lately, i've noticed a black cat following me around. not a live one but a spiritual one. i see him even in the dark and i'm wondering what this means. also i hear footsteps when i'm alone and also at nite when ev one's asleep. i feel the bed shaking and someone touching me when i get in bed. last nite i heard someone breathing softly and i know for sure it wasnt somebody else. i also feel a strong male presence but not sure what he wants. what could it be? also what does lilith look like and what's going to happen in 2012? is it ok to have sex w/ Satan? lately ive been feeling these urges but i dont want to act on them cause come on, im not worthy of him. i also dont want to offend lilith and have asked her forgiveness for my weakness. i will use the ouija to answer these q's but any imput is welcome.