Onbael_
Well-known member
This is a post I have wanted to make for a long time, more of a personal sharing.
When I finish meditating, after cleansing and RTRs, I simply feel good, light, clean. I can turn a bad day into a good day.
At that moment the rest doesn't matter, I am myself at my current level, and I advance at my own pace, illusions and difficulties disappear.
I feel Gods energy, it feels good, it pervades me at every level. I see the beauty, or better said, part of the beauty of our Family in Satan, and I just wish I could thank all SS here from the bottom of my heart. You are my Family and I am happy to be able to grow with you.
Without Joy of Satan none of this would have been possible, and the more time passes, the more I wonder what it would have been like without this path. I have been blessed.
Without Joy of Satan I would still be on the streets doing drugs or being a criminal. Living an uncertain life, tormented by various psychological complexes.
I thank Joy of Satan, the Gods and the Clergy for opening my eyes and giving me the tools to save myself.
This is what I always wanted unconsciously, not immediately I understood it, I had to free myself from falsehood, understand the problems and find true understanding of things.
Finally I would like to ask for an advice which for some people might give good imputs.
I have been trying for some time to stop using pornographic materials for sexual stimulation.
Some time ago I stopped looking at porn and masturbating to pictures of other random girls I knew, so I avoided the negative energies from that.
I had started using audio, or even AI images.
The negative effects were 1000 times less, with AI images there were practically no negative effects. But still it's weird and it's empty, so it's wasted time let's say.
I had to find a solution, because I didn't want my energy to come from that stuff anyway.
So I started to focus on uniting the chakras. After all, isn't the sexual process a simulation of that? I did it, focusing on uniting the 1st and 7th chakras (one pair per session), and the orgasm was pure and beautiful.
My question is, how can I become a master of this energy? This energy is strong and is able to make me lose my mind, I have avoided several times the contents listed above, but I can't always go on with luck.
How to become Master of the mental state of sexual arousal, without repressing it? I am now deprogramming myself from general negative obsessions, and continuing the purification.
How have you guys done it?
When I finish meditating, after cleansing and RTRs, I simply feel good, light, clean. I can turn a bad day into a good day.
At that moment the rest doesn't matter, I am myself at my current level, and I advance at my own pace, illusions and difficulties disappear.
I feel Gods energy, it feels good, it pervades me at every level. I see the beauty, or better said, part of the beauty of our Family in Satan, and I just wish I could thank all SS here from the bottom of my heart. You are my Family and I am happy to be able to grow with you.
Without Joy of Satan none of this would have been possible, and the more time passes, the more I wonder what it would have been like without this path. I have been blessed.
Without Joy of Satan I would still be on the streets doing drugs or being a criminal. Living an uncertain life, tormented by various psychological complexes.
I thank Joy of Satan, the Gods and the Clergy for opening my eyes and giving me the tools to save myself.
This is what I always wanted unconsciously, not immediately I understood it, I had to free myself from falsehood, understand the problems and find true understanding of things.
Finally I would like to ask for an advice which for some people might give good imputs.
I have been trying for some time to stop using pornographic materials for sexual stimulation.
Some time ago I stopped looking at porn and masturbating to pictures of other random girls I knew, so I avoided the negative energies from that.
I had started using audio, or even AI images.
The negative effects were 1000 times less, with AI images there were practically no negative effects. But still it's weird and it's empty, so it's wasted time let's say.
I had to find a solution, because I didn't want my energy to come from that stuff anyway.
So I started to focus on uniting the chakras. After all, isn't the sexual process a simulation of that? I did it, focusing on uniting the 1st and 7th chakras (one pair per session), and the orgasm was pure and beautiful.
My question is, how can I become a master of this energy? This energy is strong and is able to make me lose my mind, I have avoided several times the contents listed above, but I can't always go on with luck.
How to become Master of the mental state of sexual arousal, without repressing it? I am now deprogramming myself from general negative obsessions, and continuing the purification.
How have you guys done it?
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