The Gods #972 Why do I feel bad when humanity receives a truth?

[AskSatanOperator]

Hello everyone, I would like to ask you a question about the gods and myself.

First of all, for the gods, is it serious to follow Satan only because I know he is the winner? Finally, I have just realized that maybe I love the gods for interests and not for their self-esteem, it bothers me, I envy you, you know, you are so emotional, you are deeply touched by the gods and I have the impression of not giving any love, I only think of myself.

I don't care about humanity, I only think of myself, I also lack attention, I need to feel superior to others.

I intend to respect Satanic ethics, but I feel bad on one side for not being like you, caring about others as the gods do.
(small precision, I feel emotions just like you, but it is very complicated to express them, for example I have a deep love for my father, I would like to have this same love for the gods and the people, so that they love me too.)

So the question is: How to have love for others and for the gods.

I know that deep inside me I have this love.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

I just replied a few moments ago to this thread about self-love.
I think your problem may be lack of self-love, as you seem wanting to be loved by your father.
The reason why you dislike other people is (maybe!) because you did not receive proper love as a child, so your mind thinks not loving others is normal behavior.

 

[SeguaceDiSatanas]

I'm going to be quite blunt, but only because I think it's an important question.

need to feel superior to others

The fact that a person wants to feel superior indicates, as you already know, personal insecurity. But this works on a deeper level. If you were aware of how things work you would know that comparing yourself to others makes no sense. Take me for example. I try to have my own personality and be beautiful in my own individual ways. I am not interested in comparisons.

I will give you an example that will clarify the matter: imagine if you dedicate yourself to art. Try to imagine taking a canvas and painting a truly beautiful portrait, spending many days. Now imagine if you were to show this painting to a critic for evaluation and the critic, instead of evaluating YOUR work, your conception of beauty, your use of color and your geometric mastery, gave you a list of art forms that you did not even know existed and said: "yes, your painting is better than the paintings of these colleagues of yours".

He did not really say anything about what you did and you did not really get any recognition for your efforts or your skill. You just got a detailed list of personal taste comparisons from a critic you've never even had a coffee with at the bar. Would that make you feel more appreciated and confident? Of course not.

I envy you

Why do you waste all this time envying others and spend 90% of your existence or even more probably spying on what others are doing? A day is 24 hours. If you spend 8 sleeping, 2 for meals and baths and all the left hours watching what others are doing, tell me when do you have time to think about what YOU are doing? If you remain with the constant thought of what others are doing, you are simply distracting yourself from what you want to do.

I only think of myself

Imagine if you were alone in the entire infinite universe. With absolutely nothing since most of the objects you live with were produced and sold by others. Would that make you happy? Is this your natural tendency? No one would want to lead such an existence, even out of simple boredom, I don't think even a Jew would desire such a thing (and that's why they write about wanting 28,000 Gentile slaves each). No one would want to be born, spend 80 years of life with the utility of a bush and reach death by old age becoming dust without ever having been anything more than that and without having felt anything.

deeply touched by the gods

You are speaking about the Gods as if there were no means available to everyone to connect with them and truly get in touch with them. Soul Dedication, Astral Communication, God Power Rituals, etc. These things are here for all of us and not just a select few.

don't care about humanity

Guess what you are part of? Do you think that if humanity were defeated, tortured, extinct or reduced to borgs, you would be miraculously saved? No, you would suffer the same fate as humanity. Caring about humanity means being realistic about your own group of origin regardless of more advanced discourses of benevolence and compassion.

only think of myself

It is unrealistic. Do you think the universe works only thinking in that way? We are all different and this means that we need to collaborate with each other to survive, cooperation is in fact the basis of every civilization. In the form of Laws, Hierarchies, Tasks and Jobs.

If we were all the same we would be self-sufficient and collaboration would be superfluous and senseless, but existing in a group anyway, if no one collaborated we would become extinct. This is why it is necessary to all be different. Because it leads us to collaborate and this is the basis of life.

love the gods for interests

The interests of the Gods are also our interests and the vice versa should also be valid, as a total synergy. There has never been a single time when the Gods have manifested selfish interests. Not caring about the Gods is a lack of love towards oneself, not only towards the Gods.