(ok, a long introduction, so if you want to skip to my questions, go ahead =p)
Hi, let me introduce myself first.
I'm Tim, 14 years old, living in the Netherlands.
I've been raised with the stories about "God", because I've been raised into an Xian family. My parents are divorced (luckely, because as far as I can remember, they never liked each other that much any more). My mom is open for a lot of things, like Buddhism and many other religions.
Well, my whole life I've been curious about something "Greater" in this life. I have been baptized (I used a translator, don't know it's the correct word) when I was just a baby. I also did my communion and my "formsel" (translator doesn't know that word =p). But I didn't believe in God at that moments. So It was a nice way to earn myself some money. (After the ceremonies I always received money etc. from friends and family)
Ohh yea, if you get raised with the fables about the "Great Loving God" and about the "Evil Devil", and you do some prayers in frightening and bad times, it does make you curious why your prayers aren't heard. Probably because IT'S JUST FAKE. People lied to me my whole life, and it makes you pissed off.
At the moment I'm still signed in as a Xian at the church, but I'm going to sign me out in a few days probably.
----So I found out about Satanism, and I was fascinated by their knowledge. So yea, I studied it for a while now and I'm thinking about joining on the night of 22 to 23 December.
So my questions are;
Q1: ----
Do you guys know other methods to get some blood out of your body (on a not painful way. Because I'm not going to cut with a knife through my whole body? I'm asking this because I'm not sure I will accomplished to get some blood out of my finger with a needle, maybe because I don't have the courage to hurt myself.
Q2: ----
Which meditations are the best to start with as a noob, once I completed my ritual? And how often have you got to exercise them?
Q3: ----
Once your a Satanist, Satan and other demons can appear often, right?
But do they appear most often in the night and make your lights go out and on? MIGHT that happen, would you insult them by turning your lights on? Because I can get scared as hell (sorry I use hell this way, it's a common thing... Yea about that thing, don't know how to describe it). And I don't want to insult them!
Ohh yea and I also need a good night's rest.
Hi, let me introduce myself first.
I'm Tim, 14 years old, living in the Netherlands.
I've been raised with the stories about "God", because I've been raised into an Xian family. My parents are divorced (luckely, because as far as I can remember, they never liked each other that much any more). My mom is open for a lot of things, like Buddhism and many other religions.
Well, my whole life I've been curious about something "Greater" in this life. I have been baptized (I used a translator, don't know it's the correct word) when I was just a baby. I also did my communion and my "formsel" (translator doesn't know that word =p). But I didn't believe in God at that moments. So It was a nice way to earn myself some money. (After the ceremonies I always received money etc. from friends and family)
Ohh yea, if you get raised with the fables about the "Great Loving God" and about the "Evil Devil", and you do some prayers in frightening and bad times, it does make you curious why your prayers aren't heard. Probably because IT'S JUST FAKE. People lied to me my whole life, and it makes you pissed off.
At the moment I'm still signed in as a Xian at the church, but I'm going to sign me out in a few days probably.
----So I found out about Satanism, and I was fascinated by their knowledge. So yea, I studied it for a while now and I'm thinking about joining on the night of 22 to 23 December.
So my questions are;
Q1: ----
Do you guys know other methods to get some blood out of your body (on a not painful way. Because I'm not going to cut with a knife through my whole body? I'm asking this because I'm not sure I will accomplished to get some blood out of my finger with a needle, maybe because I don't have the courage to hurt myself.
Q2: ----
Which meditations are the best to start with as a noob, once I completed my ritual? And how often have you got to exercise them?
Q3: ----
Once your a Satanist, Satan and other demons can appear often, right?
But do they appear most often in the night and make your lights go out and on? MIGHT that happen, would you insult them by turning your lights on? Because I can get scared as hell (sorry I use hell this way, it's a common thing... Yea about that thing, don't know how to describe it). And I don't want to insult them!
Ohh yea and I also need a good night's rest.