A new member seeking unique guidance

[newestwarrior666]

I'll attempt to only give the information that I need in order to maintain some kind of anonymity, but any guidance from my new brothers and sisters would be very much appreciated. To make a long story short, a long period of hopeless compliance and self sabotage that the enemy surely appreciated culminated in a powerful moment that has secured my serious return to satanism for the rest of the time I have remaining. Before I proceed with making up for my lack of contributions to the selfless efforts taking place here, I would appreciate any feedback about my unique situation from those who are more experienced. My immediate next steps are to perform a genuine dedication and start lending my energies regularly in the ways that I can, but I'll have to approach both of these from a thoughtful angle as a result of lacking the sense of sight. My biggest concern is finding a way to show my dedication that remains significant and holds me accountable, but for understandable reasons, the props and instructions outlined in the ritual are next to impossible for me to independently perform in my current situation. I don't feel comfortable attempting the empowerment program without protection and a genuine dedication, so this is the highest priority for me. Any feedback about a way for me to show my dedication would be very much appreciated. Now's the time for me to do what I can to free myself and the world while I still have a chance!

 

[GoldenxChild1]

Could you provide more context on what is holding you back from properly performing the dedication ritual?

If you truly have limitations that could potentially be dangerous or life threatening, then you can do the ritual in an Astral Temple.

https://joyofsatan.org/SATANIC.html

 

[Satyanama]

Okay I see that you seem pretty serious enough to want to do the dedication ritual enough. Yet I don’t know what limitations that you have that are preventing you from doing the ritual. Yet Father Satan knows even if you most likely would be stuck to the ritual to dedicate yourself to Father Satan and to Spiritual Satanism. Is something I do appreciate you doing. Well I can give you a suggestion if you live in your own bedroom then you can. E pretty fine and safe. If you write out your dedication on a piece of paper that you can hide and then keep some where safe where it won’t be found by anyone. Then if you are some where away privately then you can burn it. But I think you showing the devoted effort is good enough. Father Satan has helped us in many ways including me in my own life. Just in a mere span of less then two years. Greatly in many areas of my own life. If you have any questions on how to set up and gather items for creating a actual physical alter I am here to help. As well as if you need advice on some of the power meditations and other things. Even though I am not as experienced I can still give you advice and help along your path from what I have learned so far too.

 

[newestwarrior666]

Could you provide more context on what is holding you back from properly performing the dedication ritual?

If you truly have limitations that could potentially be dangerous or life threatening, then you can do the ritual in an Astral Temple.

https://joyofsatan.org/SATANIC.html

The chances are very high that I would not have the privacy to complete the ritual (or the cleanup) without interruption, and the consequences from the religious pretenders around me would not be great. I wouldn't struggle with access to candles being someone who already uses them regularly, but it comes along with hypervigilance from those around me who are weary of me tending to fire without vision. Combine that with my faint memories of writing print letters from my sighted childhood, and writing the prayer becomes more of a struggle than a vow of commitment. In fewer words,, performing the ritual for me isn't a casual affair. Perhaps I could engineer the necessary conditions for me to safely perform the ritual, but it would come at the cost of time. (this includes developing my skills of entering a trance for performing the ritual in an astral temple) So my questions are do I perform the dedication in whatever way that I can this second so that I can safely proceed, or do I wait for the proper time and conditions to perform it as instructed. If the ladder, then do I continue with the workings to empower and free my soul in the meanwhile?

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

The chances are very high that I would not have the privacy to complete the ritual (or the cleanup) without interruption, and the consequences from the religious pretenders around me would not be great. I wouldn't struggle with access to candles being someone who already uses them regularly, but it comes along with hypervigilance from those around me who are weary of me tending to fire without vision. Combine that with my faint memories of writing print letters from my sighted childhood, and writing the prayer becomes more of a struggle than a vow of commitment. In fewer words,, performing the ritual for me isn't a casual affair. Perhaps I could engineer the necessary conditions for me to safely perform the ritual, but it would come at the cost of time. (this includes developing my skills of entering a trance for performing the ritual in an astral temple) So my questions are do I perform the dedication in whatever way that I can this second so that I can safely proceed, or do I wait for the proper time and conditions to perform it as instructed. If the ladder, then do I continue with the workings to empower and free my soul in the meanwhile?

Many of these conditions are not fully essential. Don't bother burning the paper, as this is messy and hard to hide. If you cannot write the prayer, then you can simply read it off the computer. However, I would still recommend you to write a small portion of the prayer on a paper and still sign with blood. Use a diabetic lancet for this.

You can also repeat your intentions towards Satan's sigil. Focus on this and imagine his energy touching you, and speak your thoughts to him. He will hear it.

Although the ritual shouldn't be simplified to the point where your no personal effort is required to be shown, this formality is much different than enforcing strict limitations that prevent willing Satanists from being able to perform any sort of dedication at all. To me, the most important part is the intention and willingness to join Satan, as well as connecting to him, ideally by blood, or it can come through connection with his energy. The candles and paper burning may signify intention, but they are not the intention itself.

With all this in mind, I would try to modify the dedication and do it sooner, rather than later. You can always repeat it under better conditions.

As a last piece of advice, it is possible to use energies like Isa or Berkano to block or shield, respectively, and therefore keep yourself safe from prying people. It might take some personal training to feel competent, but you can also ask the Gods for help in direction of this energy, or other guidance to secure your safety.