A little help?

[Marked One]

Yeah. Hi folks. I'm having a little trouble meditating. I never had trouble like this in the past when I first began meditating. But ever since this one time (almost a year ago) I went to bed after meditating and the next night I woke up from an EXTREMELY (and I mean EXTREMELY deep sleep) I never slept that deep in my entire life. Because as I woke up I didn't simply open my eyes. I was driven to sit up completely and crawl to the foot of the bed and hop off. I never did that in my entire life. And about that same day or maybe the next day I had this really strange series of hallucinations. I've never experienced anything like that in my entire life. And I never thought it could happen. But ever since then I've been literally scared out of my mind that something like that could happen again.

I've tried meditating to sort of overcome this fear I have. But to hardly no avail. And on top of that I got this seemingly really nasty case of I guess you would call 'restless leg syndrome'. I don't know. It's almost uncontrollable. Something like this has never happened before where it would deter me from meditating. But now it seems...impossible.

Could anyone offer some kind of advice on what to do about this?

 

[Anonymous]

Are you familiar with the Pure-land school of Buddhism? or Hesychia from the Orthodox X.C. (personally all I care about is whether it is a technology I can make use of)? The basic method is recital of a phrase or short prayer, not quite mantra or galdr, far simpler and deceptively effective. Personally I use the phrase, "Ave' Satanas," starting at 666 repetitions+ a day. Keep a solid journal of the number of repetitions per day. Personally I use both a formal and informal settings for my recitations. Try it for a period of 81 days.

Da'inn

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Marked One" <zonetrotter2012@... wrote:

Yeah. Hi folks. I'm having a little trouble meditating. I never had trouble like this in the past when I first began meditating. But ever since this one time (almost a year ago) I went to bed after meditating and the next night I woke up from an EXTREMELY (and I mean EXTREMELY deep sleep) I never slept that deep in my entire life. Because as I woke up I didn't simply open my eyes. I was driven to sit up completely and crawl to the foot of the bed and hop off. I never did that in my entire life. And about that same day or maybe the next day I had this really strange series of hallucinations. I've never experienced anything like that in my entire life. And I never thought it could happen. But ever since then I've been literally scared out of my mind that something like that could happen again.

I've tried meditating to sort of overcome this fear I have. But to hardly no avail. And on top of that I got this seemingly really nasty case of I guess you would call 'restless leg syndrome'. I don't know. It's almost uncontrollable. Something like this has never happened before where it would deter me from meditating. But now it seems...impossible.

Could anyone offer some kind of advice on what to do about this?

 

[orion199317]

So I've decided I'd really like to meet my guardian demon. I know I have one but I'm not sure who he or she is. I can't see or talk to him/her yet. But I have gotten 2 names furfur and hissa. I actualy tried to contact furfur and got a few replies but he was just here to solve a few problems for me and a friend ( which is a completely different story that I'm willing to share if anyone is interested). And the name Hissa I got from using a homemade pendulum for the first time. So my question being... Will my guardian come to me on his or her own or do I have to ask? I need alot of help and direction with meditation and becoming Closer to father. And what better teacher than a demon?

 

[Liz]

I would love to hear your story of furfur do tell sister

HAIL FATHER SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "orion199317" <orion199317@... wrote:

So I've decided I'd really like to meet my guardian demon. I know I have one but I'm not sure who he or she is. I can't see or talk to him/her yet. But I have gotten 2 names furfur and hissa. I actualy tried to contact furfur and got a few replies but he was just here to solve a few problems for me and a friend ( which is a completely different story that I'm willing to share if anyone is interested). And the name Hissa I got from using a homemade pendulum for the first time. So my question being... Will my guardian come to me on his or her own or do I have to ask? I need alot of help and direction with meditation and becoming Closer to father. And what better teacher than a demon?

 

[orion199317]

It's brother actualy haha he was going to help my friend who is a girl . But ok
my story started before my dedication but I was becoming interested in satan and his demons. And I wondered if I could somehow contact one. I searched and searched for. A way that I could try (fancy rituals can't be done privatly at my house) but one day I read an article on some site about sigils. So I searched demon sigils and found all 72 "goatiatic" sigils. And one jumped out to me. I don't know why or what about it. And this was furfurs so I drew it on a peice of paper ( which I have kept hidden and safe) and began to meditate on it. But meditation isn't exactly easy for me so I got frustrated and flat out gave up. And forgot all about it. But a few days later I had had a HORRIBLE day at work and came home and basicaly broke down. anger became rage (towards my boss who treated me bad that day he got me to burn my whole right arm just so he could laugh the peice of shit) and then the rage turned into just..sadness which led me to praying not to go through that again. I asked "god" for help. And then I realized he would help. So in my exact words I said "please if anyone is listening help me. And as proof that you want to help please show yourself to someone I know so I know I'm not insane". Then I just passed put into a deep dreamless sleep until somthing woke me up. It was my phone. I shuffled around my room looking for it and when I found it it stopes vibrating and showed I had no messages or calls. This freaked me out a little amd a little more when I saw that it was 3:33 in the morning. So since I was slightly scared I went into my living room and laid on my couch. But I couldn't sleep I knew seine was waching me. Just observing me. Waching and listening. Then about..maybe 30minutes later I realised I was in a trance. I snapped myself out of it and as soon as I did...BAM I felt a huge jolt like electricity and a feeling like almost a hand pressing down on me delivering this jolt. I then blacked out again. I woke up that morning thinking I dreAmed it all until my friend ( the girl furfur wanted to help) texted me describing someone waking her ( at the same time I woke up 3:33) and then I knew what had happened Fur had ansewerd me. T. This is the first half of my story. I'm afraid it's just to long to put in one post. And Boone get confused

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Liz" <lizliz1989@... wrote:


I would love to hear your story of furfur do tell sister

HAIL FATHER SATAN!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "orion199317" <orion199317@ wrote:

So I've decided I'd really like to meet my guardian demon. I know I have one but I'm not sure who he or she is. I can't see or talk to him/her yet. But I have gotten 2 names furfur and hissa. I actualy tried to contact furfur and got a few replies but he was just here to solve a few problems for me and a friend ( which is a completely different story that I'm willing to share if anyone is interested). And the name Hissa I got from using a homemade pendulum for the first time. So my question being... Will my guardian come to me on his or her own or do I have to ask? I need alot of help and direction with meditation and becoming Closer to father. And what better teacher than a demon?

 

[HenryH]

Liz, I got your e-mail but it was in my spam folder for some reason, so make sure you check yours.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Liz" <lizliz1989@... wrote:


I would love to hear your story of furfur do tell sister

HAIL FATHER SATAN!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "orion199317" <orion199317@ wrote:

So I've decided I'd really like to meet my guardian demon. I know I have one but I'm not sure who he or she is. I can't see or talk to him/her yet. But I have gotten 2 names furfur and hissa. I actualy tried to contact furfur and got a few replies but he was just here to solve a few problems for me and a friend ( which is a completely different story that I'm willing to share if anyone is interested). And the name Hissa I got from using a homemade pendulum for the first time. So my question being... Will my guardian come to me on his or her own or do I have to ask? I need alot of help and direction with meditation and becoming Closer to father. And what better teacher than a demon?

 

[mr.oancearobert]

Any suggestion on how should be the order of the things that must be done in order to improve myself and get in touch with Father? I am new and I can say without doubt that Satanism is the answer to a beautiful human life. Hail Satan!

 

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On Tue, Jan 24, 2017 at 1:18 PM, mr.oancearobert@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   Any suggestion on how should be the order of the things that must be done in order to improve myself and get in touch with Father? I am new and I can say without doubt that Satanism is the answer to a beautiful human life. Hail Satan!

 

[Sims336]

Read the Joy of Satan website. There you will find answers. Then you can
come back here and ask questions. But make sure you look on the website
first, for most of your questions will be answered there. Then, if you wish
to wholeheartedly dedicate to father Satan/Lucifer, then, by all means,
please do so!


Hail Father Satan//Lucifer!


Sims


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On Tue, 1/24/17, mr.oancearobert@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] A little help?
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Tuesday, January 24, 2017, 10:18 AM


 









Any suggestion on how should be the order of the
things that must be done in order to improve myself and get
in touch with Father? I am new and I can say without doubt
that Satanism is the answer to a beautiful human life. Hail
Satan!










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[sorcerersmagick]

Attachments :
<ol>Spiritual Satanism-175969.pdf</ol><ol>Meditation_Program_40_day-175969.pdf</ol><ol>Daily Routine_.pdf</ol>
Start with these PDF's - you can 'tweak' the daily routine to suit yourself.
i can send you more if you like, but the idea is to become spiritually independent.
Don't forget, everything is available at: www.joyofsatan.org
HAIL SATAN!