a few questions

[Dr. Brxndy]

My mom is hiding printed out bible verses in my room (like behind pictures) and before she goes to work early in the morning, she prays in front of my door "i deliver this sinful foolish child into the hands of the vengeful lord." should i be worried, I also want to do my dedication to satan but i cant find a black blue or red candle (the only one in the house is a green one) but would a green candle work??? Also after very long arguments my parents said if they catch me doing any satanic worship again they will evict me, thus making me homeless (which sadly they can because i just turned 18) how should i go about this situation.

anyway though, HAIL SATAN

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

My mom is hiding printed out bible verses in my room (like behind pictures) and before she goes to work early in the morning, she prays in front of my door "i deliver this sinful foolish child into the hands of the vengeful lord." should i be worried, I also want to do my dedication to satan but i cant find a black blue or red candle (the only one in the house is a green one) but would a green candle work??? Also after very long arguments my parents said if they catch me doing any satanic worship again they will evict me, thus making me homeless (which sadly they can because i just turned 18) how should i go about this situation.

anyway though, HAIL SATAN

There is no reason to give your parents any indication of you being an SS. Just hold your pride or other conflicting desires and tell them that you are an atheist now, or something like this to get them off your back. After some time, ask for a Bible to read or something. All of this is to just get them off your back so your home life is not threatened.

Steer this in a direction where they quit bothering you, but not enough that they drag you to church or anything. Just say you have always had opinionated views and want to pursue religion in your own way, not at church or in public. Just feign enough interest for them to leave you alone, but without actually connecting yourself to Christianity.

Regarding a candle or other props, you do not need this, especially if your parents are going to snoop around. Browse JoS privately on your phone or laptop and always hide any digital footprints. Chant mantras very quietly and do other meditations silently. You can clean, empower, and protect all relatively silently or quietly, as well as pranayama, or meditation on the Gods' sigil.

All of these arguments with your family should be avoided. Plus you gain nothing by taking a stand here, in my opinion, whereas you have lots to gain if you are able to advance in the privacy of your room.

 

[ShermanTank]

When faced with a situation similar to one I encountered in my youth, I recommend adopting a strategic approach. Consider playing the role that aligns with your mother’s approval, while maintaining authenticity within reasonable bounds. Think of yourself as an actor, committed to staying in character and fostering harmony within your family dynamics. Remember, discretion is key—treat the Joy of Satan as a well-guarded secret, akin to a secret agent safeguarding classified information.

 

[AFODO]

The printed letters on those papers she hides should not have power or any influence on you until you or she reads it and give attention to it. But her influence would be still much lesser than if you give attention to it. With that, just keep advancing. Do FRTRs directing your living space and yourself in the first place. Keep everything as a secret, or even tell your Mother that "you have converted to Christianity" or that "you have left behind Satanism", but you still don't wanna go to church or something.