I have been researching and studying satanism for a while. I was trying to look into more in depth infromation on it if I can be provided with it. I have yet to dedicate myself but am committed to do so when the time is right i am not under age but however am 18 and still live under my parents rule. I can't freely study this at will as well as do or practice rituals or many time for meditation. Therefore I can't actually buy books so my resources are through the internet. I will take any advice and of course decide for myself what is the best path for me to take as long as it is in what you tell me.