggested. Include this ex. Also, clean him [the ex] from your soul [link below]. If he should be with you, then trust Satan to send him back LATER when you're more capable to cope. 
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... html&nbsp;

YOU ARE BEING ATTACKED!!! Major! And if you continue to entertain this stuff, you will fall back into the enemy's muck! 
You/your pets/your friends/your family/any one you care about could end up being killed or go insane! The enemy is not beyond pulling others into the muck then telling you it's your fault! Think life was difficult before? Get ready for it to be magnified! Or stop to stop it all.
Remember, workings are not a one shot deal. The enemy WILL throw things at you. To bring you back. Like this ex.
Do Deciples working every day for at least 40 days. Just as he said to do it. Your life depends on it!!! If you feel yourself slipping because of the enemy's trash-bombs [like this ex] then change directions by doing an RTR, void meditations, write a poem to Satan, void meditations... Don't give the enemy any place in your life.
You're still strong enough to take care of this problem. Now! Later WILL be too late.
"Let nothing stop you. Not even yourself."  Satan - the Al-JilWah
Hail SatanHail Lilith
Dehna

Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android
On Fri, May 12, 2017 at 10:57 AM, Brooke Molina bdmolina14@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   @shaelso the 13th is 3 days after full moon. should i detach him from my soul because i know hes attached to my chakrasi just dont know how i feel about this guy now. i trust him the same way i did but i dont wanna leave him astray but he had his chance. thats why i came to you guys because sometimes i dont see who someone really is and i cant decide for myself

On Thursday, May 11, 2017 5:54 AM, "Shael shael666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  @Molina
-He is likely no SS
-He stabbed you in the back
-Now he wants to come back to you

---- Get that fucker out of your life for your               own good

-Shael
  I'm looking to my family for advice for this because I need another opinion. My ex has come to me wanting to get back together and I wanted to have the strength to say no to him after he stabbed me in the back but he was the first person I put all of my love into. I'm afraid of getting hurt again but I don know if I should give him a second chance- if it would be the right thing to do. Father gave me a second chance. I used to be xian but realized what it was and Father accepted me when I came to Him and I know he does not want us being with those who are without which is why I look to someone here for advice. I was going to detach him from myself in a few days when I was able to but I'm debating now whether to do it now. Should I give him another chance of should I cut him out of my life? I'm feeling very conflicted and I want to know what the right thing to do is. And he is the same race as me so that part is not the problem. Thanks :)
 
@Molina
That's ultimately your choice, but in my opinion, it's a big fat yes. As a general heads-up for you and everyone else here -- it's not a good idea to get into relationships with non-satanists. The only exception is when you are 100% sure that the person in question can be easily converted to satanism. Ofcourse you are free to do how you please, that's just my personal advice on this matter.

-Shael

Thou shalt gather with your left, and bind with your right.
You made sacrifice for power, with power thou shalt fight.

Hail Father Satan!
On Fri, May 12, 2017 at 16:58, Brooke Molina bdmolina14@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   @shaelso the 13th is 3 days after full moon. should i detach him from my soul because i know hes attached to my chakrasi just dont know how i feel about this guy now. i trust him the same way i did but i dont wanna leave him astray but he had his chance. thats why i came to you guys because sometimes i dont see who someone really is and i cant decide for myself

On Thursday, May 11, 2017 5:54 AM, "Shael shael666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  @Molina
-He is likely no SS
-He stabbed you in the back
-Now he wants to come back to you

---- Get that fucker out of your life for your               own good

-Shael
  I'm looking to my family for advice for this because I need another opinion. My ex has come to me wanting to get back together and I wanted to have the strength to say no to him after he stabbed me in the back but he was the first person I put all of my love into. I'm afraid of getting hurt again but I don know if I should give him a second chance- if it would be the right thing to do. Father gave me a second chance. I used to be xian but realized what it was and Father accepted me when I came to Him and I know he does not want us being with those who are without which is why I look to someone here for advice. I was going to detach him from myself in a few days when I was able to but I'm debating now whether to do it now. Should I give him another chance of should I cut him out of my life? I'm feeling very conflicted and I want to know what the right thing to do is. And he is the same race as me so that part is not the problem. Thanks :)
 
People whom are linked to you drain you. If you have a lot of peoople you can work on your chakras all you want but nothings is happening because youre getting drained all the time.

If you keep talking to the person and he is genuine the links can and most limely will come back.

If you cut someone out do it permanently.

The choice is hours. You say you cant judge something well, but that is either due to lack of experience or because you are insecure about it. Trust in yourself that you do best what is for you and not that you do best for someone else.

There is someone Ive known for 5 years. And this person always just left without saying a word. Eventually you get used to it but the other day he was online and then he jhst wouldnt say a darn word. Plus I got this feeling that he thought this 'ugh.. I hate/really dont want to talk to her right now. Without even taking the time to explain why. I have asked though. But no concrete reply and aside from literally 5 sentences and silently playing a game I havent heard anything from him.

I am done with it. He got my attention but never gave something back and when I make a point about it this dude doesnt even say one single word.
Those kind of people you do not need in your life. Friendship is not one sided neither are relationships.
 
@taolvanswd
What if he can be converted tho? He wouldn't be a leech or a negative influence if he is one of us and he's not an xian. Maybe there is still a fighting chance and my gut is telling me that if he was one of us things we be alot better. Thanks you all for your advice and help
--------------------------------------------
On Sat, 5/13/17, taolvanswd@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Advice
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Saturday, May 13, 2017, 7:43 AM


 









People whom are linked to you drain you. If you
have a lot of peoople you can work on your chakras all you
want but nothings is happening because youre getting drained
all the time.



If you keep talking to the person and he is genuine the
links can and most limely will come back.



If you cut someone out do it permanently.



The choice is hours. You say you cant judge something well,
but that is either due to lack of experience or because you
are insecure about it. Trust in yourself that you do best
what is for you and not that you do best for someone
else.



There is someone Ive known for 5 years. And this person
always just left without saying a word. Eventually you get
used to it but the other day he was online and then he jhst
wouldnt say a darn word. Plus I got this feeling that he

thought this 'ugh.. I hate/really dont want to talk to
her right now. Without even taking the time to explain why.
I have asked though. But no concrete reply and aside from
literally 5 sentences and silently playing a game I havent
heard anything from him.



I am done with it. He got my attention but never gave
something back and when I make a point about it this dude
doesnt even say one single word.

Those kind of people you do not need in your life.
Friendship is not one sided neither are relationships.









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@Molina
It's an enemy mind trick. Please don't fall for it.Don't try to pull other people out of the shit they are in when you still have serious stuff to do about your own situation. 

-Shael

Thou shalt gather with your left, and bind with your right.
After sacrifice for power, with power thou shalt fight.

Hail Father Satan!
On Tue, May 16, 2017 at 8:23, Brooke Molina bdmolina14@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   @taolvanswd
What if he can be converted tho? He wouldn't be a leech or a negative influence if he is one of us and he's not an xian. Maybe there is still a fighting chance and my gut is telling me that if he was one of us things we be alot better. Thanks you all for your advice and help
--------------------------------------------
On Sat, 5/13/17, taolvanswd@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Advice
To: [email protected]
Date: Saturday, May 13, 2017, 7:43 AM


 









People whom are linked to you drain you. If you
have a lot of peoople you can work on your chakras all you
want but nothings is happening because youre getting drained
all the time.



If you keep talking to the person and he is genuine the
links can and most limely will come back.



If you cut someone out do it permanently.



The choice is hours. You say you cant judge something well,
but that is either due to lack of experience or because you
are insecure about it. Trust in yourself that you do best
what is for you and not that you do best for someone
else.



There is someone Ive known for 5 years. And this person
always just left without saying a word. Eventually you get
used to it but the other day he was online and then he jhst
wouldnt say a darn word. Plus I got this feeling that he

thought this 'ugh.. I hate/really dont want to talk to
her right now. Without even taking the time to explain why.
I have asked though. But no concrete reply and aside from
literally 5 sentences and silently playing a game I havent
heard anything from him.



I am done with it. He got my attention but never gave
something back and when I make a point about it this dude
doesnt even say one single word.

Those kind of people you do not need in your life.
Friendship is not one sided neither are relationships.









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@Brooke:

Conversion connotates that he must be persuaded. If he must be persuaded, his heart won't be in it as it should be. I'm sorry to be so blunt, but I think you're grasping at straws and making this harder on yourself. There should be nothing that you need to change about someone to be with them.

Just keep your head up and be strong. The more you grow in power and wisdom and the more you fundamentally understand yourself, the more you'll see what's good for you.

Father Satan will help you to find what makes you happy and whole, because he loves you.

Hail Satan!
 
I have to agree with shael though.. Thia guy does 1 not even show interest in me in being my friend.
Then when I mentioned witchcraft he says yeah my mom is a wiccan or into that or something..
And third. He loves cars. To race to build and he doesnt even care a bit for the envirionment. Its always his car hes talking about and all erg e thinks that makes his life better would be having a girl to have sex with basically.

So no thx im not taking him back. Waste of time.
 
Throughout my life, Ive encountered strangers who called themselves mediums who knew things about myself and experiences that no one else knows. They told me I have a powerful energy that is attracting darkness and demons to me, and out of fear I used every bit of energy I could to cast them out. In doing so, it felt like I lost a part of myself and I had never felt more alone. It made me realize that what people considered to be "darkness" around and inside of me, was bringing me strength, hope, and comfort. In every aspect of my life, it has always been the only thing there for me. Ive always been drawn to what most consider to be dark or evil. The idea of Satanism always called to me, and after being in a Christian home, it made me question everything I had been taught about God and Satan. It felt like whenever I called on the "darkness" it answered, while every time I called on God, I felt ignored. The thoughts and questions I had, were answered and mirrored on the JOS website. I recently performed the ritual renouncing past allegiances and accepting Satan Lucifer as my one true god and all demons of hell. I feel it in my heart that its the right path and the way I should be living my life. It felt like a spiritual awakening but now, I don't know where to go from here. I've been reading about the meditations and I'm still left wondering where I should start and how to start. I feel a bit stupid for admitting this but its like the more I read about how to start, the more confused I get. I guess I'm looking for guidance, I know this is the path for me and the right way to live my life, but I dont know how to go about it in the right way or if I even did the ritual the right way. I didnt have a black, blue, or red candle, I used the candle I lit on the night my mom took her own life. A candle I haven't used since that night 12 years ago. Im not in an environment where I can meditate freely or even admit that Satan is my one true God. How do you go about practicing Spiritual Satanism in an environment where anything unChristian is condemned? I can still feel the influence of the enemy, from music neighbors play, to people I encounter and live with preaching about it daily. It doesnt make me question my decision, just how I go about strengthening my relationship with Satan and the demons who have been there for me my entire life, when every time I try, there are interruptions and life situations that seem to hinder it. Im sorry for this being so long, but any guidance would be deeply appreciated.
 
You could begin the 40 day meditation empowerment program.it is for new and inexperienced members. Use the search box and type 40 day meditation empowerment program,you should find other members posts linking ttoo it.
 
Throughout my life, Ive encountered strangers who called themselves mediums who knew things about myself and experiences that no one else knows. They told me I have a powerful energy that is attracting darkness and demons to me, and out of fear I used every bit of energy I could to cast them out. In doing so, it felt like I lost a part of myself and I had never felt more alone. It made me realize that what people considered to be "darkness" around and inside of me, was bringing me strength, hope, and comfort. In every aspect of my life, it has always been the only thing there for me. Ive always been drawn to what most consider to be dark or evil. The idea of Satanism always called to me, and after being in a Christian home, it made me question everything I had been taught about God and Satan. It felt like whenever I called on the "darkness" it answered, while every time I called on God, I felt ignored. The thoughts and questions I had, were answered and mirrored on the JOS website. I recently performed the ritual renouncing past allegiances and accepting Satan Lucifer as my one true god and all demons of hell. I feel it in my heart that its the right path and the way I should be living my life. It felt like a spiritual awakening but now, I don't know where to go from here. I've been reading about the meditations and I'm still left wondering where I should start and how to start. I feel a bit stupid for admitting this but its like the more I read about how to start, the more confused I get. I guess I'm looking for guidance, I know this is the path for me and the right way to live my life, but I dont know how to go about it in the right way or if I even did the ritual the right way. I didnt have a black, blue, or red candle, I used the candle I lit on the night my mom took her own life. A candle I haven't used since that night 12 years ago. Im not in an environment where I can meditate freely or even admit that Satan is my one true God. How do you go about practicing Spiritual Satanism in an environment where anything unChristian is condemned? I can still feel the influence of the enemy, from music neighbors play, to people I encounter and live with preaching about it daily. It doesnt make me question my decision, just how I go about strengthening my relationship with Satan and the demons who have been there for me my entire life, when every time I try, there are interruptions and life situations that seem to hinder it. Im sorry for this being so long, but any guidance would be deeply appreciated
 
Hey,
Though this may be pretty general, would strongly advise reading various grimwars, or other documents that will give you info on how to summon and communicate with demons. The key of solomon is a good book to start with, and ive found the work of             E.A. Koetting on become a living god.com very informative, even though his philosophy seems to be slightly different. Hope some of this helps. The see of information out there can be pretty overwhelming. Also definetly found just medditating and focussing upon demons a good way to strenghthen the alighance with the darker side of the spirtual realm. 
On Sunday, October 21, 2018, 10:07:12 PM GMT+1, fselina21@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

  Throughout my life, Ive encountered strangers who called themselves mediums who knew things about myself and experiences that no one else knows. They told me I have a powerful energy that is attracting darkness and demons to me, and out of fear I used every bit of energy I could to cast them out. In doing so, it felt like I lost a part of myself and I had never felt more alone. It made me realize that what people considered to be "darkness" around and inside of me, was bringing me strength, hope, and comfort. In every aspect of my life, it has always been the only thing there for me. Ive always been drawn to what most consider to be dark or evil. The idea of Satanism always called to me, and after being in a Christian home, it made me question everything I had been taught about God and Satan. It felt like whenever I called on the "darkness" it answered, while every time I called on God, I felt ignored. The thoughts and questions I had, were answered and mirrored on the JOS website. I recently performed the ritual renouncing past allegiances and accepting Satan Lucifer as my one true god and all demons of hell. I feel it in my heart that its the right path and the way I should be living my life. It felt like a spiritual awakening but now, I don't know where to go from here. I've been reading about the meditations and I'm still left wondering where I should start and how to start. I feel a bit stupid for admitting this but its like the more I read about how to start, the more confused I get. I guess I'm looking for guidance, I know this is the path for me and the right way to live my life, but I dont know how to go about it in the right way or if I even did the ritual the right way. I didnt have a black, blue, or red candle, I used the candle I lit on the night my mom took her own life. A candle I haven't used since that night 12 years ago. Im not in an environment where I can meditate freely or even admit that Satan is my one true God. How do you go about practicing Spiritual Satanism in an environment where anything unChristian is condemned? I can still feel the influence of the enemy, from music neighbors play, to people I encounter and live with preaching about it daily. It doesnt make me question my decision, just how I go about strengthening my relationship with Satan and the demons who have been there for me my entire life, when every time I try, there are interruptions and life situations that seem to hinder it. Im sorry for this being so long, but any guidance would be deeply appreciated.
 
All of the information that you need is provided on the Joy of Satan and its linked websites.  Don't listen to anyone who recommends or has a favorable attitude towards anti-Satanic grimoires, such as the Key of Solomon, and other Jewish TRASH.  Anyone who calls themselves a "Satanist," but has anything to do with this, or the works of Aleister Crowley or Michael W. Ford, are not Satanists, whatsoever.  In Satanism -- the real thing -- there is no higher God than Satan.
Also, although our Gods [Demons] project their astral bodies when they appear before us, the real Demons are not spirits.  9 out of 10 times, the traditional methods for summoning Demons of the Goetia invite someone or something that isn't the Demon that is being coerced into appearing through Jewish-written curses and threats.  Hence many complaints from non-Satanists who had a terrifying experience as a result of the Jewish methods.
Satanism has nothing to do with spiritual darkness.  This is not my own opinion, but a Satanic fact.
Anyone who advocates or has any sympathies for Jewish magick, such as the Key of Solomon, or bullshit about Satan and Satanism being about "evil" and/or "darkness" will be banned immediately.
666/88!!
High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com
http://gbltthulesociety666.angelfire.com/about/


---In [email protected], <jayorfor@... wrote :

Hey,
Though this may be pretty general, would strongly advise reading various grimwars, or other documents that will give you info on how to summon and communicate with demons. The key of solomon is a good book to start with, and ive found the work of             E.A. Koetting on become a living god.com very informative, even though his philosophy seems to be slightly different. Hope some of this helps. The see of information out there can be pretty overwhelming. Also definetly found just medditating and focussing upon demons a good way to strenghthen the alighance with the darker side of the spirtual realm. 
On Sunday, October 21, 2018, 10:07:12 PM GMT+1, fselina21@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

 Throughout my life, Ive encountered strangers who called themselves mediums who knew things about myself and experiences that no one else knows. They told me I have a powerful energy that is attracting darkness and demons to me, and out of fear I used every bit of energy I could to cast them out. In doing so, it felt like I lost a part of myself and I had never felt more alone. It made me realize that what people considered to be "darkness" around and inside of me, was bringing me strength, hope, and comfort. In every aspect of my life, it has always been the only thing there for me. Ive always been drawn to what most consider to be dark or evil. The idea of Satanism always called to me, and after being in a Christian home, it made me question everything I had been taught about God and Satan. It felt like whenever I called on the "darkness" it answered, while every time I called on God, I felt ignored. The thoughts and questions I had, were answered and mirrored on the JOS website. I recently performed the ritual renouncing past allegiances and accepting Satan Lucifer as my one true god and all demons of hell. I feel it in my heart that its the right path and the way I should be living my life. It felt like a spiritual awakening but now, I don't know where to go from here. I've been reading about the meditations and I'm still left wondering where I should start and how to start. I feel a bit stupid for admitting this but its like the more I read about how to start, the more confused I get. I guess I'm looking for guidance, I know this is the path for me and the right way to live my life, but I dont know how to go about it in the right way or if I even did the ritual the right way. I didnt have a black, blue, or red candle, I used the candle I lit on the night my mom took her own life. A candle I haven't used since that night 12 years ago. Im not in an environment where I can meditate freely or even admit that Satan is my one true God. How do you go about practicing Spiritual Satanism in an environment where anything unChristian is condemned? I can still feel the influence of the enemy, from music neighbors play, to people I encounter and live with preaching about it daily. It doesnt make me question my decision, just how I go about strengthening my relationship with Satan and the demons who have been there for me my entire life, when every time I try, there are interruptions and life situations that seem to hinder it. Im sorry for this being so long, but any guidance would be deeply appreciated.
 
I found the link to the 40 day self empowerment programm and it is what I have been looking for. Just the right way to start. I dont have anyone to talk to or teach me about this and I really want to do everything the right way. The joy of ministries website is extremely helpful I just get confused easily. Im sorry I referred to things as "darkness" I was only trying to explain why I was having difficulties. I meant no disrespect.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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