Advice on Dealing with Strange Entity/Psychic Vampire?

[Infernal1]

I don't remember most of my dreams yet I had one recently where someone that I know (a surface-level friend/acquaintance) kept on telling me things to the effect of 'you need to try this and to do that; that you are a kind and smart person who most people envy. Because of this, people will deliberately try to break you down. I'm not like those people.' (*Taking place in a mall) ...'You should buy this face cream.' Upon expressing no interest the young woman insisted 'C'mon, don't you trust me? I promise you'll notice improvements.'... At this point, not wishing to make that friend feel distrusted (since IRL she's someone that I respect), I conceded to buying it against my better judgement.

I then stirred to wakefulness and I had this sudden vivid feeling and image of some tall, dark and malevolent shadowy figure standing directly outside my closed bedroom door. I can't verily well be sure what it looked like yet for some odd reason I have this impression in my mind that it resembled something akin to those creatures in the movie 'Alien' with no visible eyes, elongated skulls & faces and jagged teeth.

I was away from the path I regret to say yet last week I have made a full return. I had been falling into traps of drinking at the pub and using things that enter into individuals' noses which I feel beyond remorseful about... having encountered near-genius level people into it who had much more money than myself caused my retarded level of curiosity to explore it; however, what little momentary mental and emotional boost it offered was further overshadowed by a lack of sleep, appetite and emotional instability. I do feel blessed and I thank the Gods that I was able to stop without any withdrawal symptoms or cravings. Mind over matter is truly something extraordinary.

To present I'm back to complete self-betterment and advancement albeit it's been hard to get the momentum back that I once had. Given that I appear to have an unwanted visitor now too (to some degree possibly attributable to living with hardcore xians), I'm thinking that daily RTRs, cleaning and AoP may fall short. What extra work can I do? Binding rituals? God rituals? Runes? Any advice would be more than appreciated and I apologize for my verbosity. (I tend to communicate in a way similar to pre-20th-century writers).


Hail Satan & forever live TempleofZeus

 

[Henu the Great]

To present I'm back to complete self-betterment and advancement albeit it's been hard to get the momentum back that I once had. Given that I appear to have an unwanted visitor now too (to some degree possibly attributable to living with hardcore xians), I'm thinking that daily RTRs, cleaning and AoP may fall short. What extra work can I do? Binding rituals? God rituals? Runes? Any advice would be more than appreciated and I apologize for my verbosity. (I tend to communicate in a way similar to pre-20th-century writers).

Welcome back.

The most important thing is not what, but how. And how? Consistently, all the time. That yields the best results.

I would start with something as simple as Returning Curses 1&2 with lots of yoga asana practice to heal from inaction and the like you have experienced. God rituals as you see fit in your personal situation will surely help among cleaning and protection meditations. From there you can introduce more and more until you are satisfied with your daily routine.

 

[Infernal1]

Welcome back.

The most important thing is not what, but how. And how? Consistently, all the time. That yields the best results.

I would start with something as simple as Returning Curses 1&2 with lots of yoga asana practice to heal from inaction and the like you have experienced. God rituals as you see fit in your personal situation will surely help among cleaning and protection meditations. From there you can introduce more and more until you are satisfied with your daily routine.

I will make that (consistently) my top focus for sure and I thank you for sharing your great insights Henu!

I began my 6th chakra opening tonight and only got to 64 reps (4 x 16 out of the 16 x 16; 25%) before feeling too sleepy as it was a work day. I woke up from a nap and I'll try starting it over from the beginning as I suspect this would be more effective than breaking sessions into parts.

That said it was a great primer. I feel a difference already which surprises me! It's as though my mind is clearer, calmer and sharper whilst my feeling and visualization of the 6th chakra (shape & colour) progressively improved during meditation. It is astounding to me how real and powerful these gifts given to us are. No more excuses. I refuse to fall into the stupid escapisms that friends/family/99.9+% of people around me do. A few days away from meditation and being surrounded by such things only leads to bad things happening to me since (although I hate to admit it) I am one whom struggles immensely with saying no. Uncle (for example) says have some wine at Christmas - I say 'sure, why not' - and next thing I know my glass continues to get refilled before I can even blink. Gestures of kindness and goodwill in our world are more oft than not a detriment very sadly.

All things considered, I can't imagine what might happen if I had been more advanced. As a poor example... let's say (albeit this would never happen) HP Hooded Cobra decided to be a party animal for a week... correct me if I'm wrong but would such result in horrendous outcomes to such a soul? It feels to me as though the higher one climbs the harder they can fall and this herein is just one of the reasons that I'll treasure your advice regarding consistency very close to my heart. I think I recall stories of one early HP... (Mageson? Or Shannon?)... They were said to had gotten into some sort of drugs and had lost all sensibility, i.e literally losing their mind.


Also, thank you genuinely for a kind welcoming back. My long overdue return brings such a joy to my very being that words simply cannot convey it. May you eternally be blessed in the divine light of Satya!

 

[Henu the Great]

I will make that (consistently) my top focus for sure and I thank you for sharing your great insights Henu!

I began my 6th chakra opening tonight and only got to 64 reps (4 x 16 out of the 16 x 16; 25%) before feeling too sleepy as it was a work day. I woke up from a nap and I'll try starting it over from the beginning as I suspect this would be more effective than breaking sessions into parts.

I don't know where you got those numbers, but that is too much for the initial opening meditation. The 6th chakra would consist of 16 repetitions for one session.

That said it was a great primer. I feel a difference already which surprises me! It's as though my mind is clearer, calmer and sharper whilst my feeling and visualization of the 6th chakra (shape & colour) progressively improved during meditation. It is astounding to me how real and powerful these gifts given to us are.

Excellent, keep at it.

Uncle (for example) says have some wine at Christmas - I say 'sure, why not' - and next thing I know my glass continues to get refilled before I can even blink. Gestures of kindness and goodwill in our world are more oft than not a detriment very sadly.

Learning to build boundaries goes a long way. However, a glass of wine or some other similar alcoholic beverage is not hindering anyone under normal circumstances.

All things considered, I can't imagine what might happen if I had been more advanced. As a poor example... let's say (albeit this would never happen) HP Hooded Cobra decided to be a party animal for a week... correct me if I'm wrong but would such result in horrendous outcomes to such a soul? It feels to me as though the higher one climbs the harder they can fall and this herein is just one of the reasons that I'll treasure your advice regarding consistency very close to my heart. I think I recall stories of one early HP... (Mageson? Or Shannon?)... They were said to had gotten into some sort of drugs and had lost all sensibility, i.e literally losing their mind.

People of such caliber do not even entertain such ideas, no worries. And you will not either once you get to a level where you understand the consequences of your actions at the moment clearly.

Also, thank you genuinely for a kind welcoming back. My long overdue return brings such a joy to my very being that words simply cannot convey it. May you eternally be blessed in the divine light of Satya!

You too.