So, I have been meaning to ask this question for a while but, haven't really been able to, been pretty busy.
When I first joined Spiritual Satanism many years ago, I was an active member, always did power meditations, helped others in the groups, etc. Though now, it's been so long since I really done anything but still come to the JoS site every so often to read up on things, check updates, etc.
My main question is: because I have strayed from everything, haven't tried to talk to Satan and his demons, haven't tried to find out or talk to my GD, power meditations, or anything for that matter. Is Satan still with me or would I need to dedicate myself again and start over?
I already read the frequently asked questions so I know that Rituals are permanent but it also says that Satan will leave if you have no desire in him or something and people have sent emails in to the JoS site asking how to come back and begging to come back.
When I first joined Spiritual Satanism many years ago, I was an active member, always did power meditations, helped others in the groups, etc. Though now, it's been so long since I really done anything but still come to the JoS site every so often to read up on things, check updates, etc.
My main question is: because I have strayed from everything, haven't tried to talk to Satan and his demons, haven't tried to find out or talk to my GD, power meditations, or anything for that matter. Is Satan still with me or would I need to dedicate myself again and start over?
I already read the frequently asked questions so I know that Rituals are permanent but it also says that Satan will leave if you have no desire in him or something and people have sent emails in to the JoS site asking how to come back and begging to come back.