A thought on LGBT

[Luna Black]

This is how I imagine it every time I see it done :

 

[Jack]

That escalated quickly and deescalates quickly. HPMageson 's last joke was so funny...lol. Is this guy actually Alex Jones in disguise.

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

So because a shit person who is gay scammed you, you now think that third sex are unnaturals? and casually this completely retarded thought came into your mind when you were high on meth? another question, are you still high? LOL
What if I told you Satan is Bisexual? and have you read the Demons section on joyofsatan? there is a Demon who is third sex and isnt neither male nor female but actually both. Do you know that the most strong warriors in ancient pagan times were third sex and had roles like high priests ecc? you still have many connections to xianity in your brain and definitely have some hangups you should take care of.
If you're that intelligent it's time to actually start using your brain.

Brother, sorry for bumping this old post. I uh... "think I had a revelation" to put it in simple words, and I think you're someone I can trust having the answer or at the very least good advice.
(The message is starting to be longer than I intended, sorry about that.)

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HP HoodedCobra, if you feel like enlightening me on this topic too (I thought I'd avoid writing you personally since you're obviously the busiest here) I'd really appreciate some advice.

I've been using the search option since yesterday, not wanting to make a completely new post about something that was already discussed by others, looking up all I could find on, basically, "homosexuality" and "shemales".
I think I should specify, I come from a family where people would probably rather being dead than gay... just so you know how I was brought up and what kind of extreme one-sidedness my head has been filled with since I was a child.

That said, it's been a few years, I think, since I started reading more and more posts on either this Forum and the JoS website about how homosexuality is something welcome in Spiritual Satanism, and although I felt I wasn't in agreement I tried to figure out the how and why.... so I ended up thinking of Baphomet statues, having either breasts and a penis, and how this all must have been, probably, just a misunderstood metaphor... something that people PROBABLY took too literally and embraced a sexuality they didn't feel they belonged with.

As a (sexually inactive) heterosexual who was brought up with many "healthy xian values" (riiight..), I made peace with my mind and decided I was right about this whole thing. People could be spiritual and gay or bisexual and I had zero problem with that.

Then... something happened.

I first noticed a change in my thinking probably 3 or 4 years ago: I used to write adult stories involving either women I knew and fictional "ideal females", when suddenly I decided to make up a character that was a shemale. I think I was more shocked by the fact that I found that character beautiful and sexy than the fact that I thought about creating her in the first place. I felt like I was not me anymore, I thought "what if this was because of the constant jewish programming and I'm like this now because of them??"
...so I erased the story, even my ten year account losing everything, and started another one where I tried to ..."enhance my morality"... or something.

These days, between constant RTRs and a stronger understanding of things in general, I have once again reached that mentality. I don't know how "shemales" are seen in spirituality... I'm not talking surgery here, but I know how many have used hormones and such to change their bodies into that of a female, but without leaving behind male genitalia.

Fact is........ I've been losing sleep the last few days just because I stayed up thinking and trying to out-think myself, looking for any reason that would explain why suddenly I like them so much. Somehow, I do feel like they are some kind of unification of the sexes... I don't know if this is just a physical thing and I suddenly perceive it as spiritual, I can't explain this by myself... hence why I'm asking here.

It's worth mentioning that I've been doing some rather heavy work on my heart chakra lately and increased my Earth tolerance (as Earth is my obviously lacking Element), and I've been feeling a LOT of random either "heart fluttering" and chakra activity in the chest, and some definitely not ignorable activity in my base chakra.

Could it be that this working on my Soul has somehow "linked the male and female" chakras in me, resulting in this sudden interest? I'm not going to say that I find shemales more attractive than women now... but truth is, I'm sure I'll get to that point too.. or at the very least, I'll consider them equally attractive.

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I also something on that entire website about Third Sex... I'll read some again today (just thought of it right now honestly), as I have no idea what that really means. The name itself collapses with anything I've ever been thinking of as "normal", but then again... I could definitely be more spiritually evolved, so there are many things I don't know.

I guess that's all for now... thank you both for reading this, I'll really be grateful for anything that helps me understand myself and this sudden change.

HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

 

[Aquarius]

Brother,

The opinions I had in 2018 you might as well discard them.
Transexuality is unnatural, and a recent jewish phenomenon, Gender is your biological sex.
That said, there are actually people that are born with both penis and a vagina, those are hermaphrodites, there are very rare, and the typical transexual person has nothing to do with them.
It's possible that you are confusing your female and male energies for "transexuality". And maybe you're bisexual so you find both penis and vagina attractive(?), just an hypothesis.
Personally i believe you give it too much though, and that it becomes obsessive because of that.

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

Transexuality is unnatural, and a recent jewish phenomenon, Gender is your biological sex.

I felt very much the same, so no worries there. As a heterosexual male all my life I naturally prefer to see a silhouette that I feel more familiar, so I guess that's where these people who "transform" into women but leave the penis may come in in my attempt at understanding all this, which is absolutely very new to me. Personally I never even heard of real hermaphrodites, only in semi-fictional stories (like the movie Predestination, kinda), so I wouldn't really know about that. Having both sets of genitalia sounds like something that either creates desire to become intimate with both sexes or that gets the person so used to them they'll be less interested in sex altogether.. again, just a thought, I have zero clue on this.

It's possible that you are confusing your female and male energies for "transexuality". And maybe you're bisexual so you find both penis and vagina attractive(?), just an hypothesis.
Personally i believe you give it too much though, and that it becomes obsessive because of that.

To be completely honest, I never even had the doubt that I might be anything other than heterosexual, so this comes as a huge surprise to me. I honestly don't know anymore. What I can say is that I seem to have developed some kind of... "sense"?.. that allows me to better understand people, whether they have more or less spiritual power, things like that... and it's actually mind blowing how accurate it seems to be so far. It's like I can read them just feeling their frequency. Note: Also, I FEEL their frequency. Unprecedented for me.

Giving it too much thought.. I suppose you're right, I always overthink indeed, but this is hardly something I can overlook. Change in sexual orientation AND new astral skill? Too much for a few days of working on my heart chakra alone.

For now I guess I'll just regard it as an entry in my SS diary, and see what happens. I've been asking myself and wondering about bisexuality and such as, it would seem, our beloved Gods and Goddesses are, and I've been wanting to understand.
Now I think I'm starting to understand a little.

Thanks for your reply. Appreciated it, Brother.