AskSatanOperator
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I have accepted him as my one and only god. I have renounced my previous faith and have blasphemed against it daily. I have meditated and offered prayers and devotion to him, asking him to let me feel him or let me know he is there. I have done much research on many websites and in groups. I have not done the physical dedication ritual however I have done several verbal and astral rituals all in his name. I have debauched myself with symbolism and markings.
Will I actually ever "hear" him speak? Or feel his physical touch or see his presence? I'm just looking for something to know he is there and hears me.
I did have one dream so far, where I was climbing down a ladder onto a ship/boat and yelling hail satan repeatedly to a woman who was standing at the top. Maybe it was something. Maybe just coincidence.
Will I actually ever "hear" him speak? Or feel his physical touch or see his presence? I'm just looking for something to know he is there and hears me.
I did have one dream so far, where I was climbing down a ladder onto a ship/boat and yelling hail satan repeatedly to a woman who was standing at the top. Maybe it was something. Maybe just coincidence.