Night Wish
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Hi brothers and sisters! I am Night Wish. I am still new here, as I joined this website about a year or so ago (or less, I can't remember an exact date), and this is my very first question I am about to post. So, this question just now came to mind when I thought of a recent psychic experience with Father last night. This experience was sad but sincere (I'll share this a little later below), and this experience gave me an idea to potentially write a book about past (and future) experiences with him. The point of this potential future book would not only be to share my personal experiences to other Satanists out there, but it would also include reminders as well as what I learned from them too. Do you think this would be a wise idea, to write a book about this and publish it one day, or is it recommended that I keep these experiences between my brothers, sisters, and I within the JOS website? I am open to any and all sorts of advice, and I love to hear your feedback!
For those who are curious about my first psychic experience with Father Satan, you can read below, but you are not required to do so. Also, please be mindful that I do write a LOT, as I love to write:
-- Yesterday evening, before sundown, it was still Imbolc (I think, as I read that Imbolc was from the 1st of February until sundown on the 2nd this year, but please feel free to inform me if this was inaccurate), and I had a reminder set on my digital calender to write a prayer to Father Satan during this time. Yesterday was very busy, and instead of writing Satan a prayer during my spare time, I decided to workout. While I understand that exercise is very important for both the body and soul, I also know that keeping promises for our gods of worship is extremely important, as this proves how reliable and loyal we are, as for anyone else in the material world too.
Later that evening yesterday, before sundown, I felt three gentle finger taps on my right arm within a short time span. When I looked and saw there was nothing there each time, I knew it had to of been Father Satan trying to receive my attention. My intuition kicked in on the first tap. However, despite my intuition, I did not exactly know what Satan was trying to tell me (as I am still a novice witch, and I have much to learn), and this was during the point I had totally forgot to fulfill my promise. Another thing I experienced yesterday, is that soon after I climbed into bed, and was still awake for sometime, I felt as if I was forgetting something. Abruptly, I heard ringing in my right ear (I read somewhere that this is sometimes a spiritual indication that a message from a deity is on it's way), and though I do not have a condition called Tinnitus, my intuition kicked into high gear to listen. Suddenly, I began to feel deep sorrowful emotions run through me, and I didn't just feel them within my mind, but I felt them within my heart (though, the throat chakra ACTUALLY rules emotions among other aspects, as you feel emotions within your throat more than anywhere else, metaphorically, my "heart felt heavy," in a sense). I did not know why exactly I felt the way I did at first, considering I haven't been depressed for quite a long time, but after a minute of processing, I knew that Father Satan was, within that moment, communicating with me. He was doing this by connecting his inner thoughts and feelings to both my mind and body! As intriguing as this was (as this was my first experience with direct communication with him), I felt terrible after realizing that I did not yet fulfill my promise! After saying psychically "I'm sorry" and "I love you, Satan," to him with deep regret, I felt my sorrows vanish, as I felt his forgiveness deep within, but I still felt bad, in a way. On the other hand, today is a new day as of now, and this does NOT stop me from making it up to him. Thus, I will write and recite my prayer that I owe Father today, and I am going to try harder to stick with my plans I have for the rest of the Wheel of the Year!
For those who are curious about my first psychic experience with Father Satan, you can read below, but you are not required to do so. Also, please be mindful that I do write a LOT, as I love to write:
-- Yesterday evening, before sundown, it was still Imbolc (I think, as I read that Imbolc was from the 1st of February until sundown on the 2nd this year, but please feel free to inform me if this was inaccurate), and I had a reminder set on my digital calender to write a prayer to Father Satan during this time. Yesterday was very busy, and instead of writing Satan a prayer during my spare time, I decided to workout. While I understand that exercise is very important for both the body and soul, I also know that keeping promises for our gods of worship is extremely important, as this proves how reliable and loyal we are, as for anyone else in the material world too.
Later that evening yesterday, before sundown, I felt three gentle finger taps on my right arm within a short time span. When I looked and saw there was nothing there each time, I knew it had to of been Father Satan trying to receive my attention. My intuition kicked in on the first tap. However, despite my intuition, I did not exactly know what Satan was trying to tell me (as I am still a novice witch, and I have much to learn), and this was during the point I had totally forgot to fulfill my promise. Another thing I experienced yesterday, is that soon after I climbed into bed, and was still awake for sometime, I felt as if I was forgetting something. Abruptly, I heard ringing in my right ear (I read somewhere that this is sometimes a spiritual indication that a message from a deity is on it's way), and though I do not have a condition called Tinnitus, my intuition kicked into high gear to listen. Suddenly, I began to feel deep sorrowful emotions run through me, and I didn't just feel them within my mind, but I felt them within my heart (though, the throat chakra ACTUALLY rules emotions among other aspects, as you feel emotions within your throat more than anywhere else, metaphorically, my "heart felt heavy," in a sense). I did not know why exactly I felt the way I did at first, considering I haven't been depressed for quite a long time, but after a minute of processing, I knew that Father Satan was, within that moment, communicating with me. He was doing this by connecting his inner thoughts and feelings to both my mind and body! As intriguing as this was (as this was my first experience with direct communication with him), I felt terrible after realizing that I did not yet fulfill my promise! After saying psychically "I'm sorry" and "I love you, Satan," to him with deep regret, I felt my sorrows vanish, as I felt his forgiveness deep within, but I still felt bad, in a way. On the other hand, today is a new day as of now, and this does NOT stop me from making it up to him. Thus, I will write and recite my prayer that I owe Father today, and I am going to try harder to stick with my plans I have for the rest of the Wheel of the Year!