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Nero said:
Hi! I wanted to ask you something. The biggest thing that's been bothering me lately is the lack of a sense of direction in my life. Now I can say for sure that I'm confused in life because I don't know what I really want from life. This mostly applies to my profession. I know my strengths and weaknesses quite well, as I have devoted a lot of time to studying my natal chart, but as I said earlier, I cannot understand in which direction to go. I've always been fascinated by people like Steve Jobs, Elon Musk and others who had passion and woke up in the morning with the feeling that they had to accomplish something very important. I also want to have a calling like these people. But how can I get it? Now I feel lost and I'm thrown from side to side....
Look to your Sun and Mars to see where you are naturally driven. The house will show where you put this energy, and the sign and major aspects show how you will do this.
Your 10th house shows how you approach your career. Your 11th house shows how you approach larger groups, organizations, and humanitarian efforts. Planets in these will influence how you approach these areas of your life. Also, look at the planet which rules the sign of either of these houses.
Besides this, I would recommend taking a few career tests or something, just to get an idea of any areas you are passionate about.
At the same time, knowing that the Sun and Mars incite action, you can create new passions for yourself. This is what I have done for increasing spiritual productivity: Take Mars energy and program it to permanently increase your energy and drive for something, in a positive manner. Associated runes would be Sowilo and Thurisaz, respectively.
So, you can either follow and strengthen your current passions or create something new. For me, my I cannot view life outside JoS or Satanism. Nothing else fulfills me, and I have grown to detest a lot of other aspects of life. Although I have some natural passion for this, I have further accelerated this by the above workings, as well as with Nauthiz for discipline and consistency.
I don't know how you view Satanism, but I view it as the path out of any problems one can face. While my views can get extreme in that regard, it also has given me the ability to not care about concerns others may have in life. I no longer have anything to prove to anyone, because I know the true progress I have made in my soul. Even then, the fruits of my efforts will continue to manifest externally, regardless.
Hope this helps.