billy.extian
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Hi, all.
I tried posting this before but for some reason it didn't go through.
I'm back again after having not been able to be online again. Hopefully
I'm back for good now. Before I ask my question I just want to say that
I am wanting to perform the dedication ritual, however the only shop I
can think of going to to buy a candle for the dedication seems to have
disappeared; I mentioned it to someone else who lives elsewhere and he
said he'd buy one - which he already has, a black one as per my choice -
and he'd send it to me, so I'm just waiting for that now. Actually it's
a good thing that this particular shop I thought of has gone because I
going in there asking for a candle and what-knot wouldn't seem right
given the clothes I wear. It's all fashion BS - I don't do fashion. I
might look similar to a type of sub-culture group, but I don't do
fashion; I wear the clothes I have, but I still don't wear the "correct"
clothes for going in such a shop. I hate stereotyping...
Anyway, my question seems rather silly, but I would like a serious
response from you. It's about a quote from a film that someone - let's
call him Billy - said to me a couple of years ago. A bit about him: I
don't know precisely what his faith is, but I believe it to be something
similar to Satanism if not actually Satanism, because he told me about
certain things that he does such as mead, alchemy, and what someone like
I would call "potions"; drinking blood in college for something or
other; having done something for a Christian person or two who asked him
for help, etc. - He is not a Christian, it seams. He also mentioned or
indirectly mentioned magic and said it's dark, not evil, but dark,
telling me that you could cause someone to have cancer if you really
wanted to, which I assume would be for vengeance/punishment. I asked him
what you could do and he said you could see what someone had for
breakfast if you really wanted to. He seems to prefer the nighttime than
daytime and he asked a question I felt quite encouraged or rather forced
to agree with, that the nighttime seems better. My answer wasn't
completely untrue, however.
I am quite certain that once I sarcastically said to him something about
damning Satan, then sarcastically adding, "Oh, sorry!", to which I think
he took offence and said to not say such a thing, or something.
I once asked him why he told me about such things and he said something
along the lines of that he had compassion on me.
If you can remember the fake Christian smile thread, it was actually
"Billy" who mentioned to me about a particular individual always smiling
and seeming down or whatever.
I also asked him how would I go about cleverly telling people about the
things he told me, and he replied, "If you are clever, you wouldn't". I
don't know if he meant, "You wouldn't", however.
I said he didn't seem to be a Christian. He told me he was Catholic
which of course I assumed he meant Catholic Christian, and of course he
knew I thought that. I consider that to be rather dishonest. He also
said I must tell him 3 of my skills or things I am good at, to which I
told him I don't have any skills and I'm not good at anything. He became
impatient and said to not "force his hand". There were a good number of
times we argued, but I think that was mostly because I am rubbish
socially and also due to religious clashes. He finally deleted/blocked
me. I think there is a bit more about him which I can't remember now.
The film quote he mentioned to me which I didn't realise at the time is
from Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone, where Quirrel, with
Voldemort on the back of his head as a "mere parasite" said, "There is
no good and evil. Only power, and those too weak to seek it." Having
grown up as an Atheist, then "finding god" in school during my teens, I
have a concept of "right" and "wrong". I, however, have decided since
then something which has become one of my personal philosophies, which
is, "Sometimes you have to sin to survive". So now I am not certain if
"right" and "wrong" actually exist. I would, however, expect a form of
justice or...if not equality, then a type of level fairness in Satanism.
"You hurt me, I will exact revenge on you." That would especially hold
true personally for my children (if I had any); I wouldn't be
responsible for my actions for protecting my babies. But even if anyone
who replies says the quote is not in a correct Satanism context, albeit
an integral part of the Harry Potter film series, would I be right in
saying that diversity is good? Because what works for you might not
necessarily work for me, so I would do things my own way. Yes?
I would like your Satanist opinions both about the quote from the
Philosopher's Stone film mostly, and if you'd like then your opinions
about "Billy" and if he sounds like a Satanist or not.
Thanks.
I tried posting this before but for some reason it didn't go through.
I'm back again after having not been able to be online again. Hopefully
I'm back for good now. Before I ask my question I just want to say that
I am wanting to perform the dedication ritual, however the only shop I
can think of going to to buy a candle for the dedication seems to have
disappeared; I mentioned it to someone else who lives elsewhere and he
said he'd buy one - which he already has, a black one as per my choice -
and he'd send it to me, so I'm just waiting for that now. Actually it's
a good thing that this particular shop I thought of has gone because I
going in there asking for a candle and what-knot wouldn't seem right
given the clothes I wear. It's all fashion BS - I don't do fashion. I
might look similar to a type of sub-culture group, but I don't do
fashion; I wear the clothes I have, but I still don't wear the "correct"
clothes for going in such a shop. I hate stereotyping...
Anyway, my question seems rather silly, but I would like a serious
response from you. It's about a quote from a film that someone - let's
call him Billy - said to me a couple of years ago. A bit about him: I
don't know precisely what his faith is, but I believe it to be something
similar to Satanism if not actually Satanism, because he told me about
certain things that he does such as mead, alchemy, and what someone like
I would call "potions"; drinking blood in college for something or
other; having done something for a Christian person or two who asked him
for help, etc. - He is not a Christian, it seams. He also mentioned or
indirectly mentioned magic and said it's dark, not evil, but dark,
telling me that you could cause someone to have cancer if you really
wanted to, which I assume would be for vengeance/punishment. I asked him
what you could do and he said you could see what someone had for
breakfast if you really wanted to. He seems to prefer the nighttime than
daytime and he asked a question I felt quite encouraged or rather forced
to agree with, that the nighttime seems better. My answer wasn't
completely untrue, however.
I am quite certain that once I sarcastically said to him something about
damning Satan, then sarcastically adding, "Oh, sorry!", to which I think
he took offence and said to not say such a thing, or something.
I once asked him why he told me about such things and he said something
along the lines of that he had compassion on me.
If you can remember the fake Christian smile thread, it was actually
"Billy" who mentioned to me about a particular individual always smiling
and seeming down or whatever.
I also asked him how would I go about cleverly telling people about the
things he told me, and he replied, "If you are clever, you wouldn't". I
don't know if he meant, "You wouldn't", however.
I said he didn't seem to be a Christian. He told me he was Catholic
which of course I assumed he meant Catholic Christian, and of course he
knew I thought that. I consider that to be rather dishonest. He also
said I must tell him 3 of my skills or things I am good at, to which I
told him I don't have any skills and I'm not good at anything. He became
impatient and said to not "force his hand". There were a good number of
times we argued, but I think that was mostly because I am rubbish
socially and also due to religious clashes. He finally deleted/blocked
me. I think there is a bit more about him which I can't remember now.
The film quote he mentioned to me which I didn't realise at the time is
from Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone, where Quirrel, with
Voldemort on the back of his head as a "mere parasite" said, "There is
no good and evil. Only power, and those too weak to seek it." Having
grown up as an Atheist, then "finding god" in school during my teens, I
have a concept of "right" and "wrong". I, however, have decided since
then something which has become one of my personal philosophies, which
is, "Sometimes you have to sin to survive". So now I am not certain if
"right" and "wrong" actually exist. I would, however, expect a form of
justice or...if not equality, then a type of level fairness in Satanism.
"You hurt me, I will exact revenge on you." That would especially hold
true personally for my children (if I had any); I wouldn't be
responsible for my actions for protecting my babies. But even if anyone
who replies says the quote is not in a correct Satanism context, albeit
an integral part of the Harry Potter film series, would I be right in
saying that diversity is good? Because what works for you might not
necessarily work for me, so I would do things my own way. Yes?
I would like your Satanist opinions both about the quote from the
Philosopher's Stone film mostly, and if you'd like then your opinions
about "Billy" and if he sounds like a Satanist or not.
Thanks.