SeguaceDiSatanas
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Today I will show my feelings to the girl I love. She is not really that she doesn't want a date with me. It's just that she has been waiting for days for me to show that I am a man and not a coward.
There are many things in my life that I have done. Many were positive, beautiful. Others extremely foolish and harmful to myself. But I don't deny any of these things.
The reason, for example, that my profile picture is now a simple Nazi flag is because I feel more represented by a swastika than by having dark hair. I like being dark-haired. I love every single aspect of my body, character, etc., but I will not deny even the slightest bit what I really am.
Even as a child in kindergarten I was a Nazi. I used to make innate Nazi speeches and I didn't even know what a "Hitler" was. I am not going to disown this nature of mine because otherwise a Jew might worry that someone would want to turn his relatives into a set of shirt buttons.
But I also won't deny that in elementary school my father (I don't mean Satan, I mean my genetic parent of course) brainwashed me with Christianity. I would not change any of that because thanks to this event I know how much Christianity and Abrahamic religions in general are a mental illness. And it is because of this that many people joined Satan because I would occasionally explain how things really are.
I will also not deny that for a time (a year or so in my 17 years) I dated a communist woke (I was never a communist though) because she had brainwashed me too. Because I saw what woke communism is like. What the Jewish mental illness are like.
Nor will I deny that although I dedicated myself to Satan at the age of 18, my parents tried to persecute me for years for finding out. Because that made me see clearly the importance of giving all people the freedom to advance and really fight the tyranny that always makes you feel wrong for how you are if how you are is not "goy standard."
But there are also positive things that I will never deny and am proud of. I will never deny when I was a kid playing all kinds of Egyptian video games even bad ones or watching anything that had references to Egypt. Same goes for my love of the Greek world and its beauty. And how in spite of Christianity, I liked to betray Jehovah the Vile by reading Vedic things about chakras because I always dreamed of immortality since I was a kid and it always disgusted me as a concept that only that shit Jesus the interexistent should have divine power and condition.
I am HIGHLY proud today to be in the Temple of Zeus, it is truly the thing that gives me the MOST pride precisely because it is what I have always wanted ever since I played strategy and city-building games, but it seemed that Zeus did not exist and all this beauty that we have today literally at the click of a mouse seemed to have to remain only in a silly PC video game as a pastime excuse.
And I will NEVER EVER deny about the Joy of Satan, about my time there. I am really very proud that I did a Soul Dedication to Satan with a birthday candle, in which I said that Jehovah, Jesus and the Holy Spirit were the trinity of shit, as if indeed these three assholes had ever been real.
And if someone asks me, "Wouldn't you rather have done the new version of the Dedication that focuses more on our Gods than on Jewish trash?" I WOULD FIERELY SAY NO because at the time that was what was needed. If I did it today, I would be equally proud that I used the new version of the Dedication. Likewise. That is why in my last few posts I have taken this very personally: simply none of us here were disowning anything, but we just had to and must build a good future and not just continue to manage a past that no longer reflects how the world has evolved today, how the world is NOW. We will be here as long as Satan is here, and that is FOREVER.
Today I don't know how the declaration of love that she has been waiting for days will go for me. But in any case I will not deny that I loved her and that I told her. Never.
There are many things in my life that I have done. Many were positive, beautiful. Others extremely foolish and harmful to myself. But I don't deny any of these things.
The reason, for example, that my profile picture is now a simple Nazi flag is because I feel more represented by a swastika than by having dark hair. I like being dark-haired. I love every single aspect of my body, character, etc., but I will not deny even the slightest bit what I really am.
Even as a child in kindergarten I was a Nazi. I used to make innate Nazi speeches and I didn't even know what a "Hitler" was. I am not going to disown this nature of mine because otherwise a Jew might worry that someone would want to turn his relatives into a set of shirt buttons.
But I also won't deny that in elementary school my father (I don't mean Satan, I mean my genetic parent of course) brainwashed me with Christianity. I would not change any of that because thanks to this event I know how much Christianity and Abrahamic religions in general are a mental illness. And it is because of this that many people joined Satan because I would occasionally explain how things really are.
I will also not deny that for a time (a year or so in my 17 years) I dated a communist woke (I was never a communist though) because she had brainwashed me too. Because I saw what woke communism is like. What the Jewish mental illness are like.
Nor will I deny that although I dedicated myself to Satan at the age of 18, my parents tried to persecute me for years for finding out. Because that made me see clearly the importance of giving all people the freedom to advance and really fight the tyranny that always makes you feel wrong for how you are if how you are is not "goy standard."
But there are also positive things that I will never deny and am proud of. I will never deny when I was a kid playing all kinds of Egyptian video games even bad ones or watching anything that had references to Egypt. Same goes for my love of the Greek world and its beauty. And how in spite of Christianity, I liked to betray Jehovah the Vile by reading Vedic things about chakras because I always dreamed of immortality since I was a kid and it always disgusted me as a concept that only that shit Jesus the interexistent should have divine power and condition.
I am HIGHLY proud today to be in the Temple of Zeus, it is truly the thing that gives me the MOST pride precisely because it is what I have always wanted ever since I played strategy and city-building games, but it seemed that Zeus did not exist and all this beauty that we have today literally at the click of a mouse seemed to have to remain only in a silly PC video game as a pastime excuse.
And I will NEVER EVER deny about the Joy of Satan, about my time there. I am really very proud that I did a Soul Dedication to Satan with a birthday candle, in which I said that Jehovah, Jesus and the Holy Spirit were the trinity of shit, as if indeed these three assholes had ever been real.
And if someone asks me, "Wouldn't you rather have done the new version of the Dedication that focuses more on our Gods than on Jewish trash?" I WOULD FIERELY SAY NO because at the time that was what was needed. If I did it today, I would be equally proud that I used the new version of the Dedication. Likewise. That is why in my last few posts I have taken this very personally: simply none of us here were disowning anything, but we just had to and must build a good future and not just continue to manage a past that no longer reflects how the world has evolved today, how the world is NOW. We will be here as long as Satan is here, and that is FOREVER.
Today I don't know how the declaration of love that she has been waiting for days will go for me. But in any case I will not deny that I loved her and that I told her. Never.
