About Satanism

[qualine]

Hello Friends,
So I have a few question.. I've been decided myself of our father, Satan's side last year october. I've been practice the Spiritual warface traaining program, and also practice how to do meditations, and working with runes.. and yeah, also tried to make connection with 2 demons.
I had a privacy problem, and I worked on that with runes, meditations, reinforcing and I also asked for help from Satan, Amon and Dantalion.
I was very happy when I did meditations or something about satanism.
The problem is that I quit when my problems was solved and my life turned in the right direction. I did not do meditations or anything for my order to progress.
I want to start this again.. I want to improve my skills and everything. 
What do you think? Our Father isn't angry on me or something because I didn't do anything for 1 year? Can I start again everything, and verify to Satan that I think seriously this? 

Thanks for answering and sorry for my english.

Hail Satan 

 

[blackmoon0343]

Just start doing daily power meditation again and do not stop once your life becomes better or when you got what you wanted.

 

[qualine]

Thanks for the answer. I'll do everything I can

 

[Yog Sothoth]

You stop meditating once you become a God. 

On Saturday, December 6, 2014 10:25 AM, "blackmoon0343@... [HellsArmy666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Just start doing daily power meditation again and do not stop once your life becomes better or when you got what you wanted.

 

[Light Yagami]

Welcome. No, Satan is not angry. He is really extremely understanding, I am telling you from my own experience. I suggest you to start meditating again and this time do *NOT* stop! Meditate again from the beginning, open your chakras again etc (unfortunately if we do not meditate then our chakras close again). Build a powerful aura of protection around you and don't ever ever stop. Here, we are changing this planet, we are standing proud for doing Satan's Work. Be proud and be a part of this. We all have our own share of mistakes. I too had abandoned meditating for a long long time. But I started again. And I have offered so much to the Gods, I am very very happy. The Gods as well have helped me *tremendously*... You have no idea... I am so thankful and happy that I returned here. So I advice you to, to start again!
Also, try to remember what was really the reason you stopped meditating all of a sudden... Were you doing your protection properly? Try to eliminate the reasons that made you stop meditating so that it won't happen again. Be cautious and stand strong.HAIL SATAN!!

Στις 7:56 μ.μ. Σάββατο, 6 Δεκεμβρίου 2014, ο/η "klaxxa@... [HellsArmy666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  Hello Friends,
So I have a few question.. I've been decided myself of our father, Satan's side last year october. I've been practice the Spiritual warface traaining program, and also practice how to do meditations, and working with runes.. and yeah, also tried to make connection with 2 demons.
I had a privacy problem, and I worked on that with runes, meditations, reinforcing and I also asked for help from Satan, Amon and Dantalion.
I was very happy when I did meditations or something about satanism.
The problem is that I quit when my problems was solved and my life turned in the right direction. I did not do meditations or anything for my order to progress.
I want to start this again.. I want to improve my skills and everything. 
What do you think? Our Father isn't angry on me or something because I didn't do anything for 1 year? Can I start again everything, and verify to Satan that I think seriously this? 

Thanks for answering and sorry for my english.

Hail Satan 

 

[Yii Pipur]

<td val[/IMG][/IMG] From:"Yog Sothoth yogsothoth666999@... [HellsArmy666]" <[email protected]
Date:Tue, 9 Dec, 2014 at 15:46
Subject:Re: [HellsArmy666] Re: About Satanism

  You stop meditating once you become a God. 

On Saturday, December 6, 2014 10:25 AM, "blackmoon0343@... [HellsArmy666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Just start doing daily power meditation again and do not stop once your life becomes better or when you got what you wanted.

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[Magus Immortalis]

I am pretty sure even the Gods themselves meditate to advance further. There's always the chance to advance even more then where we are now, why would one stop meditating? There is also the maintenance to keep that once you get to a certain level, you have to meditate at least to maintain that level, if not advance and exceed it.
Hail Satan!

On Tuesday, December 9, 2014 5:46 AM, "Yog Sothoth yogsothoth666999@... [HellsArmy666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  You stop meditating once you become a God. 

On Saturday, December 6, 2014 10:25 AM, "blackmoon0343@... [HellsArmy666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Just start doing daily power meditation again and do not stop once your life becomes better or when you got what you wanted.

 

[Yog Sothoth]

Well once you become a God you are literally perfect in every possible way, but hey maybe the Gods do meditate... think of how powerful a mediation that Satan would do...... 0_O

On Tuesday, December 9, 2014 6:21 AM, "Yii Pipur yiipipur@... [HellsArmy666]" <[email protected] wrote:


 

<td colspan="1" rowspan="1" val[/IMG][/IMG] From:"Yog Sothoth yogsothoth666999@... [HellsArmy666]" <[email protected]
Date:Tue, 9 Dec, 2014 at 15:46
Subject:Re: [HellsArmy666] Re: About Satanism

  You stop meditating once you become a God. 

On Saturday, December 6, 2014 10:25 AM, "blackmoon0343@... [HellsArmy666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Just start doing daily power meditation again and do not stop once your life becomes better or when you got what you wanted.

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[[email protected]]

from what i know, the Gods do meditate but they do some very advanced meditations. they have to meditate to stay at their current level of power. that i believe is why higher ranking Gods and Goddeses are more powerful, they simply work harder.

 

[shantikami]

I bet watching Satan meditate would be one of the most beautiful things to see...

 

[[email protected]]

my previous post is incorrect and the Gods dont need to meditate to stay at their level. This was pointed out to me by another Satanist.

 

[kiraoccido]

I know I'll probably be attacked for this but I hate meditation. I've tried it a few times before but I can't sit still. I feel twitchy and uncomfortable and can only sustain concentration for about a minute, if that. I cannot control or stabilize my thoughts. Inevitably, I end right where I start feeling more frustrated than before.

 

[Yog Sothoth]

Wow giving up on the only thing that can advance you in Satanism and gives you the ability to reach Godhood? It is very hard in the beginning but YOU CAN'T GIVE UP. You can try taking a hot bath or shower before meditation to help you relax. 

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Why not try doing kundalini yoga before your meditations? Focus on your breath as you hold the poses.Like Yog Sothoth said, don't give up! Keep at it! Keep a journal and write down your experiences as you meditate (before, during and/or after), so as you go through them daily, you will advance slowly but surely and you will have written proof of it. It also serves as personal encouragement.

On Wednesday, January 28, 2015 11:32 PM, "kiraoccido@... [HellsArmy666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I know I'll probably be attacked for this but I hate meditation. I've tried it a few times before but I can't sit still. I feel twitchy and uncomfortable and can only sustain concentration for about a minute, if that. I cannot control or stabilize my thoughts. Inevitably, I end right where I start feeling more frustrated than before.

 

[Kira Occido]

Where do I find kundalini yoga? Would it be possible to meditate during it?



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On Thu, Jan 29, 2015 1:16 PM PST Magus Immortalis magus.immortalis@... [HellsArmy666] wrote:

Why not try doing kundalini yoga before your meditations? Focus on your breath as you hold the poses.Like Yog Sothoth said, don't give up! Keep at it! Keep a journal and write down your experiences as you meditate (before, during and/or after), so as you go through them daily, you will advance slowly but surely and you will have written proof of it. It also serves as personal encouragement.

On Wednesday, January 28, 2015 11:32 PM, "kiraoccido@... [HellsArmy666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


  I know I'll probably be attacked for this but I hate meditation. I've tried it a few times before but I can't sit still. I feel twitchy and uncomfortable and can only sustain concentration for about a minute, if that. I cannot control or stabilize my thoughts. Inevitably, I end right where I start feeling more frustrated than before. #yiv7262381503 #yiv7262381503 -- #yiv7262381503ygrp-mkp {border:1px solid #d8d8d8;font-family:Arial;margin:10px 0;padding:0 10px;}#yiv7262381503 #yiv7262381503ygrp-mkp hr {border:1px solid #d8d8d8;}#yiv7262381503 #yiv7262381503ygrp-mkp #yiv7262381503hd {color:#628c2a;font-size:85%;font-weight:700;line-height:122%;margin:10px 0;}#yiv7262381503 #yiv7262381503ygrp-mkp #yiv7262381503ads {margin-bottom:10px;}#yiv7262381503 #yiv7262381503ygrp-mkp .yiv7262381503ad {padding:0 0;}#yiv7262381503 #yiv7262381503ygrp-mkp .yiv7262381503ad p {margin:0;}#yiv7262381503 #yiv7262381503ygrp-mkp .yiv7262381503ad a
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[Kira Occido]

No, not giving up just hate it. It also doesn't help that I have an attachment I can't get rid of and when I try to meditate it distracts me. You know how meditation opens you up to entities and other beings on the astral. I will also admit that part of my resistance is fear. I had a terrible experience once and I'm not too keen on running into something like that again.



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On Wed, Jan 28, 2015 11:42 PM PST Yog Sothoth yogsothoth666999@... [HellsArmy666] wrote:

Wow giving up on the only thing that can advance you in Satanism and gives you the ability to reach Godhood? It is very hard in the beginning but YOU CAN'T GIVE UP. You can try taking a hot bath or shower before meditation to help you relax. 

 

[Theo]

Advice: tighten all your muscles and then relax . Do this 3 times and you'll fell perfectly calm .

On 29.01.2015, at 09:42, "Yog Sothoth yogsothoth666999@... [HellsArmy666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Wow giving up on the only thing that can advance you in Satanism and gives you the ability to reach Godhood? It is very hard in the beginning but YOU CAN'T GIVE UP. You can try taking a hot bath or shower before meditation to help you relax. 

 

[Magus Immortalis]

You will find it under the Files section of the JoS Yahoo groups.

On Friday, January 30, 2015 3:20 AM, "Kira Occido kiraoccido@... [HellsArmy666]" <[email protected] wrote:


 
Where do I find kundalini yoga? Would it be possible to meditate during it?

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On Thu, Jan 29, 2015 1:16 PM PST Magus Immortalis magus.immortalis@... [HellsArmy666] wrote:

Why not try doing kundalini yoga before your meditations? Focus on your breath as you hold the poses.Like Yog Sothoth said, don't give up! Keep at it! Keep a journal and write down your experiences as you meditate (before, during and/or after), so as you go through them daily, you will advance slowly but surely and you will have written proof of it. It also serves as personal encouragement.

On Wednesday, January 28, 2015 11:32 PM, "kiraoccido@... [HellsArmy666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I know I'll probably be attacked for this but I hate meditation. I've tried it a few times before but I can't sit still. I feel twitchy and uncomfortable and can only sustain concentration for about a minute, if that. I cannot control or stabilize my thoughts. Inevitably, I end right where I start feeling more frustrated than before. #yiv7262381503 #yiv7262381503 -- #yiv7262381503ygrp-mkp {border:1px solid #d8d8d8;font-family:Arial;margin:10px 0;padding:0 10px;}#yiv7262381503 #yiv7262381503ygrp-mkp hr {border:1px solid #d8d8d8;}#yiv7262381503 #yiv7262381503ygrp-mkp #yiv7262381503hd {color:#628c2a;font-size:85%;font-weight:700;line-height:122%;margin:10px 0;}#yiv7262381503 #yiv7262381503ygrp-mkp #yiv7262381503ads {margin-bottom:10px;}#yiv7262381503 #yiv7262381503ygrp-mkp .yiv7262381503ad {padding:0 0;}#yiv7262381503 #yiv7262381503ygrp-mkp .yiv7262381503ad p {margin:0;}#yiv7262381503 #yiv7262381503ygrp-mkp .yiv7262381503ad a
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[Kira Occido]

Thank you

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On Fri, Jan 30, 2015 1:21 PM PST Magus Immortalis magus.immortalis@... [HellsArmy666] wrote:

You will find it under the Files section of the JoS Yahoo groups.

On Friday, January 30, 2015 3:20 AM, "Kira Occido kiraoccido@... [HellsArmy666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


 
Where do I find kundalini yoga? Would it be possible to meditate during it?

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On Thu, Jan 29, 2015 1:16 PM PST Magus Immortalis magus.immortalis@... [HellsArmy666] wrote:

Why not try doing kundalini yoga before your meditations? Focus on your breath as you hold the poses.Like Yog Sothoth said, don't give up! Keep at it! Keep a journal and write down your experiences as you meditate (before, during and/or after), so as you go through them daily, you will advance slowly but surely and you will have written proof of it. It also serves as personal encouragement.

On Wednesday, January 28, 2015 11:32 PM, "kiraoccido@... [HellsArmy666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


  I know I'll probably be attacked for this but I hate meditation. I've tried it a few times before but I can't sit still. I feel twitchy and uncomfortable and can only sustain concentration for about a minute, if that. I cannot control or stabilize my thoughts. Inevitably, I end right where I start feeling more frustrated than before. #yiv7262381503 #yiv7262381503 -- #yiv7262381503ygrp-mkp {border:1px solid #d8d8d8;font-family:Arial;margin:10px 0;padding:0 10px;}#yiv7262381503 #yiv7262381503ygrp-mkp hr {border:1px solid #d8d8d8;}#yiv7262381503 #yiv7262381503ygrp-mkp #yiv7262381503hd {color:#628c2a;font-size:85%;font-weight:700;line-height:122%;margin:10px 0;}#yiv7262381503 #yiv7262381503ygrp-mkp #yiv7262381503ads {margin-bottom:10px;}#yiv7262381503 #yiv7262381503ygrp-mkp .yiv7262381503ad {padding:0 0;}#yiv7262381503 #yiv7262381503ygrp-mkp .yiv7262381503ad p {margin:0;}#yiv7262381503 #yiv7262381503ygrp-mkp .yiv7262381503ad a
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