angryshaman666
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I know we were told to do 3 of each and this means both but after doing my algiz protection meditation, then 27 reps of the first RTR and then my other meditations I dont have any energy left to do the second RTR.
I was literally BOILING from all the energy I built up doing my other meditations and then that first 3 RTR's stacked into 27 reps.
doing that twice a day is still sad to say beyond me.
If I did them all and sacrificed my other meditations my aura would be too filthy for me to function.
Should I just do the communications RTR 3 times one day and the other one the next day and just alternate?
doing 3x both RTR's is too much energy for even ME to handle and I can usually handle insane amounts of energy!
108 counts of any mantra is just an average meditation for me but these RTR's take me 50 minutes each if I do them 3 times.
Even my voice starts to crack after about 40 minutes straight.
I feel so ashamed of this failure.....I know I generated INSANE amounts of energy on every meditation and RTR but it left me totally fried and even nauseous with the negative energy I was working against.
Any more RTR's would unbalance me and negate my aura of protection.
I think all anyone can do is as much as we can but I'm at my limit here.
Going past that threshold is dangerous at my current level of development.
I will of course still do as much as I can but 3 of the first ritual and 3 of the other one all in one day is overloading me big time.
I can't neglect my other meditations either or everything else will fall apart too.
108 ALGIZ in the morning for protection meditation
15 ALGIZ before every meditation and RTR
108 THOTH into the 6th chakra at least once a day.
SATANAS before every meditation and between every mantra.
27x RTR
The RTR's really are that powerful.
I will continue this schedule for the next month or until we get new orders, increasing my reps where I can do so SAFELY.
HAIL SATAN!
GLORY TO THE GODS OF HELL!
I was literally BOILING from all the energy I built up doing my other meditations and then that first 3 RTR's stacked into 27 reps.
doing that twice a day is still sad to say beyond me.
If I did them all and sacrificed my other meditations my aura would be too filthy for me to function.
Should I just do the communications RTR 3 times one day and the other one the next day and just alternate?
doing 3x both RTR's is too much energy for even ME to handle and I can usually handle insane amounts of energy!
108 counts of any mantra is just an average meditation for me but these RTR's take me 50 minutes each if I do them 3 times.
Even my voice starts to crack after about 40 minutes straight.
I feel so ashamed of this failure.....I know I generated INSANE amounts of energy on every meditation and RTR but it left me totally fried and even nauseous with the negative energy I was working against.
Any more RTR's would unbalance me and negate my aura of protection.
I think all anyone can do is as much as we can but I'm at my limit here.
Going past that threshold is dangerous at my current level of development.
I will of course still do as much as I can but 3 of the first ritual and 3 of the other one all in one day is overloading me big time.
I can't neglect my other meditations either or everything else will fall apart too.
108 ALGIZ in the morning for protection meditation
15 ALGIZ before every meditation and RTR
108 THOTH into the 6th chakra at least once a day.
SATANAS before every meditation and between every mantra.
27x RTR
The RTR's really are that powerful.
I will continue this schedule for the next month or until we get new orders, increasing my reps where I can do so SAFELY.
HAIL SATAN!
GLORY TO THE GODS OF HELL!