RamronDoree
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My boyfriend and I were dating for 5 years before he broke up with me: I had cheated on him. I was weak and vulnerable and it was a horrible mistake that I have come to terms with about myself. I have grown in leaps and bounds since then, almost to the point of being a different man (which I may as well be due to the strength, wisdom and guidance of Satan).
I've been doing a love working on him (Gebo with an emerald), but, ever since starting it, I've been meeting resistance. There are happenings that are discouraging me from doing the working - the most prevalent being that he completely ignored me in a public space when I crossed paths with him.
The strange thing is that I feel somewhat undeterred. Somewhere in me, I have the confidence and faith that the workings are doing just that, working, despite what is happening. Of course, I still miss him dearly, and I wonder about what he's doing and who he's with, and I get vivid memories of times where we were incredibly happy together. I try to let those thoughts happen and let them go, mostly because it depresses and discourages me to hold on to them. For the most part, it works.
I'm curious as to if this is all a result of the love working? Is this a clearing away of karma, or is it actual spiritual resistance? Is there a way that I can enhance the love working, or other workings I can do in tandem with Gebo?
Hail Amun
Hail Satan
I've been doing a love working on him (Gebo with an emerald), but, ever since starting it, I've been meeting resistance. There are happenings that are discouraging me from doing the working - the most prevalent being that he completely ignored me in a public space when I crossed paths with him.
The strange thing is that I feel somewhat undeterred. Somewhere in me, I have the confidence and faith that the workings are doing just that, working, despite what is happening. Of course, I still miss him dearly, and I wonder about what he's doing and who he's with, and I get vivid memories of times where we were incredibly happy together. I try to let those thoughts happen and let them go, mostly because it depresses and discourages me to hold on to them. For the most part, it works.
I'm curious as to if this is all a result of the love working? Is this a clearing away of karma, or is it actual spiritual resistance? Is there a way that I can enhance the love working, or other workings I can do in tandem with Gebo?
Hail Amun
Hail Satan